It was 6:00am Monday morning, when I woke up. I felt a warm body laying next to me, Hermione had come to see me last night after a fight with Harry and Ron. She had told me that, she went to the Gryffindor common room to talk to them about how they had been ignoring her, I guess it didn't go well because she gave me the ride of my life. I got out of bed and went to take a shower, it always helps me sort out my problems, and I had many problems. I still don't understand what I am thinking, sleeping with a mudblood. If my father found out I would be dead. Another problem I am having is the facts that my 18th birthday is coming up soon. How I don't want to be 18, my father already has it planned out. I am to go home on my birthday, just for that night and I am to attend a Death Eater meeting and join their circle. I don't want to be a death eater, I decided a while ago that I wanted to stay neutral. However, I don't really have a choice in the matter. I stepped out of the shower and headed back to my room to see Hermione still laying in my bed. I walked over and shook her. " Hey, get up. Class starts in an hour." She bolted straight up.
" Oh gods." She said running from my room and into her own, shutting the door behind her. I watched as she crossed the Great Hall and sat down between Harry and Ron. They both said something to her, if I were to guess they probably apologized. She nodded her head and start talking. I watched as she sat there and laughed with them. They poked her and tickled her, she admired them. I don't know why, just last night she said she never wanted to speak with them again, because they were jerks. I guess that's what it like when you're that close with someone, hates them yet loves them at the same time. I don't have anyone like that, I probably will never have it, my parents always thought me to keep my distance from people and they won't be able to hurt me. Maybe that's what I needed, to be hurt. Though I would never admit it, I wish I had someone I could talk to, tell the how I feel. I don't think I will ever have someone that close, then again maybe she will let me get close. I know deep down that she would never tell anyone, maybe Hermione would give me that chance to open up. But what if she laughed at me, I wouldn't be able to deal with that. The bell rang and I headed for class. I watched Harry and Ron link arms with Hermione and I felt a pang of something in my stomach, maybe it was jealousy . . . no it couldn't be I have never been jealous of anything. I got into potions and sat at my normal seat in the back of the dark cold room. Harry and Ron passed me and Hermione trailed behind. When she passed me, she ran her hand over my shoulder. It was so sudden I don't think anyone would notice and if they did they wouldn't think anything of it. I smirked. She was getting daring. Class began and everyone's attention was on Professor Snape, he was telling us about a new potion we would be brewing for something, I wasn't paying attention anymore. My attention was now back on Hermione who seemed like she was in her own little dream world twirling her quill in her fingers. This made me wonder what she was thinking about because as we all know, little miss Ganger never missed the opportunity to take notes. When the class bell rang, I lingered outside to wait for Hermione. Ron and Harry took off to meet their girlfriends somewhere. She walked out and she still seems to be a little out of it.
" What's up?" I asked her. She smiled at me and looked around to see if anyone could hear.
" Nothing, why?" She asked.
I shrugged my shoulders, " I don't know, you didn't seem to be listening to the lesson. What were you thinking about?" We starting walking down the hall.
" You were watching me." She smiled and walked a long side of me. " That's kind of like stalking you know." She glanced up at me.
I smirked, " It's only stalking when the girls not interested." I said. " And besides I don't stalk." I looked to my side and saw a closet door that I had been in before. " How about a quicky before next class. We still have 10 minutes?" I started pulling her toward the door.
" No, I am not doing it in a closet." She said walking away from me backwards.
" Why, you did it in a dirty, empty class room. What's the difference?" I said and pulled her back.
Once again she started walking away, " The difference is we have class now, and I will not be late." She turned and started walking. I gave up and followed her.
" Fine, but I will have you in the closet by the end of the day." I smirk. I always like it in weird places, it made it more exciting, not that she didn't excite me. She laughed as if I was joking, if she only knew.
After dinner we had the first Slytherin quidditch practice. We spent a couple hours doing laps around the pitch to work on our speed, and then we played against each other. When we finished, I headed back up to the castle with the rest of the players.
" You coming to the common room with us, or are you heading back to yours." Crabbe asked.
I shook my head, " No, I am going to bed." I lied to them.
" Got your self a new girl?" Blaise the new chaser asked. " Cause I know you're not going to bed this early." He laughed. He knew me to well.
I smirked at him, " I do." I said casually. " No one special." As I tried to convince my self that I wasn't lying. " See you tomorrow." I waved them off and headed toward my common room. Half way there I could hear voices a head of me, one voice I knew immediately belongs to Hermione.
" Thanks for letting me borrow your notes for transfiguration." I looked quickly around the next corner. She was standing next to some guy, I think he was in Ravenclaw, but I was not sure what his name was.
Hermione smiled, " No problem, how are you feeling. I heard you got hit pretty hard by that bludger." She touched his arm. I felt another pang of something in my stomach.
" Oh, I fine. It just took me a day to recover. It hit me in the back." He told her. I think his name was Kevin but I wasn't sure. " I was wondering if you might be interested in coming with me to the next Hogsmead visit we have." Wow that came out of no where. Hermione flushed bright red.
" Ya, that would be great." She said. " I think there's one in two weeks." He nodded his head.
He gave her a quick smile, " Right then, I will talk to you later?"
" Definitely." She took her note book from him. " Bye." She said. She turned and walked away. He headed in my direction. I walked quickly around the corner and when he passed my shoulder hit his.
" Watch were your going." I said and picked up the pace to catch up with Hermione. Once he was out of sight I called out to her. " Hermione." She turned around with a big smile.
" Guess what?" She said happily.
" What?" I asked, making believe I didn't already know.
She smiled again, " Brian from Ravenclaw just asked me to the next Hogsmead visit." She jumped slightly. " I'm so excited, maybe we will start dating." Oh Brian that's his name. I smirked. " I have never had a real boyfriend, just you . . . and well we are not really anything except . . . you know. I guess I just really can't believe it I am so happy, I never knew he liked me. And you know he is one of the highest in the class rank, just below you and me. This is . . . "
I cut her off, " I get it, you're really excited." She stopped smiling and looked at me.
" You could be happy for me." She said, walking faster. I looked to my side and there was the closest we had been near before. I grabbed her arm and pulled inside. " No." She said fighting, but I pulled her in anyway.
" I told we would come in here." I smashed my lips on hers and she stopped fighting instantly. I unbuckled my pants and let them drop to the floor with my boxes. She hiked her skirt up herself and I pulled her panties down. " Just remember that I had you first." I whispered in her ear. I could feel her shudder when I said that. Pushing her hard against the wall, I pushed my self into her opening and she wrapped her legs around my waist. " We will always have this." I said. She nodded her head while arching her back so I went further into her. She was moaning so loudly that if anyone passed by, they would surely hear us. Softly and quietly she was telling me to go harder and faster, till she finally screamed my name, it rolled off her tongue perfectly. After I came, I put her gently back down making sure she had her balance. She pulled her panties back up and lifted my pants for me, re bulking them.
She kissed me again, " It could be you, instead of Brian if you want." I stupidly shook my head. Hermione shrugged her shoulders and we both walked out heading toward the common room.