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"Stop it! Don't look at me like that!" I scream, my voice cracking violently, but I know she won't. She never does. She keeps looking at me like that, and she won't stop. Here eyes are questioning, asking me so many sad things. Her lips are twisted into the smallest frown, but it breaks my heart over and over again. Her whole being says she is sad, and that makes me scream.
I can't make her stop being sad. No mater how hard I try she always looks sad! Why won't she look happy! Why won't she smile at me? Why doesn't she smile at me anymore? Why won't she stop looking so sad? Why won't she stop looking at me like that? I want her to smile, but she never does. Nothing I do makes her smile any more!
I know why she won't smile. I know who to blame for her sadness. I know his face, and I can't forget it. It haunts me, jeering that he's the reason she's dead. I can't stop thinking about it. I can't stop seeing her die-die in his murdering arms. She died in her killer's arms, and that hurts me almost as much as her death does. He held her close, and pretended to love her, but he killed her. He confused her, and made her love him when she should have hated him.
I hate him for it. I hate him for killing her, and making her love him. I hate him for taking away everything that mattered. I hate him for making her cry. I hate him because he killed Kiyosota. I hate him for making her so sad. I hate him because he fooled, and lied. I hate him, because she died in his arms.
Every time these thought of hate cross my mind her face becomes sadder, and she looks lost in despair. He did this to her. He makes her look at me like her heart has just shattered, though she has no more heart to break. He already broke it, and threw the shards away. He gutted her chest, and ripped her heart from her chest. He held it bleeding, and beating in his hands, and she loved him still!
I want to scream, and kill him now, because of all the things he did to her. I want to crack open his chest, and take his heart from him. I want to hurt him as badly as he hurt me. I want to take away things that matter most to him and kill them like he killed her. I want him to suffer like I did, and like she did. Only worse. I want his suffering to be much worse then mine. Because of what he did to her, and to me. Because of all he did to me, and to her. To her-my most beloved angel.
Her sorrow drives me mad, making my own chest hurt. Her face asks why-why am I dong all this? Why do I hate him so? I answer she'll see. She'll know. Her pain, and sorrow resonates in my soul, amplified by my own grief, and growing to deafening pitch. I swear violently, every curse I ever learned flying off my tongue. It hurts worse then any pain I ever felt-her sorrow drives me mad. But in truth it is my own sorrow, and she cries for me, and for her killer. She cries for us both, and our broken souls.
Even if I know this I still hate him. I hate Himura, Kenshin for what he has done. I hate him, because he took my sister away, and he made her happy when I could not.
A/N: I really hope that sounded like Enishi. I haven't seen him much, but I was told it was like him. So, please tell me what you think, and review.