just wanted to Thank you all hehehe….
Daisuke Dairy:
4:45 p.m. 3-24-05
Dear Dairy, How could I have been so stupid. To think, I actually thought Satoshi would declare his love for me he doesn't love me. Well the look on his face clearly showed there was something he had to say… Maybe he needed to fart? Why do I feel so awful? Oh yeah that's right how am I gonna tell my friends that I'm gay. Wait I'm not gay I'm with Riku. So why do I feel nothing when we kiss. Oh god I kiss…Satoshi… It had so much tongue my head feel as if its going too exploded!
Chapter 6 "Just leave!"
Daisuke was setting at his desk in class bored as ever it's been a few days sense he saw Satoshi and it was slowly killing him. He hadn't ate for those few day and only slept instead of doing his normal activities.
"Mr. Niwa is you alright? You look a little pale," asked Mrs. Young, her tone unsure and worried.
Daisuke gaze over at her blankly before turning his head the opposite way and laying it on the hard cold surface of his wooden desk. The red head wasn't feeling too good lately; Riku who was sitting a few rows down from him was starting to worry that he might commit suicide or something. Mrs. Young gentle place her hand on Daisuke shoulder and then her other hand on Daisuke's forehead she was starting to worry. His head was burning up and his red locks drench with sweat.
"Daisuke do you need a pass to the nurses office?"
"No I'm okay, really I am mom."
"Daisuke I'm not you mom this is Mrs. Young."
"Okay?" Daisuke gaze at the teacher once again before closing his eyes and passing out.
The class gasps in shock they thought he died. Riku hopped out of her seat she ran over to where Daisuke laid the teacher took a few steps back before running to her desk and calling the hospital. The class was gathering over the pass out red head, they all stared at him holding their breaths, as the teacher tried to calm them.
Daisuke was in a state of Unconsciousness all he could remember when he woke up was that his family was huddle over him like curious children. The red head let out a slight painful groan then buried his throbbing head in a soft folly pillow he was happy to see his family but their staring was annoying him, like they where burning holes through his body with their bush baby eyes.
"Daisuke sweetie you're finally awake! I thought you were in a coma or something," wailed Emiko. She plug into Daisuke's bed throwing her hands around the red head shoulders, coughing the life out of him.
Satoshi was setting in the living room of his home eating some ice cream and watching T.V. his weekend was almost up. He'll have to go back to school and face those two knuckle heads, Satoshi place another spoon full of strawberry ice cream and swallow it. This was the greatest week he had ever had he didn't have to think about seeing Daisuke or Riku on this little vacation of his, so he enjoyed ever waking minute of it.
"You know when dad finds out you been ditching he's going to have and osier," complain Krad he hated coming home and seeing his younger brother lodging on the couch leaving stacks of dishes and a trial of messes ever where.
"So what is dad going to do arrest me? I get straight A's it's not like I'm missing anything."
"Oh grow up! The only reason you're ditching is because that red head won't return your feelings what a total wimp you are running away like a complete weakling!" Snap Krad he wasn't the least bit amuse with the look he was getting from Satoshi.
"What would you do if Dark didn't return your feelings?"
"Duh that's easy I'll Columbine the school!"
"You can't be serious."
"Oh I'm serious I'll kill Dark and everybody who gets in my way!"
Satoshi shook his head side to side for some reason he knew his brother would say something stupid like that, after all he is a whack job in progress. The atmosphere started to grow heavy Krad and Satoshi never lasted this long underneath the same room usually one of them was out doing something, but today they were having a family BOUNDING. They both gave each other angry glances Satoshi finally took a deep breath he had lost the battle of the minds. He was going to go outside and take a long stroll.
"You win Krad you pompous ass!" Scold Satoshi.
"About damn time seeing your ugly ass was driving me crazy!"
"Me ugly HA, you should take a look in the mirror. Now that's ugly."
Krad toss some of his hair to the side he open his eye's and release a breath clearly something was on his mind maybe he was trying to be brotherly for once.
"You know that little red head has a thing for you trust me," empathy lingered in his tone, his golden eye's looked truly genuine. Satoshi glance over at Krad the whole time he lived with this stranger, the same stranger was actually showing emotion terse him nonetheless. Krad narrowed his eyes he quickly scowls at Satoshi, Krad defenses where back up full force!
"Look you go to his house and just spill the beans. That'll do all of us a favor."
