DISCLAIMER: I do not own 7th Heaven or anything related to 7th Heaven. All medical information on this story is either half-truth or completely made up. I am not a doctor. Also, if you are a fan of the happy relationships in 7th Heaven, don't read. Thos story contains a "rebel" who doesn't agree with her family and not so nice language and themes are sometimes used. Thank you. Enjoy! PS: this part contains some characters from another story called D4 from PaUlKaRiYaSgUrL9. She (the author) let me use them. Therefore I don't own them or the characters from the Mighty Ducks. Don't worry, they are just minor players, they will have no impact on the story aside from that they are friends.

When he awoke the next morning to the sound of the alarm clock, he was happy. He wasn't tired; he had a great family and a great life. He got out of bed and went to his dresser to get a pair of socks out to go with the suit that was going to wear to work. As he reached to pull the drawer out, he glanced at the family photo. It was he and Lucy in the middle, Savannah to their left, Jake behind and Kay to the right. They were all smiling, all happy. And all a lie, he suddenly thought and the truth flooded back so fast his head spun. He actually had to sit down on the bed to catch his balance.

Kevin ran his hands through his close cut hair and did something he rarely did in all the years of his life. He wept

Chapter 14: I Can't Believe We're Related

With her hand propping up her chin, Savannah sat in the car and recalled the recent events of her already unusual life. True, most people in school thought that she was perfect, and that was the truth. But they also thought that she had the perfect family. In which case, Savannah couldn't blame them because up until high school, she had convinced everyone that Kay was not her sister, they just shared the same name. Of course everyone believed her. She was the pretty girl, with the long blonde hair and perfect teeth. Kay, on the other hand, had brunette hair (oh, no. Gasp!) and braces. The two obviously could not be related.

In high school that changed and Kay finally admitted that they were related, much to Savannah's dismay. But Savannah saved her reputation by stating that Kay was adopted and the majority of the student body choice to believe her. The rest, according to Savannah, really didn't matter anyway.

Basically, her life was not all that unusual, if one didn't account Kay in it. Her family helped the helpless, which helped her in turn because she knew everything about everyone, including several teachers. How do you think she passed her AP class last year? Savannah was not dumb, she was just not motivated in that class and when it came time to take her tests, she decided that Mr. Whitmore might "help" her with the grading if he didn't want the entire school to know about his passed experience in the "pen". How he got a job at a public school was beyond Savannah but seeing as she passed the course with an A- average, she didn't pay much mind to it.

If anyone else in the car could have seen her, they would have seen her eyes roll as she thought about her dear younger sister. How great life would be if she weren't around. Although she didn't know it, her mother would have the same thought, but unlike her mother, she did not feel in the least bit guilty for it. She loved her sister, true. After all she wasn't the monster that she had found out her sister was. But if her sister wasn't in her way all the time, well, that was just fine with Savannah.

Before she knew, her father was pulling into the large driveway of their house. Ah, home, she thought and she unbuckled her seat belt and opened the door. She left in open, knowing that Kay would follow her. She adjusted her peasant skirt and smoothed the front of it out before joining her brother at the front door. Seconds later, she felt the heat from Kay as she walked near the door. Savannah turned and gave her a momentary glance before returning her gaze to the tree that stood behind her brother, who was apparently looking at the bush behind her. Great, she thought, this is going to be fun.

Soon, her father walked to the door and put the key in the door. I should have brought my key, she thought as she walked in the foyer. She climbed the steps first, sensing her brother behind her and Kay behind him. She didn't know if her parents were on the steps, but she didn't care. Let them do what they will tonight, she figured and headed for her room at the back of the hall.

Seconds later she was in her room, with the door closed behind her. Letting out a deep breath of air, she recalled the moments that changed her life forever.

"I hurt so bad. I just wanted to get away. I wanted to feel something, anything. And there was this guy. And I told him that I was older. And then… and now I'm pregnant and he doesn't know and he never will."

She was an aunt, or would be an aunt in 9 months. She didn't know exactly what the proper term for it was seeing as how the baby wasn't born, but the concept was the same. She couldn't even see Kay as a mother. Truthfully, she had only been shocked about her being pregnant. The rest she already knew. True, Kay was smarter than she but she wasn't as dumb as everyone thought. She knew things, she sensed things; she didn't become the teen queen of Glenoak High on looks alone, although that helped. She knew people and understood things about them that they hadn't even realized yet. Actually, unbeknown to anyone in her family yet, she had applied to the University of California in Sacramento to major in sociology and had gotten in.

She glanced at the clock. It was already pretty late and she had to get up for school tomorrow. Cheerleading practice. Couldn't miss that. She set out her clothes and brushed her hair, changed into her pajamas and got out her diary.

"No matter how late it gets, I'll always write in here." She said to the diary and began to write.

Dear Diary,

Wow, today was interesting. In school, nothing that big happened except for this kid got picked on and decided he wasn't going to take it anymore and hit the guy that was picking on him. Good for him! But don't tell anyone I said that. Anyway, that's not interesting part. That part started when my family and I went to shrink and Kay had a complete and total meltdown. Oh my gosh, you should have seen it. But I do feel bad for her. No matter who she is or how she feels about me, she's still my sister and I still love her. I think that it is just too bad she didn't realize it before. It would have saved her a lot of pain and heartbreak if she did. Not to mention a certain… other thing. I hope that that part never gets out. Wait. It's the beginning of the school year. Oh, no. Everyone's going to know that she is what she is soon. What is that going to do to her? What is that going to do to me? What will my friends think? Oh, who am I kidding? They will think whatever I tell them to think. Hopefully…

Love, Savannah

With worry filling her mind, she hid her diary and got under her covers. After a few minutes she realized that she hadn't brushed her teeth or turned off the lights. Slowly, she got up and walked to the bathroom out in the hallway. She could see that there were lights on in the kitchen and in her parent's bedroom.

"I wonder who's in there." She said to herself and went in the bathroom. After she brushed her teeth, she returned to her room. Before she could open the door, she thought

she heard crying coming from her parents bedroom. Poor mom, she thought and closed her door.

By the time she fell asleep it was 1:30 in the morning. The moon threw its light on her face, which showed a single bead of sweat. In her dream, she was Kay and Kay was her.

She woke from the dream with a start, but she didn't scream. She was too frightened to scream. She regained normal breathing and put her head back on her pillow. But she didn't fall asleep. Instead, she lie there, awake for the remainder of the night, thinking about the last thing that she felt as Kay. Empty.

Hmm... interesting. next is Kay. No, I'm not skipping Jake. I just have something special for him. You'll see. I wanna do some shout outs. So, thanks to Cassie and Tinkerbell76. And everyone else who reads and reviews, cause you're awesome. Remember, I LOVE reviews.