Ok peter pan is not mine nor are the calling or their song.


If I could then I would,
I'd go wherever you will go,
Way up high, or down low,
I'll go wherever you will go.
If I could turn back time,
I'll go wherever you will go.
If I could make you mine,
I'd go wherever you will go.
The Calling, Wherever you will go, Camino Palmero.

Peter sat in his not so secret hideaway. Before, it had been his home and the container of his heart. Now it seemed empty, two dimensional, and he could do nothing to return it to its former glory. Now the flowers on the vines had withered and died and the medicine tree had shrivelled. The entire island had succumbed to Peter's mood, it was dying.

He hated it here now. He kept thinking back to maybe the most important decision of his life. He should have stayed with Wendy. But he hadn't and there was nothing he could do now. He could no longer fly, Tink had left when all the fairies migrated to another life. The only bright lights now were reflected tears. He held a mock funeral, burnt all her stuff.

But one time he had been walking around the lair when he had sat down. He had suddenly seen images flash before him. Wendy looking at him trustingly in her nursery, her flying for the first time, when she had been 'dead', her talking about medicine, her leaving him, her going home, her going away, her turning her back on him…

He sobbed uncontrollably on and off for years. Neverland became a miserable place full of snow and ice, and has-beens and could have beens, and should have beens. And the Indians and the pirates followed the fairies to warmer and happier climes and no-one thought anything of the small boy lay crying in a tree. And he lay in his tree until the ice got in and it froze him, it froze him as he was trying to say her name, and there he lies forever with one word upon his lips which he will never utter, a word lost to the ice. None ever heard that word and none ever will, for none can awake the frozen boy, save one…


Ok please please please tell me what you thinkI really need to know and don't roll your eyes,I do.

Vampirehelsing