AKITO'S REFLECTION
CHAPTER 2
I don't know what happened to me the day I saw her for the first time.
She just forced the door to enter my life. My life. The life no one wanted to be part of.
And she was amazing. I couldn't be myself with her. At least not the one the members of the family know.
She was different.
Not more beautiful, nor smarter.
I guess she just had the cold look I can see in myself.
Didn't really care for people, for things.
That made her wicked.
I couldn't understand her, and that bored me, made me angry.
It made me wanting her more than anybody before.
That's why I wanted her to come back.
And I made her promise.
I was ill in that period, more than ever, I could stay awake just for little time. Feeling too sick.
My breast was burning so much. And I could feel relief just when I was sleeping.
But she came, watching my pain with her cold eyes. No expression on her face.
She went and stood there, near the door. Silently watching my breakdowns.
When I woke up, every time I woke up, I saw her stepping closer.
Like a dream. She was there all the time.
- do you like my pain?- I asked once, trying to understand the look in her eyes.
She shrugged.
- not really...-
- why do you look at me like this then?-
- why not?-
- you look at me like I'm some kind of animal... some kind of animal who is dying... struggling... you have that look.-
- I don't know... I think you're interesting.-
I paused.
- did you see the members of my family around?-
- no... nobody wants to visit you...-
- I know.-
- they hate you.-
I looked away.
- when I was younger, they usually told me they didn't really hate me... they just act like it, because they were jealous of my power.-
She smiled.
- I was told that in the deep bottom of their heart they had respect for me, because I was the head of the family...-
- well, I guess you took care of that respect.-
- what do you mean?-
- well, the way you made them suffer, I don't believe there's respect in their heart... I believe there's only fear...-
I smirked.
- fear makes my power... they will always remember me, and they will always be with me.
- I don't believe you realize what you're saying... they hate you, do you understand? they would pay to make you die.-
- no, they fear me too much...-
She turned towards the window, sighing.
- maybe this is what you want.-
- IT is what I want.-
- then, their happiness will come with your death... let's hope you die soon.-
I shivered. Angry again.
- you stupid! How can you say that? I'm the head of the family...-
- they suffer because of you...-
- they can LIVE because of me!-
- they're gonna live when you'll be dead.-
I blinked. She was right? No, she wasn't.
- get out of this room, I don't want to see your ugly face anymore... get out of my life!- I roared.
She froze first, but then she laughed. My eyes were trying to enter the cold wall she had in front of her... she was unreachable.
- you tell me I'm horrible? That's really funny, you know... I'm not that good, but I didn't ruin anybody's life... I'm better than you.-
- Get out of here!!!!!! I will kill you!!-
She moved to the door, still looking at me with her piercing eyes.
- uhuh, how are you gonna do it? How do you think you're gonna stand up? Maybe you will crawl to my bed while I'm sleeping... and with your wealth you will probably sacrifice your life just to kill me... that's so nice of you... I'm waiting uh.-
I tried to force me up, but I fell back again.
- you bitch...- I whispered with my last breath. Fainting the second after.
When I woke up, I was alone in the room. She had left for real.
I found myself staring at the door. Maybe I was hoping she would come back... no, I hated her... I didn't want her to enter that door anymore. I wanted to make her suffer, I wanted her to fear me, I wanted her to finally bow in front of me, asking for pity and compassion, I wanted her to finally realize I was the one in control.
But I couldn't think of anything. She was like me, she didn't have close friends, nor relatives that she loved... she was alone, and she didn't care about anything. The only thing... was me... she wanted to watch me die?
I shook my head, slowly turning around in the bed. My hair were longer than usual and for one second I thought they were darker.
They reminded me of hers... her beautiful black hair, they softly caressed my skin the day she came for the first time... What would be like to touch them?
I closed my eyes angrily. What was I thinking about?
I heard the door open behind my back, and then a soft walk.
- who's there?- I felt my anger suddenly cool down. Was I waiting for her like some kind of pet? My heart was beating faster.
- it's me Akito-sama... Tohru Honda... they told me you got sick... so I decided to bring you some cookies... I made them myself.-
Her voice just made me angry again. Angrier than before. Furious.
I turned around watching her putting the cookies' dish on the table next to the bed.
Tohru Honda, one of the person I couldn't stand having around. She just made me feel bored, and horrified with that sweet smile always on her face. It was disgustingly cheerful.
She was so close. Too close to me.
