Chapter Six

Journey through anger…

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters except for the ones that aren't mentioned in the books!

Authors Note: This story is rated T for some coarse language.

Pairing: R. Lupin and N. Tonks

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He was too late. She had done as he said, and now it was too late for him to tell her the truth. Feeling angered at himself he apparated back to Sirius' house… 'now it's up to me to forget about you…'

"No wait…Ivan, I think you are a good man…it's just I don't think I'm ready to be in a relationship right now…I'm so sorry (getting up and leaving)" said Tonks leaving a dumbfounded Ivan there.

'Gosh Tonks, what is wrong with you! Your with a man that is willing to love you and you blow him off? Okay maybe the kiss was a little too soon but still! Stop thinking about that stupid wizard Remus! You are going to ruin your life like this! She thought. Just then she had a feeling Lupin had been around here like he was near her. Oh now she can really say she's going crazy. 'I miss him…maybe I should go and apologize to him…after all I did slap him a little too hard. I'll apologize and see him one last time and the others too…' she thought.

Back at Sirius' house….

"So did you find her?' asked Sirius with a sandwich in his hand.

"Yes I did…" answered Lupin.

"And…?"

"And I was too late."

"For….?"

"I was too late, not only did I not apologize to her but she was with another man…" said Lupin sadly.

"Hey they could be friends for all you know!" said Sirius.

"Does being friends include kissing in a damn restaurant!" asked Lupin.

"Oh…"

"God I can't take this anymore!" and with that Lupin ran outside.

"Remus! Come back!" said Sirius.

'So fucking stupid…so damn fucking stupid…(punching and kicking wall) WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?' he thought angrily and repeated started to smash anything in his way. 'YOU (pointing at the moon) YOU TOOK EVERYTHING AWAY FROM ME! YOU'RE THE REASON WHY I ACT LIKE THIS! IF I WASN'T A DAMN WEREWOLF I WOULDN'T HAVE ANY ENEMIES RIGHT NOW! ' Punched the wall one more time before sliding down and putting his hand on his head and crying.

"Remus…."

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