waugh! It's been so long that I can't remember what I was going to write! oh no! Well, I kinda got separated from my computer and forgot completely about my precious fans! I think I'll continue this one as well as some others. Well: here we go, a butchered version of the work of a genius. (no hesitation when it comes to being modest. )

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Kagome's eyes widened. This... This can't be happening. There was kikyou. Her long-hated rival for her love... What is this, why is this happening to her? Kagome was speechless.

Well... if it isn't Kagome. The woman said, smiling warmly. It has been a while, hasn't it?Yes, I. Kikyou said with a tinkle of laughter. Who else did you expect after you left Inuyasha to his miser-That's enough. Inuyasha said quietly, hanging his furry white head. This... This wasn't meant to happen.What do you mean, Inu-Don't you dare say my name! he snapped, snarling at her in a frightening way. Kagome took a step back.

What's gotten into you? What's happened since... She trailed off and darted glances between Kikyou and Inuyasha.

Inuyasha's expression was a mixed one. He couldn't manage words from his mouth and he couldn't calm his beating heart. She smelled so good... He had almost forgotten.

Shippo sniffled, and wiped his eyes clear of tears. Kagome-chan... Okaa-chan...

Kagome turned her attention to the whimpering kit on the ground.

Inuyasha took the distraction to exchange glances with his mate-to-be. The mature woman beside him frowned slightly. This was not going the way she wanted. No, not at all.

Kagome was comforting the boy on the ground when a hand rested on her shoulder. Kagome looked up. It was her older Inuyasha.

I think it's best if you... go home. He said, fighting down something that was struggling to break loose. We don't need you anymore.

Tears stung the corners of her eyes. She didn't notice Kikyou leave them to talk Shippo too seemed to shrink into the shadows of the surrounding forest.

Emotions made his voice waver. He felt if he said her name now, it would all break loose and he would become a blubbering mess. Please don't cry...I... I understand... It's ok... I know when I'm not needed. She turned her face from him and stood up. Just like before, right...? I'm just a shard detector... I'm just a nobody, here to do your fucking dirty work! Anger pulsed through every blood vessel and vein in her body.

Just go home! She screamed at him, angry tears pouring down her face. I won't just stand by again and watch you go away!And how, wench, do you think it felt when I waited countless hours, days... fuck, years for you to come back to me!

Kagome's lip quivered, and she looked at the ground, tears burring her vision. Damn, this can't be happening.

I was in love with you Inuyasha. I would never leave you.I'm telling you to leave, bitch! He growled, ignoring what she just said, ignoring the fact that he loved her too... once upon a time when he was young and stupid.

I won't leave! Tears were now pouring down her face.

You! You stupid woman, you're not scared of anything, are you? He asked, snarling.

Shut up! You don't know me! She whimpered, putting her hands over her face. I'm scared of everything... I'm scared of the world... I'm scared of me...

He snorted.

And most of all, She said, looking him in the eye. I'm scared of walking out of your world and never, in the rest of my life... feel the way I feel when I'm with you.

He was speechless. Half of him wanted to comfort her, kiss her wipe away her tears and tell her she wasn't worthless. Oh, how he had missed her. But the other half told him it was wrong. He loved Kikyou. He loved Kikyou.
I won't say it again. Just go home. She cried, throwing herself at his chest. You don't understand! This is my home!

He pried her off him, fearing he would react to her touch and backhanded her harshly, causing her head to snap around. She stumbled and fell, clutching her face, desperately trying to stop the bleeding.

He picked her up and looked her in the eye. Come back here and I will kill you.

She smiled in content and looked up at him through blurred vision. Don't... you understand...? Surely... you understand...

He dropped her back in the well and as soon as she was gone, he slumped to his knees, resting his head on his arms. Before he could stop himself, he was crying. Large, hot tears rolled down his tanned cheeks. What had he done, how could he?

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Okay, I know it was sad, but it gets a little interesting in the next chapter.

GOMEN NASAI! I'm so sorry! (formal :O) forgive me for not updating and please review.