"Maybe you could be right. Or yet how about if I put voodoo spell on him to make him fall head over heals for me!" Before anyone of them could glare at each other they herd a knock at the door. Krad ran over to answer it, it was like a seen from a horror film, a fat man standing at they door with wild flowers cuff in one hand. The man blush when he saw Krad glare down at him, the man stretch out his arm noticeable he was trying to give the bouquet of flowers to Krad. Krad just had to smile softly at this fat man for his bravery. Without warning Krad slammed the door in the fat guys face.
"Who was that?"
"Jehovah's witness."
"Well I'm going to take your advice and leave now."
Satoshi walked out the door he had nothing more to say, well probably a lot more but he had no time he wanted to get away from that, stuck up, arrogant, conceded pompous ass. (My oh my is Krad talented or what)
Daisuke was home with his loving family, and he hated ever freaking second they we're noise, bouncing off the walls likechildren with ADD. Daisuke would normally smile and set back to watch the busyness that surround him but he just wanted some Peace and quite!
"EVERBODY JUST SHUT UP YOUR DRIVING ME CRAZY," Cried a usuallycalm red head. Both index finger squeeze at his temples.
Dark couldn't help but glare over at Daisuke, who did the same. Dark walked over to Daisuke he was going to cough the living daylights out of this boy, but Emiko had walk inside with her arms full of clean, dry, folded clothes. Dark wrapped his arms around Daisuke shoulder.
"Oh cousin I was so worried. Oh how I love you," Dark squeeze tightly hoping Daisuke shoulders would crack, Snapple, and pop.
Emiko smile and dash out of the room, she had more clothes to fold. Daisuke pried off Darks tightly buried fingers that poked into Daisuke's skin.
"Dark I hate you. You know that!" scowled Daisuke
"Join the club I got jackets," Joked Dark.
"Oh real funny," Daisuke lowered his head so Dark wouldn't see him smiling.
"Why are you hiding your face? Is my little cousin trying to hide the fact that he enjoys my jokes?"
"Don't push it!"
Daisuke climb to his feet he was about to go to the bathroom but for some reason he just stood there staring at the wall. Some weird thoughts had penetrated his mind of him and Satoshi kissing in the schools hallway. What where the hell did that come from? Daisuke was snap back to reality when a hand was place upon his shoulders.
"You know Daisuke you should tell Satoshi how you feel umm because your eh," Dark was blushing he closed his eyes and pointed his finger to Daisuke's pants.
Daisuke glance down a wild blush spread across his face, "I'm going to the bathroom n-"
"Yeah you should do that." Darks voice was shaky but he kept nodding his head he thought if he kept doing that the image would fade away.
Satoshi was walking down the street he was feeling really good for some reason maybe he was happy that he was getting out of the house. Satoshi was looking around trying to take in his surrounds he didn't see a figure running at him.
"Satoshi I'm so glade to see you something awful has happen with Daisuke!" A hysterical brunette was standing in front of him her eye's filled with tears, "Daisuke he passed out in class he really hasn't been doing to good this whole week. Please come with me we have to go see how he is doing!"
"Riku calm down I'm sure he's okay." Satoshi said it so coldly, that's Riku thought he was another person.
"No, hello if you pass out that doesn't mean your okay! What's wrong with you Satoshi? Daisuke isn't feeling good and you seem to not care!" Riku had tears in her voice, she grab onto Satoshi's shoulders tightly and shake him.
"Of curse I care for Daisuke-"
"Well you sure aren't acting like it" Satoshi peer at Riku through his glasses, he bite his bottom lip and took a deep breath, "Okay Riku I'll come with you but only if you promise to never touch me again."
Riku's eyes lit up, "Deal."
Satoshi followed behinds Riku who was speed walking. Sato wonder why he was going to Daisuke's house he was only going to see Riku and Daisuke kissing and hugging each other. The mental image made his skin crawl.
Daisuke was washing his hands in the bathroom sink when he hears the loud knocking. Emiko had yelled 'she got it' but Daisuke ran down stairs. He was a little curious to see who was trying to bust his door down.
Emiko smile at the two teens standing outside her porch she happily let them come inside. The red head held his breath when he saw Satoshi coming inside. I can't believe my mom let Satoshi inside. If grandpa knew he'll shit himself.
"Daisuke sweeties your friends are here to check up on you!" Emiko had goofiness' in her voice that made the two teens raise their eyebrows.
The red head back up the stairs hoping they wouldn't look his way, but Dark had came between him and his path.
