Author: Jounochi Rukawa
Title: Over? or not...
Pairing: Sakuragi and Rukawa
Type: (type? oh god I had nothing to write.) Songfic
Comment: please enjoy...
Sakuragi was sitting on a bench in the park holding his present and was thinking about what he saw. He couldn't believe that Rukawa was with another guy. He was dating with other guy. He recalled...
(flashback)
Sakuragi was calling Rukawa's cellphone and he answered.
"Hey Kaede will you go out with me and watch movie or eat outside? Since it's a special day"
"Sorry Hana-kun but I've got loads of work, I'm at home doing my projects and assignments. Sorry can we just go out next time? Maybe tomorrow, yeah tomorow ok?"
"But today is our special day! Don't you know?"
"But I'm busy, I need to get this done."
"But..."
"Alright. Tonight meet you at the park by 7:00 pm, ok?"
"Yey! Promise?"
"Promise."
"Bye."
"Bye"
Then the phone was hung up. Sakuragi then decided to go out by himself and walk around to buy something for their 1st anniversary. He went to (1) Blue Magic and bought a very big bear holding a heart and written on the heart is I love you. As he was walking home, he saw Kaede outside a cofee shop drinking a cup of cofee, he decided to come near him but saw somebody went near him and kissed him on the lips, a smack. Then Kaede let the person sit down and they both talked. They were laughing and having fun, they were also helding each other's hands like both of them were lovers. Sakuragi felt that his own world begins to crumble, he decided to hid behind the wall and called Rukawa.
"Hello? Kaede-kun can we go out now? I miss you?"
"Hana, I told you I can't"
"Why?"
"I've got too many projects and assignments to finish. We can talk later."
Sakuragi peeped and looked at Kaede. Then tears came falling from his eyes. He sniffed a little.
"Hana? are you crying?"
"Kaede do well in your "project" "
"Thanks gotta go."
They both hang up. Sakuragi then passed by them.
(end of flashback)
It's nearly 7:00 pm and Kaede came.
"Hana-kun oh I missed you so much." Rukawa hugged Sakuragi, but Sakuragi did not even move a muscle.
"Hana are you alright?"
"Do you love me?"
"Yeah Hana-kun, very much."
"Indeed. Where were you?"
"At home."
"Will you promise me that you shall only love me?"
"I promise."
"But promises are meant to be brocken right?"
"No, I do promise that I will only love you."
"Do you know that I do not like people who lie, who lie continuously."
"Ok..." (unknowingly why Hanamichi was acting very strange)
Kaede then sat beside the teddy bear and asked.
"Is the teddy bear for me?"
"Do you know what is the date today?"
"I forgot sorry."
"It's alright because it does not mean anything to me now."
"Keep the teddy bear maybe you can use it for other purposes."
"Rukawa will you promise me something?"
"Sure." Kaede thought for himself that Hanamichi never called him Rukawa except when he is angry.
"Will you stop talking to me, stop seeing me, don't call me Hana-kun?"
"Why? I haven't done anything."
"Let's get this over shall we? You have already lied to me for several times already. You even forgot what today's date is?"
"But..."
"I'll tell you! You weren't at home!"
"What do you mean?"
"You were in a cofee shop, drinking a cup of cofee. Then a guy came near you and kissed you. You talked, laughed together and you were holding hands. Then you walked together and still held hands, you then cuddled each other publicly. Which I thought we never did. You kissed each other again. Do you know how much it hurts? You lied to me and I even caught you cheating on me? Why had you done such thing? I never cheated on you? I never ceased to care for you? Why had you gone in a relationship with me if only you would cheat on me? So I decided it's over! No more us ever again!"
Rukawa could not say anything.
"You did not think that I would find out right? Goodbye!"
Rukawa was still speechless. Sakuragi then walked away. Rukawa sat at the bench got the teddy bear and talked to it. "Sakuragi I'm so sorry! I really do love you. I do. I should not have gone out with that guy! I love you Hana-kun." Kaede then remembered what Sakuragi had said "Do you know what is the date today?" He took out his phone and looked at the date today? (2) "April 25. April 25! Our first Anniversary! How could I forget it!" Rukawa hugged the teddy bear tighter."I'm sorry Hana-kun but I will not loose hope of getting you back. I shall get you back and I will not commit the same mistake again!" Rukawa got home and quickly called the radio station, and requested "Over by Lindsey Lohan"
Sakuragi was at home listening to the radio when he heard " A song was requested by our dear listeners, he would like to dedicate it to his Hana-kun and had a message." I love you and I'm sorry please forgive me I did not mean to hurt you. I'm sorry that I forgot this special day of ours. Please forgive me." So here is Over by Lindsey Lohan and to Hana-kun talk it over and maybe you can clear things up ok!"
"Over"
I watched the walls around me crumble But its not like I won't build them up again So here's your last chance for redemption So take it while it lasts because it will end And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
Chorus
I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go Don't want to be the last to know
I won't be the one to chase you But at the same time you're the heart that I call home I'm always stuck with these emotions And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole My tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
Chorus
I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
My tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
Chorus
I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
Tell me that it's over Over Honestly tell me Honestly tell me Don't tell me that its over Don't tell me that its over..
Sakuragi coudn't stop crying while Rukawa couldn't stop thinking what he had done to hurt his angel. Sakuragi sent a message to Rukawa and told him.
"I think that this should really be over, I can't trust you anymore. I can't get you in my life again. I can't change my descision. You've lost my trust and I can't take it. I don't want to be hurt again. But give me some time and maybe I will then forgive you and we can still be friends. I will be leaving for America tomorrow morning. Goodbye Kaede Rukawa."
Rukawa was already sleeping at that time and hadn't read the text message. Sakuragi then flew to America the following morning.
Author's note:
Too bad Rukawa did not see the text message for him (J: darn that sleepheaded guy!). Please make reviews or comments so I can be inspired to write the sequel. (Rukawa: zzzzzz)
I think this isn't even a songfic! hahaha...
This story is actually dedicated to those people who have been cheated by their boyfriends... or vice versa. I think that people use too much of their feelings that they always come upon drastic measures. But why don't you just talk it out learn your mistakes and just do the right thing after that.
(1) Blue Magic is actually a store in a mall a block away from my house
(2) April 25 is the date that I wrote this story. It has been quite long that this story has been in my computer
Love you all! Ja ne!