Well here's the new chapter i'm really sorry but Icouldn't update sooner. Don't forget to tell me what you think about it.

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Chapter 11: Endymion's memories

Flashback

It was his first time in the Moon. Such a beautiful kingdom. He had come here with his generals to meet the queen Selenity and to begin comercial transaction with the Moon. After a meeting witch had lasted all day, he decided to take a walk in the gardens and admire the scenery. This was so peaceful. The meeting had ended with an accord. Now he had a free week to spend in here. After a few minutes, he came to sit in a bench under a tree. He was suddenly snapped out of his thoughts when he saw a black cat rushing toward a tree not too far from him. The cat spoke seemingly upset looking up in the tree.

"Princess! You know the queen hate to see you climbing in trees! Come down immediately and go attend your lesson!"

"Luna stop this bickering! I was meditating! Beside you're not my guardian but Serenity's, so you don't have to worry about me."

"I don't care! It's not proper of a princess to do this kind of things!"

"Ok, ok, I'm coming down."

Endymion saw a young woman jumping out of the tree, she was really graceful. She was gorgeous with dark hair and eyes.

"Luna, Eternity where are you?"

"Here princess, we're coming!" responded the cat

While it was distracted by the new voice coming from the palace, the girl named Eternity escaped. She headed toward him. She smiled and winked at him before climbing in the tree above his head.

"Eternity come on, we have to come back in the castle." Said the cat, not hearing an answer she turned around "Eternity?...She... She's gone! I...I can't believe it! Princess Eternity of the Moon come back here immediately!"

Luna spotted Endymion and came to him.

"Your majesty did you saw a dark haired girl?"

"Sorry but I didn't see anybody."

"Oh…" she turned back toward the castle, muttering under her breath "when I catch you Princess! Wait till the Queen hear about that!"

Endymion looked up when the cat was finally gone.

"She's gone you can show up now."

"Thanks." The girl leap out of the tree "She would have lectured me. I can't stand these lessons, they're so boring!"

"But we need them even if they are. It's the price to become a good ruler"

"It's true but today I needed a break."

She looked at him "By the way who are you? I never saw you in the palace before."

"My name is Endymion, I'm the Earth's Prince and you mylady?"

"I'm Princess Eternity, Queen Selenity's older daughter."

"Nice to meet you."

"Do you want to have a tour of the garden? It's quite famous over the solar system for it's flowers"

"I would like to. I heard that it has all sort of flowers coming from all the system I would really like to see it."

"Then come with me."

End flashback

After that day Eternity and Endymion became pretty good friends. Eternity was fiery, spirited and hot tempered. He met the younger Moon princess, Serenity, who was a cheerful and inocent, two days later. The three of them became good friends. By the end of his journey, he understood that separating himself from the two women would be difficult. A party was held the day before he left. Serenity and Eternity seemed as sad as him. He would miss them. He danced with Serenity during the night but couldn't seem able to reach Eternity. Later he decided to search for her. He ended in the garden where he met her for the first time. There she sat alone in the bench, lost in her thoughts.

Flashback

"You didn't dance with me tonight"

"Hm? Oh Endy-kun it's you."

"I saw you dance with Jadeite-kun but not with me, why?"

"Well you were dancing with Sere-chan. I didn't want to intrude beside I only danced once with Jedeite and the palace is already gossiping about it. I hate it when those people are looking...it's like they waiting for me to miss a step or something... "

"Eternity-chan they are only looking at you in admiration. But that can be arranged." He smiled at her and extended his hand "Princess Eternity would you dance with me?"

"Here?" she asked surprised "but there's no music and..."

"Please."