Before she could go away, using the only energy of my anger, I grabbed her hand bringing her closer to me, the right chance to get to her neck, I wrapped my fingers around it.
Sudden fear poured in her eyes. She was much more beautiful with that grave look. I could feel her heart beat so fast. His blood pulsing in his neck veins.
Pulling her towards me, with all the strength I had inside, I was wishing to hurt her more and more.
- don't you dare come a second time.-
Her skin was getting paler.
I could have just waited a little more to kill her, but there was no use to it. Too many people loved her, I could have her out of the way in so many different way.
- I don't need your sympathy, nor your attention.-
She was trying to say something... maybe asking for help.
- get out of here.- I said finally letting her go.
She fell on the floor, coughing.
Shaking.
Crawling towards the door. She wanted to go out as quick as possible.
To make her suffer was so easy, not even funny. Too boring. I could even feel some pity for her in the deeps of my heart. Pity for her happiness.
I wanted Miyu with my whole heart. I wanted just her.
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mm..... was Akito too evil? well, readers don't do that at home, right? don't mistreat any Tohru Honda, hai? ^___^
yeah, I don't own any Furuba character, but Miyu is my property...
About the Witch of the East thing, I never thought it could be a character from a book, that was really stupid of me ^^;;; well, did this witch of the East die melting or something like that? I know these are weird question, I just heard someone doing a comment with this witch of the East so I was trying to understand what that was... I'm too curious.
Thanks to a_yolanda7 ,l1l1l1l1l, yukie-chan, kyo-chan, lost person searching for stories and Rei, I'm really grateful, and please if you can, review this new chapter...
About the girl being Tohru Honda, I don't think she is really Akito's kind of girl, I like her better with Kyo ^_^
I made up this new character, because I wanted somebody a little more like Akito, even though they're different, things about her are going to be revealed during the story...
About Akito being too kind, it's because he is too amazed by this girl behavior, to make something happened I decided to put a character that had the power to control Akito, and then he's weaker than usual, he can't beat her up
She is rude because she understand him, I guess.
About " and " for speeches, is that such a big problem? At school they taught me " and " were for some kind of speeches like -- she said: "I was there" and that if the speech started with the line you had to put - (I'm used to do like that, so if it's not a big problem I would like to keep using my way of writing, what you think?)
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CHAPTER 2
I don't know what happened to me the day I saw her for the first time.
She just forced the door to enter my life. My life. The life no one wanted to be part of.
And she was amazing. I couldn't be myself with her. At least not the one the members of the family know.
She was different.
Not more beautiful, nor smarter.
I guess she just had the cold look I can see in myself.
Didn't really care for people, for things.
That made her wicked.
I couldn't understand her, and that bored me, made me angry.
It made me wanting her more than anybody before.
That's why I wanted her to come back.
And I made her promise.
I was ill in that period, more than ever, I could stay awake just for little time. Feeling too sick.
My breast was burning so much. And I could feel relief just when I was sleeping.
But she came, watching my pain with her cold eyes. No expression on her face.
She went and stood there, near the door. Silently watching my breakdowns.
When I woke up, every time I woke up, I saw her stepping closer.
Like a dream. She was there all the time.
- do you like my pain?- I asked once, trying to understand the look in her eyes.
She shrugged.
- not really...-
- why do you look at me like this then?-
- why not?-
- you look at me like I'm some kind of animal... some kind of animal who is dying... struggling... you have that look.-
- I don't know... I think you're interesting.-
I paused.
- did you see the members of my family around?-
- no... nobody wants to visit you...-
- I know.-
- they hate you.-
I looked away.
- when I was younger, they usually told me they didn't really hate me... they just act like it, because they were jealous of my power.-
She smiled.
- I was told that in the deep bottom of their heart they had respect for me, because I was the head of the family...-
- well, I guess you took care of that respect.-
- what do you mean?-
- well, the way you made them suffer, I don't believe there's respect in their heart... I believe there's only fear...-
I smirked.
- fear makes my power... they will always remember me, and they will always be with me.
- I don't believe you realize what you're saying... they hate you, do you understand? they would pay to make you die.-
- no, they fear me too much...-
She turned towards the window, sighing.
- maybe this is what you want.-
- IT is what I want.-
- then, their happiness will come with your death... let's hope you die soon.-
I shivered. Angry again.
- you stupid! How can you say that? I'm the head of the family...-
- they suffer because of you...-
- they can LIVE because of me!-
- they're gonna live when you'll be dead.-
I blinked. She was right? No, she wasn't.
