Hi all!!
WOW 102 reviews! *dies of happiness *
*Some how comes back *
Ok I have a present for the 100th reviewer so Usagi please email me!
Also I will have presents for
103 (my friends b-day) 115 (my mom's b-day) 121 (another friends b-day)
And now I have the rules for the Fanfic challenge. If you don't want to read this skip till you see (***)
OK now here' the challenge.
WRITE ME AN OTOGI FIC!
Yes that's write Otogi or Duke in the American version gets no respect or love. So that's what I want. Some Otogi loving fic! Preferably as I have stated a seto/jou/otogi fic *coughs * but any good paring, lemon or no is what I'm looking for. It does not have to be a certain length or have a limit. Write however much you want. Just all one shots please. But if you can make a chapter story by the dead line go you! There will be awards (hand made) and prizes (pics, fics, media) for all categories (fluff, pwp, angst, one sided, ECT) and the high rankers will be posted on my site. So all you lucky readers can see.
Now here's how entries work. Copy and paste this in an email to me (PriestessHimiko@aol.com)
Name (nick name- whatever):
Category:
What prize would you be aiming for?:
And you will have ONE WEEK from the day I send you a conformation letter that I received your email. The LAST DAY I will take submission is Feb 28th so you got some time. Remember you don't have to send in your submission till Feb. 28 and you have one week from then to send me your fic.
Ok?
Alright good, if you review please let me know if you intend to participate so I don't think this is a lost cause ^^;; thanks!
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(hold a very heavy metal bat) Now look you nasty little snitches. This scene coming up is hot and steamy guy/guy stuff. You don't wanna see it get the fuck out now or look for the next (***) Now scat@!! (swings her bat wildly!)
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
Seto laughed slightly as he sat down on the bed with his hands on Jou's hips, as he was still standing. He lifted the blonde's shirt a little and licked at his navel as if the body part was a delicious treat..and it was.
"Se..Seto" He muttered softly, trying shyly to pull away but with no real great ambition to be away.
Seto looked up slowly, a concerned gaze on his face. "Is something wrong, puppy?"
"No not really I guess..." He whispers... looking down to his feet.
The brunette smiled, his hands sliding around his waist, loosening his very easy off drawstring pants, letting them drop to the floor. He moved his head closer to Jou's body and looked up into the bronzed depths of his eyes, playfully pouting.
"Don't you want to play with me? I can be a very good playmate. I won't stop until you're satisfied, either... " He smirked. Jou whimpered slightly, inching away somewhat. Getting tangled in his dropped pant legs, he fell over on the bed, rolling onto his back. He blushed heavily looking over to Seto. Feeling so shameful, but it felt right.
"You're like a predator..." He told the lusty boy next to him.
Seto laughed softly watching him, not being able to help but feel even more turned on but just the mere vulnerable sight of him.
"Hmmm...A predator, you say..." He crawled to his legs, tenderly kissing his knees and working up at a leisurely.
"And what shall I hunt today? Because I do so love to..."
He slid his hands up his legs and tugged at the waistband of his boxers, starting to pull them off as he finished his sentence.
"Hunt."
Jou in no way could repress the shiver that wracked his body. He clenched the sheets between his fists, his feelings still battling within him.
"Iie..." He blushed harder, gasping sharply at his touch.
Seto looked into his pup's eyes again, tilting his head down slightly, putting a little evil into his grin as he set his boxers beside the bed.
"No, you say? Well, I want to hunt you." Kaiba slid his hands up from Jou's knees along his thighs and up to the bottom of his shirt, teasingly running his thumbs along his inner thighs with his movements.
"The prey doesn't get much of a choice..." He crawled up a little and lifted the thin shirt over Jounochi's chest, rubbing his hands over the bare skin.
"'Especially prey I really want."
The young Jounochi really never felt like this. He was at the mercy of the ruthless Seto Kaiba. But.. he really wasn't ruthless at all, at least not now. He liked the feeling of Seto's body and weight pressed against him. His hot breathe, his warm tongue, his caressing touch. Jou's whole body jerked as he almost bit down his tongue to surpress a moan. He bucked up his hips, in an actual unknowing motion. His body...couldn't take it.
"Does it hurt puppy?"
"N.no." His voice was thin and ragged.
"Are you cold?"
Jounochi merely shook his head.
"Then why are you shivering." He had no answer; he only looked away still blushing. Seto pulled Jou's shirt over his head, as well as his own and set it aside. He smiled down at the stark naked Jou, admiring the utter beauty of the human body, especially Jou's body. He then reached over and pulled a warm blanket over the two of them and pressed his body down against his.
