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A/N SMUT alert. Thanks to Cybrokat for the beta. Thanks for the help Kimberly, and Banana Peel. And thanks for all the lovely reviews, Committed, gabsaunt, inlay, Jill Hamilton, laurasidle, Mrs. Grissom, Sarah, Sassy, Shalimarfox2, ToMyGrave

Chapter Six: His Darling Memory

Grissom sat on the edge of the bed looking down at Sara as she slept. He gently stroked her cheek with the back of his hand. He pulled his hand away as she slowly turned her head. "Sara? Hey, come on, wake up darling." He smiled as he said the word darling. He remembered the first time he called her that, it was right before the first time he made love to her. He closed his eyes and could remember everything about that day.

They took a walk and got caught in a storm. By the time they made it back to his townhouse, they were both soaked to the bone. The cool air in his house made her shiver. They removed their soaks and shoes at the door. Then he pulled her through his bedroom to the bathroom door, pinning her against the door as he kissed her. His fingers crept up her shirt as his kisses became stronger. "Let's get out of these wet close before we get sick," he whispered as he broke the kiss. As he opened the bathroom door it caused her to almost fall over. He laced his fingers with hers and pulled her to the shower. He carefully leaned her against the shower door and started to undo the buttons on her shirt. Her heart was racing so fast he could feel it. Sliding her shirt off he licked his lips, then stared deeply into her eyes, "God Sara, you are so beautiful. How did someone like you choose someone like me?"

Sara flung her arms around his neck. "Like this." Her kiss was intense. Her fingers slid down from around his neck to his chest. "Gris, I…," she pulled away slightly. She just smiled at him, the smile that made him go week in the knees. She put her hands under the bottom of his shirt, the peeled it off.

Grissom's hands fell lightly on her shoulders as thumbs brushed her neck. Moving his hands down her shoulders his fingers slid under her bra straps. He started to suck on her ear as he removed her bra. He let a moan when he felt her tugging at his pants. With everything in him, he pulled away from her. "Are you sure about this?" he asked as he tried to catch his breath.

"Yes," Sara pulled him back to her lips. She undid his pants and pushed them down along with his boxers. Taking a couple steps back she checked his now naked body. "Nice," she smiled and raised her eyebrows.

Grissom smiled back at her; she was so beautiful standing there. He reached his arms out and tucked his fingers underneath the top of her pants, pulling her to him so the distance is closed between them and put his forehead against hers. Undoing her pants he could feel her breathing become heavy. He slipped his hands down the sides of her pants and along her hips. When he felt what was under her pants or lack there of he chuckled. "Sara, you are naughty," he pushed her pants down and pushed her so her back was against the shower door again. He leaned into her so their lips where barely touching, "I need to get to the shower, darling."

Sara chewed on her bottom lip as she watched him enter the shower and turn on the hot water. She watched as the droplets of water raced down his body. Licking her lips she stepped closer to him. She took his hand as he reached out for her. Stepping into the shower with him she had to giggle. Running her fingers down Grissom's chest, she looked up into his eyes and froze.

Tracing a line of water down her face he smiled, "What is it? Sara we don't have to do anything you're not ready for." As she slid into his arms he knew that there were no questions in her mind about them. He ran his fingers though her hair and pulled her even closer to him. Kissing her hard, his body ached for hers. Grissom moved so Sara's back was against the side of the shower. His hands went to her neck; and he slowly moved them down her to her chest. They rested there for a few seconds, then they slid down her stomach and came to rest on her hips. In one quick move he lifted Sara up. Her legs rested on his hips and he pushed himself into her.

Feeling him inside her, Sara tightly wrapped her legs around Grissom's waist. Her hands rested on his shoulder as the steam from shower engulfed their tangled bodies. When his kisses traveled down her neck and stopped her collarbone, she threw her head back. The tingling sensation that had overtaken her body was something she hadn't felt in a long time. Even then it was nothing compared to what she was feeling now. Moving her hand up and through his hair, her body moved with his. She put her head down and started suck on the part of his neck just under his ear lobe. Sara's body started to tense up and she was on the edge. "Gil, lets go to the bed please," her voice was short and scattered.

Grissom pushed a stray strain of hair from her face as he let her slide off him. He turned off the water and pulled Sara out of the shower. Wrapping her in his arms as he started kissing her and easing her back into his bedroom and to his bed. Lifting her up, he gently laid her on the bed. Carefully lying on top of her he slid back into her. Grissom put his arms under Sara's arms and clamped his hands down on her shoulders. He started to move his hips at an increased speed and he felt Sara's muscles tighten. His moans drowned out hers until they both released simultaneously. Trying to catch his breath, he softly kissed he several times. The kisses were only cut short because the bedroom door was pushed open.

Grissom opened his eyes, shoving the memory out of his mind. "Sara, please, you need to wake up," he pleaded with her. When her eyes fluttered open it was all he could do to not breakdown. "Hey honey," he lent down and kissed her on the cheek. "I need to go let the doctor know you are awake." He squeezed her hands and stood up. Reluctantly, he walked to the door. He stopped when he heard Sara say something. "What was that?" he spun around and walked to the bed. "Sara, please talk to me," sitting back down he took touched her cheek.

"You hung up on me." Licking her lips, she looked at Grissom with such sadness in her eyes. "I thought maybe you were angry, and you didn't want to be with me any longer. If you don't want, and you're only here because you think you should…I'll understand if you want to leave me," she said as she turned her gaze way from Grissom's.

"Sara honey…," turning Sara's head back towards his, Grissom sighed. "Honey, I want to be with you always. There is no way I will give up on you or turn my back on you; I promised you that, and I will forever promise you that." Softly kissing her lips he started to tear up. "Wait…I never hung up on you. I…oh, no honey, I was in a bad area and my cell cut out on me. Sara, I would never hang up on you intentionally." Playing with her hair, Grissom smiled when Sara wiped his tears away. "You need to give me your word Sara. I need you to tell me that you won't do this again. If I were to lose you…," pulling her up into a hug, he kissed her under her ear.

"I promise, okay?" Hugging him back, she felt bad she had hurt him. In all honesty she felt she would make him happy. It was a stupid mistake and she knew that; but she was hurting so bad she didn't know how else to release it. "I'm sorry, can we go home now? Gris I want to go home." She drew away when she heard someone say her name. Lying back down as a doctor came closer to her, she smiled up to Grissom.

They all talked for a few minutes about how Sara was feeling and he gave her a once over. After he left, Sara told Grissom to go home and take a shower and grab something to eat. He put up a good debate but in the end was defeated. He quickly kissed her then left.

In the hall the doctor stopped Grissom. "Mr. Grissom, you do realize she needs a psych exam before we even think about releasing her. I've seen this kind of thing a lot. A person hiding from the truth that their spouse needs help, more help than they can provide," the doctor was calm but abrupt.

"I will not have her locked away somewhere because she is having a hard time with her friend's death. She has been through so much already. I can't and I won't let her be put away," Grissom challenged the doctor.

"I'm afraid it isn't up to you anymore. You can talk to they psychologist when she is done evaluating your wife. Now if you excuse me I need to get on with my rounds," walking past Grissom the doctor left the ward.

A half hour after Grissom left, a woman stood in the hall and was looking through window watching Sara. She took a couple notes and walked into Sara's room.

TBC