- get out of this room, I don't want to see your ugly face anymore... get out of my life!- I roared.
She froze first, but then she laughed. My eyes were trying to enter the cold wall she had in front of her... she was unreachable.
- you tell me I'm horrible? That's really funny, you know... I'm not that good, but I didn't ruin anybody's life... I'm better than you.-
- Get out of here!!!!!! I will kill you!!-
She moved to the door, still looking at me with her piercing eyes.
- uhuh, how are you gonna do it? How do you think you're gonna stand up? Maybe you will crawl to my bed while I'm sleeping... and with your wealth you will probably sacrifice your life just to kill me... that's so nice of you... I'm waiting uh.-
I tried to force me up, but I fell back again.
- you bitch...- I whispered with my last breath. Fainting the second after.
When I woke up, I was alone in the room. She had left for real.
I found myself staring at the door. Maybe I was hoping she would come back... no, I hated her... I didn't want her to enter that door anymore. I wanted to make her suffer, I wanted her to fear me, I wanted her to finally bow in front of me, asking for pity and compassion, I wanted her to finally realize I was the one in control.
But I couldn't think of anything. She was like me, she didn't have close friends, nor relatives that she loved... she was alone, and she didn't care about anything. The only thing... was me... she wanted to watch me die?
I shook my head, slowly turning around in the bed. My hair were longer than usual and for one second I thought they were darker.
They reminded me of hers... her beautiful black hair, they softly caressed my skin the day she came for the first time... What would be like to touch them?
I closed my eyes angrily. What was I thinking about?
I heard the door open behind my back, and then a soft walk.
- who's there?- I felt my anger suddenly cool down. Was I waiting for her like some kind of pet? My heart was beating faster.
- it's me Akito-sama... Tohru Honda... they told me you got sick... so I decided to bring you some cookies... I made them myself.-
Her voice just made me angry again. Angrier than before. Furious.
I turned around watching her putting the cookies' dish on the table next to the bed.
Tohru Honda, one of the person I couldn't stand having around. She just made me feel bored, and horrified with that sweet smile always on her face. It was disgustingly cheerful.
She was so close. Too close to me.
Before she could go away, using the only energy of my anger, I grabbed her hand bringing her closer to me, the right chance to get to her neck, I wrapped my fingers around it.
Sudden fear poured in her eyes. She was much more beautiful with that grave look. I could feel her heart beat so fast. His blood pulsing in his neck veins.
Pulling her towards me, with all the strength I had inside, I was wishing to hurt her more and more.
- don't you dare come a second time.-
Her skin was getting paler.
I could have just waited a little more to kill her, but there was no use to it. Too many people loved her, I could have her out of the way in so many different way.
- I don't need your sympathy, nor your attention.-
She was trying to say something... maybe asking for help.
- get out of here.- I said finally letting her go.
She fell on the floor, coughing.
Shaking.
Crawling towards the door. She wanted to go out as quick as possible.
To make her suffer was so easy, not even funny. Too boring. I could even feel some pity for her in the deeps of my heart. Pity for her happiness.
I wanted Miyu with my whole heart. I wanted just her.
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mm..... was Akito too evil? well, readers don't do that at home, right? don't mistreat any Tohru Honda, hai? ^___^
yeah, I don't own any Furuba character, but Miyu is my property...
About the Witch of the East thing, I never thought it could be a character from a book, that was really stupid of me ^^;;; well, did this witch of the East die melting or something like that? I know these are weird question, I just heard someone doing a comment with this witch of the East so I was trying to understand what that was... I'm too curious.
Thanks to a_yolanda7 ,l1l1l1l1l, yukie-chan, kyo-chan, lost person searching for stories and Rei, I'm really grateful, and please if you can, review this new chapter...
About the girl being Tohru Honda, I don't think she is really Akito's kind of girl, I like her better with Kyo ^_^
I made up this new character, because I wanted somebody a little more like Akito, even though they're different, things about her are going to be revealed during the story...
About Akito being too kind, it's because he is too amazed by this girl behavior, to make something happened I decided to put a character that had the power to control Akito, and then he's weaker than usual, he can't beat her up
She is rude because she understand him, I guess.
About " and " for speeches, is that such a big problem? At school they taught me " and " were for some kind of speeches like -- she said: "I was there" and that if the speech started with the line you had to put - (I'm used to do like that, so if it's not a big problem I would like to keep using my way of writing, what you think?)
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