"Should stay warm if you are...I don't want my prey to be uncomfortable." It was just the two of them like that. Hot, panting, lusty, desiring, needing each other. Jou still wasn't sure why but, he wanted it, he wanted to be in Seto's arms, he wanted to hear Seto say his name. He just wanted to be with Seto.
"Especially while I take my time at eating them..."
Jou shut his eyes tightly, feeling his skin tingle at every touch, every word, and every thought. It was so hard to keep this up instead of screaming take me now. He never really thought of being the uke, but a different mind. (Or head *wink wink *) was doing the thinking now.
Seto couldn't help the intimate grin that formed over his lips.
"So my prey is still nervous..." He caressed his cheek lovingly, playing with his earlobe as he leaned his mouth down near his other ear, talking softly.
"I'll make him a deal...if he doesn't like being my prey once I start...he's free to go..." Seto slid his other hand down to Jou's, slowly pulling it away from the tangles mass of sheets and lacing his fingers between his, resting their hands between them.
"But I do want him to enjoy being in my hunt." He kissed softly once below his ear. "And for him to know, that no matter what he wants to happen .he is my Jou, my puppy, and I love him."
Now that got his attention.
"You love me?"
"Don't act like you didn't know." He smiled, nibble softly at the tip of Jou's nose.
"Say it."
"Hmm?" Did he really not know? Couldn't he tell? There wasn't anything in this known world he wouldn't do for his Jounochi.
"Say it Seto!" The blonde said more aggressively, a pained but desperate look colored his eyes.
His eyes blinked a few times, before regaining his always solid and unbreakable composure. He took their linked hands and placed them over his throbbing heart.
"This beats only for you."
He moved their hands to his forehead.
"I dream and think only of you."
His eyes.
"I see only you."
His lips.
"I taste only you. All I ever wanted was you, Jounochi Katsuya. I love..only you." He kissed each of Jou's fingers that where trapped between his own, hoping now he understood.
"I love you." Jou choked out slightly, a stream of tears ran down his cheeks as he clutched Seto tightly with his free arm.
"No tears my prey." Seto breathed in a husky whispered, placing a soothing kiss to Jou's lips, moving along to his moist eyes.
"No tears ever." He kissed him again..over and over. Feeling Jou respond to every one with love and passion.
"Now.." His voice carried a different tone.
"Will you still be in my hunt?" He gave a coy smile as he let go of Jou's hand, moving both the boy's arms above his head. With slick movements Seto slid down along Jou's body, kissing the skin from his neck to his chest to his naval, sliding his hands down Jou's arms and following his mouth's lead.
"I'll hunt you until you're satisfied..."He glanced up from his naval, pressing his chest between Jou's legs feeling his hard burning arousal press against him, rubbing his hands on Jou's small pebbled nipples.
"Completely satisfied..."
Ok Jou felt he had held out long enough and just threw caution to the wind. Jou legs spread so shamelessly as desperate whimpers fell from his lips. Seto couldn't help but laugh just a little as he did this
"I'll take that as a yes, then?" He leaned down and kissed his once between the legs, taking in the warm length that just begged for his attention.
"Oh god..Seto!" Jou moaned.
"No..not a god. Just your master." He smiled, advancing further.
"Yes..yes..yes!" He panted.
(***)
Safe zone!
(Now I can't be reported cause there really was no sex Bwahahahahahahahahhahahah!)
"Ah!" He yelled.
* Thud! * ....he fell.
"What the fuck!" Jou fell with a loud thud to the hard wood floor, wrapped up in sheets. He pushed through the tangled mass of white cloth, hoping, hoping to god what it wasn't what he thought it was.
"Just a dream..." He sighed painfully. Wait? Painfully? Why was it painful? Just a dream right? It didn't mean anything, not like he loved Seto or anything.. He sighed again. Leaning his head against the matrices. Then there was another problem, some little imp had oh so politely pitched a tent in his pants.
"Fucking great." He looked down at the offending organ. "You better just be morning wood." He huffed, pulling himself off the floor, not even noticing what sat in his chair. Or rather more who.
Jou walked outside the room. He couldn't waltz into Seto's room with a boner. Mokuba said something about other bathrooms right? Right! Jou tried the numerous monotonous doors, desperate to find a bathroom, and that he did. It was just like Mokuba said it would be, empty, but it had a toilet and that's all he needed. He bent down and pulled up the lid and U shaped seat cover. Jou gave a slight gasp as the cool still air pushed on his bare skin, it made him think of his dream again...
"Mmmm." He moaned softly...wait...he moaned! Jou's eyes shot down to his crotch, noticing his hand firmly wrapped around his erection.
