Disclaimer: I own nothing but a box and 45 cents so I don't own yu yu
hakusho.
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(Kurama's POV)
I sat with Hiei in my lap for a long time thinking. Why was he mad at me? Had I hurt him? I slowly got up carrying Hiei. I thought about what I should do. I walk home with him in my arms and open the front door.
I put him gently on the couch and went to see if anyone called. My mother called to tell me she was coming home late and leaving the next day to her her half sister who had had a baby.
I almost could've leapt with joy, for now I and Hiei can talk without being interrupted. I went to the kitchen and made some tea for Hiei and me. I went and sat next to Hiei in a chair next to him.
Hiei looks so peaceful laying there, he has a little smile on his face and his hair is sort of messy. I want to lie next to him and cuddle with him. To feel the warmth of his body next mine. I am so absorbed in my thoughts I don't notice Hiei open his eyes.
"What are you thinking?" His voice makes me jump.
"I. uh.um.heh" I stammer stupidly as I try to think of an excuse. I stop though when I notice the look on Hiei's face. He looks sad, mournful even. I want to hug him tell him I love him and we can stay together for all eternity. But I don't I just say,
"What's wrong Hiei?" Stupid question. I already can tell you that. You would think someone smart like me would be able to tell someone I love that, I love them. But I can't. I can face demons and all sorts of creatures but I can't tell Hiei I love him.
I feel ashamed almost as I think this. I can't tell the one person I love besides my mother, I love them.
Hiei stares at me then looks down. He looks like a child sitting there cross-legged with a little pout on his face. I suddenly seize the courage to tell him.
"Hiei" "Kurama" We speak at the same time.
I look at him and stare into his eyes while he does the same thing. I clear my throat and start to speak when I see it.
I see love in his eyes. Love for me. I want to kiss him tell that's wonderful I love you also. But I just smile knowingly.
"Kurama there's something I need to tell you."
I wait eagerly. I know its coming. Finally after all this time I will be able to share the feelings I have for him and not be rejected
"Kurama. I"
"Yes?" I almost shout it so he will spit it out.
"I can't be her with you anymore"
My world falls away at these words and my heart bursts in two.
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I'm sorry it took so long, and that's its short, I should be posting a
chapter everyother day at least.
I sat with Hiei in my lap for a long time thinking. Why was he mad at me? Had I hurt him? I slowly got up carrying Hiei. I thought about what I should do. I walk home with him in my arms and open the front door.
I put him gently on the couch and went to see if anyone called. My mother called to tell me she was coming home late and leaving the next day to her her half sister who had had a baby.
I almost could've leapt with joy, for now I and Hiei can talk without being interrupted. I went to the kitchen and made some tea for Hiei and me. I went and sat next to Hiei in a chair next to him.
Hiei looks so peaceful laying there, he has a little smile on his face and his hair is sort of messy. I want to lie next to him and cuddle with him. To feel the warmth of his body next mine. I am so absorbed in my thoughts I don't notice Hiei open his eyes.
"What are you thinking?" His voice makes me jump.
"I. uh.um.heh" I stammer stupidly as I try to think of an excuse. I stop though when I notice the look on Hiei's face. He looks sad, mournful even. I want to hug him tell him I love him and we can stay together for all eternity. But I don't I just say,
"What's wrong Hiei?" Stupid question. I already can tell you that. You would think someone smart like me would be able to tell someone I love that, I love them. But I can't. I can face demons and all sorts of creatures but I can't tell Hiei I love him.
I feel ashamed almost as I think this. I can't tell the one person I love besides my mother, I love them.
Hiei stares at me then looks down. He looks like a child sitting there cross-legged with a little pout on his face. I suddenly seize the courage to tell him.
"Hiei" "Kurama" We speak at the same time.
I look at him and stare into his eyes while he does the same thing. I clear my throat and start to speak when I see it.
I see love in his eyes. Love for me. I want to kiss him tell that's wonderful I love you also. But I just smile knowingly.
"Kurama there's something I need to tell you."
I wait eagerly. I know its coming. Finally after all this time I will be able to share the feelings I have for him and not be rejected
"Kurama. I"
"Yes?" I almost shout it so he will spit it out.
"I can't be her with you anymore"
My world falls away at these words and my heart bursts in two.
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I'm sorry it took so long, and that's its short, I should be posting a
chapter everyother day at least.