She gave up; he took her in his arms, leading her in the middle of the grass, dancing a waltz without music. She closed her eyes, bending her head across his chest. After a few minutes he stopped. She opened her eyes regretfully and looked at him. He smiled at her and took her chin. He could feel her pulse accelerating and her soft breath in his face. He bent down and kissed her lips. He drew back and looked at her for the permission to continue. She blushed and smiled shyly at him and returned his kiss. After a little while, it became less soft and more demanding. Passion igniting, fire seemed to rush in their veins. He didn't have enough of her, he wanted to have all of her. She seemed to tense but then she gave in and did the same. His hand who was on her chin came to rest in the small of her back massaging her while her hands were massaging his scalp. They didn't have enough of each other. After a while he laid her in the grass and begun to kiss her neck and shoulders making her moan. His hands were on her hips he couldn't stop himself. Little by little they removed each other clothing. He kissed her everywhere and finally came back to her lips, he looked in her eyes, stopping all movement, silently asking for her permission. She spoke for the first time since their dance.

"I want you, please, I lo… I love you."

He smiled at her and just before becoming one.

"I love you too."

End flashback

Later that night they came back to the castle and after professing their love another time, they left each other. He left in the morning heading toward earth. He said he'll came back and marry her. He said he couldn't live without her.

Three month later, the war between the negaverse and the Moon kingdom begun. Earth andMoon lost all contact. He came back during a masked bal. He observed her during the night she seemed so sad. She had changed but why? That fire in her seemed to have disapeared. Finally, he spotted her alone and came to speak with her.

Flashback

"You're as gorgeous as in my memories."

She gasped

"Endy-k…Prince Endymion?"

"Hai my love."

She was about to run in his arms but seemed to change her mind in the last moment. She seemed ...afraid?

"Is every thing okay sweetheart?"

"I.." she seemed ready to cry. "I'm sorry my Prince but I'm not the one for you."

"What! Eternity-chan what's happening? Is it because of the war? Youknow that i'm against Beryl too, she's a mad woman. I tried to tell your mother but she wouldn't listen saying that the earth and negaverse must be allies because she saw my generals with !Beryl. They betrayed me! I didn't know anything please believe me"

"It's not that I know you would never betray us!"

"Then what it is? Don't you love me anymore?"

"So much happened since your departure. I… I'm not her daughter. I…I'm not the right one for you…"

"What? You're not..." he seemed to recover quickly, dismissing the questios that were plaging his mind "But, but... I don't care if you're not a Princess! I love you! I'll renounce to the throne, we could escape together."

"No! Your people need you now more then ever! You'll find somebody else and ... and me too, someday. I'm sorry please accept my choice. If you ever loved me, accept my choice"

"Please reconsider your choice"

He was ready to argue but then he saw it in her eyes, the determination she wouldn't change her mind, atleast not now. But he'll wait an oportunity. He sighted and looked at her defeated

"If it's what you want… but I'll never forget you, us."

She looked at him with tears in her eyes and managed a tearfull smile.

"Thanks you, my ...friend, thank you so much."

"Eternity where were you" asked Serenity coming in the balcony.

"I'm here!" said the Princess in a cheerful voice trying to mask her sadness "come to see who is with me."

"En…Endymion!" said the Moon princess blushing

"Hi Serenity long time no see."

Eternity smiled sadly at them and took their hands putting them together then she left without another word. But Endymion understood her silent request, she asked him to make happy Serenity and he would as his last proof of love.

End flashback

After that Serenity and Endymion became an item. He kissed her after she professed her undying love to him hoping he could forget the dark princess. Later that night, Beryl attacked destroying the Moon kingdom. Eternity died trying to protect him and Serenity from Beryl. He remembered that with her last energy she united his and Serenity's hand. He remembered Beryl cry of rage and despair when she probably understood who the woman she just killed was. Then the blast that ended his and Serenity's lives.

Rei had been meditating during hours but she couldn't concentrate well. Those damn memories were plaguing her.

"Damn! It would have been better if we didn't remember!"

She remembered his hands on her, his kisses…

"Stop it Rei he's Usagi's! You made the right choice when you decided to end it! It was the best for her and the kingdom! Even if I loved him he wouldn't become king now he'll be. Selenity was right I wasn't the right one for him, Usa-chan is!"