"What the hell are you doing there?" He yelled to his hands like it was actually going to respond. And even then..it still continued it previous ministrations. Seto's face, body, and feral grin flashed through Jou's mind. A heavy pant left his throat as he smacked his free hand against the wall, letting his head fall, his chin touching his chest. The dream played over and over in his mind as well as Seto with his strawberries, the night at the piano, last night's embrace.
"Ahh..." He cried, his palm rubbing fiercely against his sensitive flesh.
***
Jou looked at his flushed face in the mirror.
"Faggot...." He spat, running his hand over the water in the sink.
"I can't believe I did that..what the hell is wrong with me." He groaned...putting his face under the running faucet, washing away his heated blush.
"Well I hope you're happy at least." He glared down at his flaccid crotch. "Cause I used to think about being bisexual but know I know I am. Thank you so much for clearing that up for me!" He growled to his dependant body part. He looked one last look at the mirror.
He thought about the kiss he gave Seto last night, and why the fuck he did it. He sneered at his reflection.
"I hate you." And he headed back to his room.
***
Upon opening the door, he was greeting with something he was sure that wasn't there before. A sleeping Seto Kaiba. Jou sighed, shaking his head.
"He was here the whole time...watching over me." He tentatively walked closer to the sleeping boy in the chair. His face was so lax and calm. He didn't look at all the same when he was awake. He found himself mere inches from Seto's face, hearing his faint but constant breath.
Please..god if you exist.
Jou looked so longingly at Seto's lips.
Make it stop.
He closed the small gap between them, their breaths mingling. Just as Jou was about to taste the brunette, the god of bad timing pinched Seto awake. The sudden touch made him jerk forward, smacking his forehead directly into Jounochi's.
"Ow!" He hisses stammering back slightly.
"Jou?" Seto asked rubbing his head.
"What?" He said rather miffed (love that word)
"Oh you're awake. Are you feeling alright?" He asked in a groggy tone.
"Yeah I'm fine now, just feeling a lil achy."
"Well that's good." Seto grinned wrenching himself up from the chair, fixing his usually black pajamas.
"I bet you're hungry. Come on lets have some lunch."
"Lunch?" He looked to the clock by his bed. 1:39 p.m. Yeah I guess it was time for lunch, the blonde though as he followed Seto out of the room.
***
The two boys huddled around the small kitchen appliance, cautiously deciding on what contents should go inside of it.
"Hmm well milk for one thing."
"That's a given Jou."
"It is?"
"Yes, because it's a MILKshake."
"...Oh yeah..."
"Well strawberries are good with any dessert." He flashed a quick smirk to Jou as he immediately blushed at the statement.
"Oh chocolate!" Jou grabbed some of the troublesome truffles from their first encounter, plopping them into the blender.
"Cream." Seto poured out the thick liquid. "I think that's good."
"Ok which button is it?" Jou eagerly looked over the numerous buttons.
"At least let me put on the...." * Squish splash glob * Their little concoction was sprayed all over the kitchen, but namely themselves.
"Lid.." Seto completed his statement. "Well I hope you're happy Jou just look at the mess you...." Seto stopping in mid sentence. He had seen that look before. Jou just stared at him with glazed eye. What the hell was he looking at? Just then Seto heard a slight 'plip' sound next to him. OH shit...he was like a giant chocolate fruit bar.
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
"Now Jou wait." But it was too late. No sooner did he finish his word was then the smaller boy latched onto him.
"Jou!" The blonde's tongue lapped out at Seto's cheek, catching chopped chocolate and strawberry chunks on his tongue. The warm wet appendage trail down, circling around a soft spot on his neck to suck on.
"J.Jou, snap out of it." Seto gripped tightly to his shoulders, but in this case the blonde was overpowering him. A hiss eased from Seto's lips as Jou's teeth trailed along his skin, latching his lips under his chin. Jou's hands were also entranced as they slid across Seto's slick and sticky pajama top. His fingers laced between the buttons of his shirts, gripping the pieced together fabric in both palms.
"Don't." Once again, too little too late. Jou's grip tightened and ripped Seto's shirt apart. The rich milkshake had also slid down his chest. Seto's breath was ragged and heavy. Jou's lips traveled immediately down to the newly exposed flesh. Jou himself seemed to be grunting and groaning on his small trail down. Licking at the firm but supple flesh before him, Jou's squirming tongue circled around Seto's tanned nipple.
Now Seto Kaiba was known for being able to bring men twice his size and strength to their knees, in a physical sense and in the business world. He's lived through tough times, hard situations and life threatening decisions. But this one boy was able to make that all crumble in a matter of two seconds if he moved any lower..
"I want you." A muffled but aggressive moan came from the hungry, supposable dazed and confused Jounochi.
"You..what?" Seto's head was in such a fog that he was sure he had heard him wrong.
