Author: DivineRoseKeeper
Summery: Kairi Hikari had always had a simple school- girl crush on Sora Isamu ever since she met him. But what happens when there is a fatal accident during a basketball game and it includes him?
Disclaimer: Kingdom Hearts is not in my possession, if it was do you think I would be writing this? Neither is Final Fantasy Series and Card Captor Sakura.
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Chapter Six: The Boy I Thought I'd Never See Again
((.:Kairi's P.O.V:.))
When I got to my Lavender room I turned on my rope lights and dragged myself to my white bed that was frilled with elegant white lace. I set my school bag on the floor beside my bed. As I lied there I observed my room: my walls were painted a beautiful lavender color, I looked above me to see my delicate white canopy that hung from my ceiling. I sat up to see my white antique desk with my small laptop on it, and next to the desk was my window bench. It was my favorite spot in my room, Sora and I used to watch Inuyasha on it together. I walked over to it; I sat down on the lilac bench and looked through the white lace curtains to see Tokyo tower all lit up. I sighed, every little thing reminded me of Sora-kun, it was only a schoolgirl crush right? So why can't I get him out of my head for even one measly second!
My thoughts were interupted when my mother, Hitomi called me, "Kairi-chan are you home!"
"Hai, Okaa-san"
"I saved some dinner for you, you want me to heat some up for you?" she asked me from down stairs.
I went to the top of the stairs, "No, I'm not that hungry, arigatou." I told her, I really wasn't all that hungry, and since the 'accident' I really haven't been hungry, "I going to take my bath now, okay?"
"You sure dear?" my mom's dusk colored eyes clouded with concern, "You haven't eaten properly lately are you sure you aren't sick?" Okaa-san ran her delicate fingers through her dark hair.
"I'm not, I'll be fine," I gave her a small but reassuring smile. I started heading towards the bathroom when Okaa-san spoke again.
"Don't be too hard on your self, koishii." I looked at her, her face showed so much concern for me. Tears threatened to fall.
"Hai, Okaa-san," I said before running to the bathroom.
-Later in My room-
I was sitting on my window bench in my white silk robe blow-drying my auburn hair. For some reason I started crying, the tears just kept flowing like waterfalls. I stopped blow-drying my hair, and dropped the blow dryer. I went over to the edge of my bed to where my backpack was and took the red book that I had shoved in it earlier.
I read the cover again, 'Journal'. 'Do I dare open it? Won't it be like I'm invading his privacy?' I thought but then I argued in my head again, 'Well he is dead what does it matter? It does matter a LOT, I mean I like the guy the least I could do is respect his property alive or not, you mean STILL like him. Ugh!' I thought.
"I really, really need to stop arguing with myself, I'm getting a migraine." I said rubbing my right temple. "Maybe a little music will calm me down," as I walked to my desk where my radio was I passed my mirror, I took a quick glance at myself and noticed how red my lilac eyes were. I shook it off and continued to my radio. I got to my radio and switched it on; Sakura-chan's favorite song was on. It was Utada Hikaru's song, 'Sakura DOROPPUSU' since Sakura-chan was borrowing the cd I listened to the song…
'Sakura DROPPUSU' BY Utada Hikaru
Koi wo shite owari wo tsuge
Chikau koto wa kore ga saigo no HEARTBREAK
Sakura sae kaze no naka de
Yurete yagate hana wo sakasu yo
Furidashita natsu no ame ga
Namida no yoko wo tootta sutto
Omoide to DABURU eizou
Aki no DORAMA no saihousou
Doushite onaji you na PANCHI
Nando mo kuracchaun da
Sore demo mata tatakaun darou
Sore ga inochi no fushigi
Koi wo shite subete sasage
Negau koto wa kore ga saigo no HEARTBREAK
Sakura sae toki no naka de
Yurete yagate hana wo sakasu yo
Kurikaesu kisetsu no naka de
Kutsu ga surihetteku motto
Kata no chikara nuite
Kako wa dokoka ni shimatte oke
Koko kara sou tookunai darou
Mita koto mo nai keshiki
Tomaranai mune no itami
Koete motto kimi ni chikazukitai yo
Hitomawari shite wa modori
Aoi sora wo zutto tesaguri
Koi wo shite owari wo tsuge
Chikau koto wa kyou ga saisho no GOOD DAY
Sakura made kaze no naka de
Yurete sotto kimi ni te wo nobasu yo
Suki de suki de dou shiyou mo nai
Sore to kore to wa kankei nai
I was now sitting on my window bench looking out my window out looking Tokyo Tower with the little red book in my lap; I looked down at it and sighed. I stood up and put the little red book on the bench and walked to my dresser to change into my pajamas.
I went back to my desk to turn off my radio and went back to my window bench, I stood over the book, and I finally had the courage to pick it up after standing over it for a good minute. I headed over to my bed got nesceled under the covers and turned of my rope lights and turned on my white antique nightstand. And I dared to open the book that told all of Sora-kun's deepest thoughts and memories. (A/N 'this' will equal Sora's journal, 'this' equal's Kairi's thoughts. Kay?)
2 November 2000
'Today in Muzuki-sensei put us in new seating arrangements, we were set in tables I was sat with three girls, Akemi Kessen, Izumi Junko and Hikari Kairi, who I believe is one of my sister Sakura-chan's friends. And one boy, Ken Nicho. I've noticed that Hikari-san is very shy but nice. Probably because it's her first year here. But my friend Riku-kun thinks she's really kawaii,' 'Riku thinks I'm kawaii? I need to talk to him about that..' 'And so do..'
I never got to finish reading that sentence because I felt a presence in my room and I quickly shoved Sora-kun's journal in my nightstands drawer. I looked up to see who was watching me and it was… Sora! Wait not this again not for a 3rd time! "Sora-kun?" I asked staring at him with hope that he wouldn't disappear.
He nodded at me and gave me a soft smile, "Kairi-chan,"
My dusk colored eyes grew wide, I hopped out of my bed and ran to him, only going right through him and I landed on the floor with a soft thud. Tears were in my eyes, "Kairi… I.." he began but I cut him off.
I got up and gave him a cold glare tears still stinging my eyes, "Sora-kun, why did you do that?" I asked my voice was raspy.
"Do what, you going through me?" he asked not looking at me at all.
"No, why did you go and save me?" I asked shoving his chin up to look at me.
"What was I supposed to do let you just sit there and watch you die! Dammit Kairi what kind of a question was that!" he yelled, causing me to cry more.
"No, but… You know how much pain you've caused everyone! Sakura-chan won't even smile anymore, Yuna-san is always moping on the couch and your mother isn't happy anymore! And me, I can't get you of my freaking mind! Dangit Sora, life isn't the same without you being here!" I cried, collapsing to the floor.
Sora-kun kneeled on the floor next to me his beautiful electric blue orbs were clouded over with guilt and concern, "Shhh, Usa-chan, I'm sorry I hate to see you cry, I really do please stop, for me?" he said with a gentle and soothing voice.
I looked at him, tears glistening down my cheeks, "Oh Oreo-kun, I missed you!"
"I missed you too, Kai" he said quietly almost so I couldn't hear.
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Author's Corner: Wow! Pretty good chap huh? I was in a good mood so I typed this up quickly just for you guys. Anywhoz I need ur guy's help: I need someone to make a new summery for this fic, and who evers I like the most will get their summaries not only used but they get to know anything they want out of this whole fic! So email ur summaries! See the lavender button? Click it!
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