Queen Selenity had required her presence two days after Endymion departure. She had explained to her that she knew what was happening between the young couple ant that it wasn't right. Then she told her the true about her arrival in the Moon Kingdom. She didn't know who her mother was, she was abandoned. She'll never be Queen because she wasn't a real Lunarian. Serenity was, she'll become Queen after her mother and Eternity will become one of her guardians: Sailor Mars. The heir of the martian kingdom had died some years ago and the martian king accepted to train her and make her his succesor. She argued with the Queen wanting to stay with her dear Prince she didn't care about ruling the Moon kingdom or Mars and left needing to sort it out. Then, two days later, Serenity told her that she was in love with Endymion. She didn't have the choice, for her family, for her kingdom she'll break her own heart leaving Endymion and leading him in her adopted sister arms.

Suddenly a voice snapped her of her thoughts.

"How dared you!"

She gasped and stood up. There he was. He seemed radiating with anger and sorrow.

"Ma…Mamoru-san what are you doing here?"

"How dared you!" he said more loudly

"What are you…?"

He interrupted her saying through two words that make her heart stop.

"I remember."

"Mamoru, I…"

"You didn't give me the choice! I loved you and you didn't give me the choice!"

"I… Mamoru it was for the best."

"For what! For who! Selenity? Serenity? The kingdom? What about me and you!"

She looked away

"It was a mistake."

In two strides he was before her, holding her arms forcefully

"You lie! Why didn't you tell me when you remembered?"

"Tell you what!" she answered full of anger "That during the Silver Millennium we were fucking! You had the choice Mamoru not during the Silver Millennium but three years ago! Don't you remember? You chose her over me!"

"But I didn't know what I know now! For her you decide to let happiness go! Our happiness!"

"Weren't you happy with her?"

"I…"

Suddenly he crushed his lips against hers. They begun to kiss with all they had when Rei came back to her senses. She pushed him away from her and yelled with tears in her eyes.

"Don't you want Crystal Tokyo or Chibi Usa!"

"It has nothing to do with us!"

"You'll lose them if we continue! Don't you understand! I made the better choice for our future! Don't you understand!"

"I want you, I …love you."

She sighed

"No my friend, you love a memory. Sort your feelings or you'll regret it later. We'll forget about what had happened here today. Okay? Usagi needs you now more than ever."

"Hai. You're right, I'm sorry."

"Forget it"

She hugged him.

Suddenly the doors burst open, Seiya and Setsuna appeared before them. Seeing the couple embracing made Seiya frown. 'How dare he !'

"Hime" said Setsuna "there's an attack in the park."

Rei looked worriedly at her

"Arius?"

"With Seferus and a lot of youmas."

"Let's go. Where are the others?"

"Already there."

"Okay, we'll talk later" said Rei looking at Mamoru. He nodded.

"Will have to be careful I never saw has many youmas gathered together" said Seiya standing between Rei and Mamoru.

"They won't stay alive for long." Replied Sailor Mars ready for battle.

I really didn't know if i should have made this chapter. I doesn't mean at all that the final paring will be Rei/Mamoru. I wrote it because i absolutly hated the way Rei and Mamoru relasionship ended in the anime. I mean it was like Rei feelings weren't important at all. Usagi and Mamoru were meant to be so well they forgot about her only saying in an episode that she didn't really love him. It's been quite some years since i saw this episode but i remember being desapointed by this. I wanted to try to change that part.

I really hope it wasn't too bad. It was ready since monday but i hesitated a lot before posting it. I'm not totally sure about the parings so tell me what you would like to see. I have already something in mind but i'll need to write more chapter before seeing if it's going to work but if you have any suggestion...

Please let me a review to tell me what you think about it. Next chapter will be better (i hope) i already begun it. I'll try to post it soon at least a chapter per month.