"Auntie here he is!" Called Dark, who smile at the glaring red head
Riku smirk at Daisuke, who gave her a fake smile. She didn't notice it she was to happy thathe was okay.
Satoshi gaze over to where Dark called from, he then lowered his gaze to Daisuke. Daisuke look at Satoshi, his cheeks beginning to burn. Dark grab Daisuke by the wrist forcing him over to his guests Daisuke try to pull away but Dark had a tight grip. The three teens stared at each other awkwardly.
"Umm hey you guys. I'm glade you came to check up on me." The red head blush slightly he felt a little weird being in the same room with these two.
"I'm glade your okay you scared me a little there."
"Sorry I guess it had something to do with all these testes coming up." Satoshi cross his arms over his chest, those two where making him suck! Daisuke could read the blue haired boys body language.
"Umm thanks for coming Satoshi I high appreciated."
"Your welcome, I hope your not going to get sick again because you black out a lot and lucky this time I didn't have to carry you." tease Satoshi. (What he really was saying: I want you here and now)
"Well sorry that I black out a lot maybe low blood sugar?" (What he really was saying: Come and get it big boy)
Emiko could read between the lines she grabbed Riku by the wrist and gentle glided her to the kitchen.
"Riku can you please help me with some girl stuff? Daisuke I'm stealing your girlfriend for a moment okay."
Riku didn't have time to respond she was being drag away. Dark had already run up stairs.
Daisuke glance at his feet he didn't know what to say. Satoshi walked closer to Daisuke, who step back until he was trap between Satoshi and the wall.
"You know something Daisuke I was happy when you came to check up on me, when you herd I was hurt."
"Well you're my friend and all I had to."
Satoshi frown at that word Friend he stops within a few inches in front of Daisuke who looked like a scared rabbit. Satoshi smiled then back away he turn to the door and was about to leave but Daisuke had suddenly grabbed his wrist.
"I want you to," The red head said it with lust in his tone.
Satoshi grin a little he pulled from Daisuke's grasps, gentle cursing the red heads blushing cheeks he lend in until his lips were by Daisuke ear, "What if Riku sees?" Satoshi really could care less, but he was curious to know what Dai's answer would be.
"Then she can watch." Daisuke had said it without truly thinking it was automatically.
Satoshi smiled and ever so gentle kissed Daisuke on his forehead. Dai closed his eyes he craves to feel Satoshi's lips upon his. Satoshi slowly moved his lips to the Daisuke's right cheek. The red heads arms had locked at his side, he bite his bottom lip in anticipation. At that brief moment the little red head was some place far away from his sorrows he wasn't aware of his surroundings anymore. Satoshi withdraw suddenly, he saw Dark standing there his hand cuff over his mouth.
Dark slowly removed his hand placing it at his side, "And I thought I was kinky!" Tease Dark
Daisuke open his eyes and glared over at his violet haired cousin, "How long have you been there?"
"Ewww long enough to see you two get down. I mean come on now, Riku is here you know. What happen if it was her who caught you instead of me?"
Daisuke took a deep breath he was annoyed at the fact that Dark was making him feel guilty how could something so wrong feel so right? Satoshi closed his eyes and smirk he new in the pit of his stomach, Daisuke was still confuse with his sexuality maybe even scared.
It took a moment for Dark's words to sink in 'What happen if it was her who caught you instead of me'. Satoshi angrily grabbed Daisuke's by the shoulders forcing the shorter boy to gaze into his deep blue eyes.
"I see your still confuse so for now on we'll just-be-friends." Sato's words provoke something deep within Daisuke who narrow his eyes, "No," Stated Daisuke.
"Pardon?" Satoshi question unaware of what was in store.
Daisuke felt a rage far too angry to push aside, "No we can't just-be-friends. I don't know if you forgot that day at school we made out. You kiss me again and now you want to be just friends! I think you should just leave." Daisuke had turned around so his back is facing Satoshi; the angry red head was on the verge of tears. The taller teen was hoping this wasn't the end; he wasn't ready for it to end not now not ever.
The blue haired teen walked close to Daisuke, he wrapped his slender arms around Daisuke waist, burying his face into Daisuke's back shoulder his large frame glasses tumbling to the soft carpet underneath.
"Only someone who cared would scold me the way you did," Stated Satoshi his grip getting tighter clearly from the pain he harbored, "That is why I.." Satoshi pause could he spill the beams. What if he was rejected what if?
Daisuke eyes widen was he going to hear what he was afraid yet thrilled to hear?
Author's notes: This time I wont take so long to update again sorry peace out!