"I want you Seto...now!" Jou pulled them along until his thighs banged into the edge of the table. With out missing a beat, Jou arched his back, sliding up onto the table seating himself as he brought Seto against him.
"I don't want to play this game anymore." He whimpered, forcefully diving his tongue into Seto's stiff mouth. Jou grabbed a fist full of mahogany hair, pushing their faces closer, totally ravaging the brunette's mouth. Seto choked slightly from the lack of air and the protruding, domineering tongue.
"I don't want to bat back and forth; I just want you to take me."
"But Jou." He was silenced again..but he was not so passive with this kiss. Jou made it pretty clear what he wanted this time; there was no question in that. Seto wrapped his arms crushingly around Jou's waist, forcing their hips to crash together. Instinctively Jou's legs wrapped around Seto's waist, grinding their both painful arousals against each other. Their tongues moved together in a heated and ravenous battle. Groans mingled with the clinking of teeth, the sound of clothes sliding to the floor, heavy pants, and needing pleas.
Jou's nimble fingers worked quickly to slip inside Seto's silk pants, taking a firm hold of the staff of hard flesh.
"Mmmm, some one's happy." He smirked delightedly. His only reply was an angry growl as Seto hooked his palms under Jou's knee's pushing him back as he smacked against the table.
"Yes Seto." He panted with such a craving grin on his face. They both hastily pulled off the last of their garments ready for the raw intense moment to come. Seto still held Jou's legs apart as he moaned his name.
"Seto.."
"Seto."
"Seto?"
"Seto!"
"Huh?..what?"
"Seto are you alright?"
"MOKUBA!"
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Safe Zone
(Now I can't be reported cause there really was no sex Bwahahahahahahahahhahahah!)
"Oh thank goodness, I thought you were having one of you're nightmares again." The little black haired boy sniffled slightly.
"Your ok right? I heard you groaning."
"Yes I'm fine." He answered quickly, trying to repress the blush that threatened to paint his face.
"Well good its almost time for Fear Factor, I got some snacks and I'll wait in you're room. Oh and I told the teachers that you and Jou were sick and I have your make up work in the study. Come up soon ok?"
"Su.sure.. be up in a minute." He coughed slightly as his brother kissed his cheek and bounded away.
"That was so cruel." He huffed once he was alone. He looked down at the strewn newspaper in his lap, that he now remembered reading before he fell asleep. He looked over at the article he was reading. 'Should same sex marriages be allowed?' Seto blushed at the mere thought that followed as he tossed the crumpled paper to the floor.
"Never." He painfully reminded himself, what a fool he could be. (Dude its all in the paper there's like 3 bills in congress about it. Even the budget is taking a back seat to this!!)
He headed towards his room, Monday night was fear factor night and Mokuba loved the show so much. He really never watched it though. They would set up in his room and usually Seto would go over proposals was the small boy would snuggle in his lap. Seto trudged up the stairs and opened the door, surprised to see not only Mokuba in his bed, but Jou also. The blonde turned to him frowning as he pointed to his brother.
"The devil made me do it." Mokuba only smiled at Jou's comment.
"I thought he should watch it with us Seto. You don't mind do you?"
"I guess not." He shrugged, rummaging through his closet.
"So what is Fear Factor anyway Mokuba?"
"Oh it's a great show that starts with three girls and three guys. They do weird stunts and if they can't do them or not fast enough they're kicked off. The winner gets tons of money. "
"Sounds pretty cool." Jou watched Seto move from the closet to the bed, plopping down on the other side with a stack of papers.
Mokuba happily turned on the TV, snuggling into his brother's lap with a bowl of popcorn.
"Here Jou I got you your own." He smiled handing Jou the bowl. Seto reached down and tapped his brother's hand softly, opening his mouth.
"Hai." The boy giggled, placing a few popped kernels into his brother's mouth.
"Welcome to another episode of Fear Factor where our..."
"It's starting!" Mokuba squealed.
*** "Eww I can believe that girl eat those got eyes in like 30 seconds.." Mokuba shuddered.
"I can't believe they got goat eyes.." Jou groaned.
"It's a delicacy in Scotland." Seto added still starring down at his papers.
Jou and Mokuba both just stared at him blankly "..."
"I'm just gonna go get more popcorn." The little boy said as he grabbed the bowls and headed back to the kitchen.
The eerie silence between them was killing Jou, he felt like he could cut the air with a knife.
"So..umm what cha doing?" He looked to Seto leafing through the stack of papers.
"Trying to adjust the payroll for Kaiba Land." He said unfazed as he punched a few numbers on the calculator.
"You sure do a lot for a teenager." Jou affirmed to himself more that for Seto to hear.
"Hn."
"Does it ever get to you?" He asked softly.
"What?"
