Disclaimer: I never have (and for the world's sake) probably never will own Yugioh. But I can dream, can't I?
Okay, peoples. Why are you all so confused about who the poems are about? I shall clear things up:
First Poem-Ryou
Second Poem-Seto
Third Poem-Malik
Fourth Poem-Yami
Fifth Poem-Joey
Happy now? This poem is not really angsty or anything. It's just about how Joey feels about Mai…doesn't seem that angsty to me, but I guess that's up to you readers to decide. Review please. I'd appreciate it. Oh, and I think this was inspired by listening to By Myself too many times. That's where the title of the chapter came from.
I Am Giving Into Mad Thoughts
Irrational thoughts are bringing me down
And I'm going in circles, without making a sound
My soul cries purely to get her attention
Gleaming eyes have gained my affection
Ill is my heart, it's breaking apart
Vexing decisions, I'm back at the start
Inside of me lives anger and madness
Nearing my end, I've discovered new sadness
Greedy I am, wanting to feel her smooth skin
Instead I back far away and bury deep within
Needless arguments distract my wandering eyes
Today will maybe be the day she hears my love-filled cries
Or maybe another simple day, when she least expects
Maybe by then she'll not ignore and I will gain her respect
And perhaps by the time my courage is drawn she will have gone away
Doubts now fill my head, and I hope that she will stay
This madness in my mind just will not leave me alone
Hours I have spent to think of what it'd be like to live on my own
Often I wonder how I would survive without her for a while
Underneath her marred perfection I see a girl longing to smile
Grabbing her to bring her close, I hope she knows I will not hurt
Hoping that the times we talked were all attempts to flirt
Today will have to be the day I tell her how I feel
So if I succeed, and we lead a life I'll hope that it is real
Please review.