I must be stupid to have allowed this to start in the first place, because all it has done is piss me off. Not much has changed over the last few weeks except for the fact that Hermione is now 'dating' Brian. It annoys the shit out of me. She comes to me nightly, yet in the morning it's like ' well see you later, Brian's waiting for me outside.' I Draco Malfoy am nothing more then a piece of ass to that girl, and I don't even think she realizes it. However I still can't help but enjoy this, we have gotten a little bit closer, I don't know I guess she's ok. It makes me laugh to think how everyone thinks she is so innocent. All her friends think they know her so well, but they don't. I also get a laugh when I think about how little 'innocent' Hermione is cheating on her first boyfriend. She keeps telling me it's over yet night after night she comes to me. It was only one night she didn't show up, I cringed at the thought of her and Brian, he was not worthy enough to touch her, she deserved only the best. Right now I am waiting for her, she was meeting him in the library to 'talk', but we all know what's really happening. I don't think she has had sex with him yet, thank god. I don't even know why I am waiting, that stupid bitch has gotten me so confused. The portrait slowly opens and Hermione walks in, her hair was messy, lips swollen. I said the first thing that came to my head and I slightly regret it, " Slut." I finally came to realize I was jealous, jealous of some guy who had something I wanted. She glared at me.
" What?" she asked.
I walked up to her, " Where the hell have you been." I honestly didn't know why I was acting this way.
" I was with Brian." She said walking away from me. " And why did you call me a slut." She gave me a hurt look. I shrugged my shoulders, at the moment I couldn't say any more without getting even more angry, so I did the one thing I could do . . . I stormed to my room and slammed the door.
I got up the next morning still feeling mad. After my shower I headed down for breakfast. Halfway through my meal in came Hermione holding hands with Brian. I watched her as she crossed the hall, turning to me and smirking ' Bitch even took my smirk.' She sat down next to Harry and Ron, chit chatting about stupid shit. I wanted to hit her, it was all her fault I was feeling like this. I don't really like her a lot yet I couldn't get enough of her, and she was all I thought about. Class went as they usually did until potions when Snape made us work with partners, can you guess who my partner was? She walked over to me and sat down without saying a word. She started cutting the ingredients and handed them to me to be stirred into the cauldron. " What the hell was your problem last night." She asked me, never looking up.
I kept stirring, " I told you I need help with my essay for transfiguration." I really didn't care about that, but it was the only excuse at the time.
" Oh come on. That's it." She laughed. I hated when she laughed at me. So I ignored her for the rest of the class. After I headed back to the common room and she came running up behind me.
" I'm sorry." She said. " I know I promised and I didn't show up. I forgot, I was with Brian and it slipped my mind." She paused, " How about tonight?" She asked.
I shook my head, " Don't bother I already did it." I said while walking into the common room.
" But there is one thing you can do for me." She eyed me suspiciously. " You can suck my dick. Cause after all that is all you're good for." I was out of line and I knew it. I saw her eyes' rim with tears.
" I try to talk to you and be your friend and you're still cruel to me. What do I have to do . . . come on tell me?" She yelled. " At times your fun to hang out with and at others you're unbearable. We are done, don't talk to me, come near me, touch me, nothing." She started walking away.
" It will never be over and you know it." I yelled back. " Why can't you just admit it, you like what we have?"
She gave me a confused look, " Who says I am denying it, but I refuse to be with someone like you. You treat me like a piece of shit. Like I am some kind of slut." She ran out of the room and I followed her.
" Don't walk away from me bitch." I yelled, " I never treated you like a slut . . . except for last night when I called you one. But I don't really think that." Crap I am just digging myself deeper and deeper into a hole and I don't think there was a chance for recovery. When we turned the corner, she ran head on with Brian, knocking her to the floor.
He helped her up and held her closer to him, " What's going on, why are you crying?" He asked her, looking over at me and glaring. I simply rolled my eyes.
" Lets just go." She pulled him down the hall.
I yelled after her, " Ya walk away, I will see you tonight." Brian looked back and glared again. The idiot didn't even defend her.
As I said before I saw her again that night, in my room. She walked in with a tear streaked face and laid down next to me. She rested her head on my shoulder and pulled my other arm around her.
" Please don't hate me." She cried. What the hell was I suppose to do, so I did what came natural, I held her until she fell asleep.
A/N: I know it's kind of short, the next one should be longer. Let me explain to you how I want the story to go. I want their relationship to grow, but Draco is a hard person to make love someone. Also incase you didn't catch it at the beginning Draco is telling his story, in a few more chapters he won't be telling it anymore because they will be living it, so the point of view will change. I hope you like it so far. Thanks for all the reviews. Also thanks Skydive-babe for pointing out the ' stocker ' thing, I did mean stalker and I fixed it. I am glad everyone is enjoying it. Remember to review because I love seeing them. Kisses!