"Everything.just..trying to keep up with it all."
"...All the time." He stopped his motions to look at Jou. Such a serious, but pained look came across his face as they both stared each other down.
"Um.s.so." Jou nearly choked on his words. "Why do you have Kaiba land anyway? I mean doesn't Kaiba Corp make enough money?"
"You'll think it's stupid." He scribbled something down on the loose pieces of paper.
"No I won't."
"Yes you will."
"I promise!" Seto stopped to look at Jou again. Well what could it hurt?
"I made Kaiba land to bring happiness to all children." (It's in the manga! I thought that was so sweet.)
"Really?" Jou really didn't expect such a response.
"Yes really."....They continued another starring match.
"HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHHA!"
"Some promise..."
"No, no it's not that. Its just..You said it so seriously. I thought you were gonna say like 'I'll be back' or something." He still chuckled, but immediately stopped when he saw the death glare he received from Seto.
"You know...Arnold?"
Nothing.
"Get to tha choppa! En stuff like that?" Jou desperately tried to get his point across. But then something happened that Jou thought never would. Seto's features gave way to what he tried to hold back. His laughter.
The brunette held his sides and fell back against the bed as the jolly unrestricted sound filled the room. Jou stared in utter wonderment. He could never picture Seto's laugh, no matter how much he tried to whenever he thought about him. Jeez, how much did he use to think of him?
Jou kind of smiled, letting all he really knew and thought he knew about Seto sink in. Everyone has their own cross to bear; everyone has different ways of dragging it through life. Seto did what he thought was best. He shut himself off from everything, doing what he thought was expected of him. The more Jou thought about it and the more he knew, the more he wanted to understand.
Seto was wrong about him though. Sure his dad did smack him around a bit, but nothing too serious. It was just because...
"Hey what's so funny?" Mokuba smiled with another bowl of popcorn. "I wanna laugh too!" He crawled back on the bed, sitting in Jou's lap.
"Nothing kid, hey look its back on!"
***
Jou just was content with watching Seto work for now. Mokuba long fell asleep, gripping to Jou's shirt. He found himself sometimes playing with the boy's long hair. Everything was quiet except for the occasional shuffle of papers, scribbling of pens, and punches on the calculator. Seto rubbed his fingers at the point between his eyes, as if trying to rub away an ache.
"What's wrong?"
"My eyes hurt."
"Well you've been doing this for a few hours, maybe you should stop."
"No, it wouldn't hurt so badly if I whore my glass."
"You have glasses?" Jou snorted.
"Just for reading." Seto retorted.
"Can I see?"
Seto stopped to look at Jou again. "Why?"
"Just curious." He shrugged.
Seto sat still for a few moments, contemplating if he should share anything with the blonde at all. It just seemed to yield more unnerving results. Yet again with a heavy sigh, Seto rummaged through his night stand draw, brushing some stray dust off his lens before putting on his thin frame black glasses as he turned back to Jou.
"You look good in them. You should wear them more often. It'll drive you're little fan girl club crazy."
Seto snorted slightly, just deciding to put away his work all together.
"It's alright if you sleep here you know, the bed is certainly big enough...besides I think you have something on your shirt." Seto smiled patting his brother's head.
"Yeah sure I guess." He sank deeper under the covers. "Hey Seto..what are you going to do about school tomorrow?"
"What do you mean?"
"Umm.are you.gonna drag me on a leash?" Jou blushed finishing his words.
"No. Not during school. Things will be the same between us. And you'll just come back after school. Alright?"
"Ye..yeah." Jou was somewhat relieved by that. But also depressed. He was hoping that Seto would have dropped this whole thing, was he really intending the whole week? Well whatever he decided, Jou bounded himself to his word and he would do as he was told........like a good little pup.
OK I tried to give into you guys a little because I'm stopping this fic for now to write some of my groundhog/valentines day/ there's something about Mary fic Called "There something about Jounochi" And its not what you think either ^.~ But If I get enough reviews I might just work on both ( Hint hint) Thanks for everything.........I love you so much deadly ecstasy!!!! *huggles*
(OK you don't have to read this at all is rust my personal rambling so don't if you don't wanna)
God every thing happening to me...I feel so depressed and I just feel like everything around me is changing and I'm so helpless. My best friend Chris who I've known for 6 years told me the other night that he didn't really think of me as a friend..what the fuck is that! I call you my brother and you don't even see me as a friend?!?!?
Then another so called friend just decided to stop talking to me even when I show up to his house and help him with shit HE NEEDS to do but he cant call or wanna go and do something!!
