Thanks for all the reviews shucks (what does that mean?) I like naming my chapters after songs. 'Collapsed' is an Aly & AJ song, 'Since you been gone' is a Kelly Clarkson song ('Beautiful Disaster' is my Favourite) and 'Andy, you're a star' is a Killers song. I like songs; I'm gonna find more- ooo- how about 'wake me up when September ends"? - wait, it was September in it like a year ago! Oh, yeah! It's a year on! I like that song:
Wake me up When September Ends
I started writing and realized it's in Keely's Point of View
It was a year since Phil had left (A/n- Crap, I should have put it in the last chapter as well), exactly One year. For the first few months, well, half a year, the two agents kept on asking me if I knew where the Diffy's were- I'd say "No" and start crying. My mother found out the truth about them. I mean, it must have been suspicious that Fed's kept on coming to your door, talking to your daughter and then making her cry. So she asked me, and I told her the truth. Like she'd believed me. Next time the agents came, she asked them and they told her the exact same I told her. Then she got mad at me. She said I shouldn't have kept their secret- I shouldn't have been faithful to my best friend and his family. I couldn't take it, I picked up my guitar, my tennis racquet and a ball.
"I'm going out" I said coldly to my mother, before slamming the door on her.
I went to where I'd go when I was feeling sad- I'd ended up going there every single day since he'd gone. I never had a partner to play tennis with. No one ever came and I was now a friendless. I went into 11th grade (A/n-? That's like 6th form!), but it was so weird, without Phil to help me through the first day of term. Tia and I were still in a strop and now she was hanging out with Regina (A/n- Mean Girls reference, she seemed the most likely to be Candida's sister), who was Candida's older sister. Ever since Tia had hung out with her, she had become really mean (Tia not Regina, Regina's already mean). I sat at the tennis court and started to strum at my guitar, soon, words came into my head, and I started to sing along:
(A/n- I didn't write this song Aly/and/or AJ did- but I changed the wording from blue to brown eyes)
You were the one
That I couldn't
find
Hidden away
In the depths of my mind
Why did I let
you go?
You're too good to be true
I messed it up and now
I
don't know what to do
We ran in circles and wasted time
From
right to wrong
From right to wrong
If I knew that you were
mine
I wouldn't have wasted time
I wish I could erase the
past
Now it's all collapsed in my lap
I over thought
So
I locked up my heart yeah
Where you stood
Your brown eyes
hidden beneath your hurt
Why did I let you go?
You're too
good to be true
I messed it up and now
I don't know what to
do
We ran in circles and wasted time
From right to
wrong
From right to wrong
If I knew that you were mine
I
wouldn't have wasted time
I wish I could erase the past
Now
it's all collapsed in my lap
My mind is blank just like a
clean slate
When I meet another guy with the same brown eyes
And
the same name with the converse shoes
I can't really understand,
now come on baby
We'll make another mistake and think he's
just another fake
Wish I could erase the past now
Wish I
could bring you back
If I knew that you were mine
I
wouldn't have wasted time
I wish I could erase the past
Now
it's all collapsed in my lap
If I knew that you were mine
I
wouldn't have wasted time
I wish I could erase the past
Now
it's all collapsed in my lap
As soon as I finished I heard clapping behind me. I always hoped it would be Phil coming up behind me, but I'd learnt not to get my hopes up. I just sat there guitar in hand, tears filling my eyes so bad that I couldn't even see
He He He! I'm gonna end it there. I was gonna write more but I thing I'm gonna make you wait and wonder who was the Phantom Clapper!
I might start writing more but my mum wants to take me to "Morrisons" (It's like, a supermarket) and then to a Library :(