My good friends of course are at college and I couldn't be any lonelier. I blame things on my boyfriend that I shouldn't. I'm so emotional because of him and turning..girlie.. My friend Nicole says she loves me and it hurts when I'm not with her and I don't want to hurt her feelings by saying the wrong things. All I want to do it cry sometimes. I wanna cry for the guy that smacked his little boy at the store I worked at for dropping a cd. I wanna cry for bambi's mom that died when I was 5. I wanna cry because the more I reread my Yugioh manga I see the direct Anzu and Yami flirts. I wanna cry for my friend who lives on the opposite coast of me because her grandma is dying and I cant help her no matter how much I love her. I wanna cry now just for remembering all this. I wanna cry because my bf lives in another state and I only get to see him once every couple months cause both our parents hate the other and we aren't supposed to date. I wanna cry because either I love my bf or I wanna dump him when we fight and make up and after 3 years it worries me. I wanna cry for all the suffering of the world and the twin towers and the space shuttle and the destruction of nature and for dying children. I sit there ...and then I can't cry. And I want to so badly but then again I don't. I wanna shut off all my emotions that I have and be like I use to, quiet strong, unbreakable. I saw this guy kiss his daughters cheek and I was so angry. Angry that she had a father and that mine smacked my mother and skipped out of town. That I don't know his name or face. That my mother dropped out of school and gave up trying to be a police woman. That I'm here and I can't spit in his face or tell him I love him. That my step dad tried smacking me too but I hit that fucker back and my mom is still with him. That I live in an extension of the fucking garage and I have to pay for college now and lucky me my governor upped the tuition cause our states indebt! That no one in my house respects me or appreciates what I do and its driving me fucking insane and....I think that's enough...woah I feel better
I wanna hug ^^;;
WOW 102 reviews! *dies of happiness *
*Some how comes back *
Ok I have a present for the 100th reviewer so Usagi please email me!
Also I will have presents for
103 (my friends b-day) 115 (my mom's b-day) 121 (another friends b-day)
And now I have the rules for the Fanfic challenge. If you don't want to read this skip till you see (***)
OK now here' the challenge.
WRITE ME AN OTOGI FIC!
Yes that's write Otogi or Duke in the American version gets no respect or love. So that's what I want. Some Otogi loving fic! Preferably as I have stated a seto/jou/otogi fic *coughs * but any good paring, lemon or no is what I'm looking for. It does not have to be a certain length or have a limit. Write however much you want. Just all one shots please. But if you can make a chapter story by the dead line go you! There will be awards (hand made) and prizes (pics, fics, media) for all categories (fluff, pwp, angst, one sided, ECT) and the high rankers will be posted on my site. So all you lucky readers can see.
Now here's how entries work. Copy and paste this in an email to me (PriestessHimiko@aol.com)
Name (nick name- whatever):
Category:
What prize would you be aiming for?:
And you will have ONE WEEK from the day I send you a conformation letter that I received your email. The LAST DAY I will take submission is Feb 28th so you got some time. Remember you don't have to send in your submission till Feb. 28 and you have one week from then to send me your fic.
Ok?
Alright good, if you review please let me know if you intend to participate so I don't think this is a lost cause ^^;; thanks!
(***)
(hold a very heavy metal bat) Now look you nasty little snitches. This scene coming up is hot and steamy guy/guy stuff. You don't wanna see it get the fuck out now or look for the next (***) Now scat@!! (swings her bat wildly!)
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
Seto laughed slightly as he sat down on the bed with his hands on Jou's hips, as he was still standing. He lifted the blonde's shirt a little and licked at his navel as if the body part was a delicious treat..and it was.
"Se..Seto" He muttered softly, trying shyly to pull away but with no real great ambition to be away.
Seto looked up slowly, a concerned gaze on his face. "Is something wrong, puppy?"
"No not really I guess..." He whispers... looking down to his feet.
The brunette smiled, his hands sliding around his waist, loosening his very easy off drawstring pants, letting them drop to the floor. He moved his head closer to Jou's body and looked up into the bronzed depths of his eyes, playfully pouting.
"Don't you want to play with me? I can be a very good playmate. I won't stop until you're satisfied, either... " He smirked. Jou whimpered slightly, inching away somewhat. Getting tangled in his dropped pant legs, he fell over on the bed, rolling onto his back. He blushed heavily looking over to Seto. Feeling so shameful, but it felt right.
"You're like a predator..." He told the lusty boy next to him.
Seto laughed softly watching him, not being able to help but feel even more turned on but just the mere vulnerable sight of him.
"Hmmm...A predator, you say..." He crawled to his legs, tenderly kissing his knees and working up at a leisurely.
"And what shall I hunt today? Because I do so love to..."
He slid his hands up his legs and tugged at the waistband of his boxers, starting to pull them off as he finished his sentence.
"Hunt."
Jou in no way could repress the shiver that wracked his body. He clenched the sheets between his fists, his feelings still battling within him.
"Iie..." He blushed harder, gasping sharply at his touch.
Seto looked into his pup's eyes again, tilting his head down slightly, putting a little evil into his grin as he set his boxers beside the bed.
"No, you say? Well, I want to hunt you." Kaiba slid his hands up from Jou's knees along his thighs and up to the bottom of his shirt, teasingly running his thumbs along his inner thighs with his movements.
"The prey doesn't get much of a choice..." He crawled up a little and lifted the thin shirt over Jounochi's chest, rubbing his hands over the bare skin.
"'Especially prey I really want."
The young Jounochi really never felt like this. He was at the mercy of the ruthless Seto Kaiba. But.. he really wasn't ruthless at all, at least not now. He liked the feeling of Seto's body and weight pressed against him. His hot breathe, his warm tongue, his caressing touch. Jou's whole body jerked as he almost bit down his tongue to surpress a moan. He bucked up his hips, in an actual unknowing motion. His body...couldn't take it.
"Does it hurt puppy?"
"N.no." His voice was thin and ragged.
"Are you cold?"
Jounochi merely shook his head.
"Then why are you shivering." He had no answer; he only looked away still blushing. Seto pulled Jou's shirt over his head, as well as his own and set it aside. He smiled down at the stark naked Jou, admiring the utter beauty of the human body, especially Jou's body. He then reached over and pulled a warm blanket over the two of them and pressed his body down against his.
"Should stay warm if you are...I don't want my prey to be uncomfortable." It was just the two of them like that. Hot, panting, lusty, desiring, needing each other. Jou still wasn't sure why but, he wanted it, he wanted to be in Seto's arms, he wanted to hear Seto say his name. He just wanted to be with Seto.
"Especially while I take my time at eating them..."
Jou shut his eyes tightly, feeling his skin tingle at every touch, every word, and every thought. It was so hard to keep this up instead of screaming take me now. He never really thought of being the uke, but a different mind. (Or head *wink wink *) was doing the thinking now.
Seto couldn't help the intimate grin that formed over his lips.
"So my prey is still nervous..." He caressed his cheek lovingly, playing with his earlobe as he leaned his mouth down near his other ear, talking softly.
"I'll make him a deal...if he doesn't like being my prey once I start...he's free to go..." Seto slid his other hand down to Jou's, slowly pulling it away from the tangles mass of sheets and lacing his fingers between his, resting their hands between them.
"But I do want him to enjoy being in my hunt." He kissed softly once below his ear. "And for him to know, that no matter what he wants to happen .he is my Jou, my puppy, and I love him."
Now that got his attention.
"You love me?"
"Don't act like you didn't know." He smiled, nibble softly at the tip of Jou's nose.
"Say it."
"Hmm?" Did he really not know? Couldn't he tell? There wasn't anything in this known world he wouldn't do for his Jounochi.
"Say it Seto!" The blonde said more aggressively, a pained but desperate look colored his eyes.
His eyes blinked a few times, before regaining his always solid and unbreakable composure. He took their linked hands and placed them over his throbbing heart.
"This beats only for you."
He moved their hands to his forehead.
"I dream and think only of you."
His eyes.
"I see only you."
His lips.
"I taste only you. All I ever wanted was you, Jounochi Katsuya. I love..only you." He kissed each of Jou's fingers that where trapped between his own, hoping now he understood.
"I love you." Jou choked out slightly, a stream of tears ran down his cheeks as he clutched Seto tightly with his free arm.
"No tears my prey." Seto breathed in a husky whispered, placing a soothing kiss to Jou's lips, moving along to his moist eyes.
"No tears ever." He kissed him again..over and over. Feeling Jou respond to every one with love and passion.
"Now.." His voice carried a different tone.
"Will you still be in my hunt?" He gave a coy smile as he let go of Jou's hand, moving both the boy's arms above his head. With slick movements Seto slid down along Jou's body, kissing the skin from his neck to his chest to his naval, sliding his hands down Jou's arms and following his mouth's lead.
"I'll hunt you until you're satisfied..."He glanced up from his naval, pressing his chest between Jou's legs feeling his hard burning arousal press against him, rubbing his hands on Jou's small pebbled nipples.
"Completely satisfied..."
Ok Jou felt he had held out long enough and just threw caution to the wind. Jou legs spread so shamelessly as desperate whimpers fell from his lips. Seto couldn't help but laugh just a little as he did this
"I'll take that as a yes, then?" He leaned down and kissed his once between the legs, taking in the warm length that just begged for his attention.
"Oh god..Seto!" Jou moaned.
"No..not a god. Just your master." He smiled, advancing further.
"Yes..yes..yes!" He panted.
(***)
Safe zone!
(Now I can't be reported cause there really was no sex Bwahahahahahahahahhahahah!)
"Ah!" He yelled.
* Thud! * ....he fell.
"What the fuck!" Jou fell with a loud thud to the hard wood floor, wrapped up in sheets. He pushed through the tangled mass of white cloth, hoping, hoping to god what it wasn't what he thought it was.
"Just a dream..." He sighed painfully. Wait? Painfully? Why was it painful? Just a dream right? It didn't mean anything, not like he loved Seto or anything.. He sighed again. Leaning his head against the matrices. Then there was another problem, some little imp had oh so politely pitched a tent in his pants.
"Fucking great." He looked down at the offending organ. "You better just be morning wood." He huffed, pulling himself off the floor, not even noticing what sat in his chair. Or rather more who.
Jou walked outside the room. He couldn't waltz into Seto's room with a boner. Mokuba said something about other bathrooms right? Right! Jou tried the numerous monotonous doors, desperate to find a bathroom, and that he did. It was just like Mokuba said it would be, empty, but it had a toilet and that's all he needed. He bent down and pulled up the lid and U shaped seat cover. Jou gave a slight gasp as the cool still air pushed on his bare skin, it made him think of his dream again...
"Mmmm." He moaned softly...wait...he moaned! Jou's eyes shot down to his crotch, noticing his hand firmly wrapped around his erection.
"What the hell are you doing there?" He yelled to his hands like it was actually going to respond. And even then..it still continued it previous ministrations. Seto's face, body, and feral grin flashed through Jou's mind. A heavy pant left his throat as he smacked his free hand against the wall, letting his head fall, his chin touching his chest. The dream played over and over in his mind as well as Seto with his strawberries, the night at the piano, last night's embrace.
"Ahh..." He cried, his palm rubbing fiercely against his sensitive flesh.
***
Jou looked at his flushed face in the mirror.
"Faggot...." He spat, running his hand over the water in the sink.
"I can't believe I did that..what the hell is wrong with me." He groaned...putting his face under the running faucet, washing away his heated blush.
"Well I hope you're happy at least." He glared down at his flaccid crotch. "Cause I used to think about being bisexual but know I know I am. Thank you so much for clearing that up for me!" He growled to his dependant body part. He looked one last look at the mirror.
He thought about the kiss he gave Seto last night, and why the fuck he did it. He sneered at his reflection.
"I hate you." And he headed back to his room.
***
Upon opening the door, he was greeting with something he was sure that wasn't there before. A sleeping Seto Kaiba. Jou sighed, shaking his head.
"He was here the whole time...watching over me." He tentatively walked closer to the sleeping boy in the chair. His face was so lax and calm. He didn't look at all the same when he was awake. He found himself mere inches from Seto's face, hearing his faint but constant breath.
Please..god if you exist.
Jou looked so longingly at Seto's lips.
Make it stop.
He closed the small gap between them, their breaths mingling. Just as Jou was about to taste the brunette, the god of bad timing pinched Seto awake. The sudden touch made him jerk forward, smacking his forehead directly into Jounochi's.
"Ow!" He hisses stammering back slightly.
"Jou?" Seto asked rubbing his head.
"What?" He said rather miffed (love that word)
"Oh you're awake. Are you feeling alright?" He asked in a groggy tone.
"Yeah I'm fine now, just feeling a lil achy."
"Well that's good." Seto grinned wrenching himself up from the chair, fixing his usually black pajamas.
"I bet you're hungry. Come on lets have some lunch."
"Lunch?" He looked to the clock by his bed. 1:39 p.m. Yeah I guess it was time for lunch, the blonde though as he followed Seto out of the room.
***
The two boys huddled around the small kitchen appliance, cautiously deciding on what contents should go inside of it.
"Hmm well milk for one thing."
"That's a given Jou."
"It is?"
"Yes, because it's a MILKshake."
"...Oh yeah..."
"Well strawberries are good with any dessert." He flashed a quick smirk to Jou as he immediately blushed at the statement.
"Oh chocolate!" Jou grabbed some of the troublesome truffles from their first encounter, plopping them into the blender.
"Cream." Seto poured out the thick liquid. "I think that's good."
"Ok which button is it?" Jou eagerly looked over the numerous buttons.
"At least let me put on the...." * Squish splash glob * Their little concoction was sprayed all over the kitchen, but namely themselves.
"Lid.." Seto completed his statement. "Well I hope you're happy Jou just look at the mess you...." Seto stopping in mid sentence. He had seen that look before. Jou just stared at him with glazed eye. What the hell was he looking at? Just then Seto heard a slight 'plip' sound next to him. OH shit...he was like a giant chocolate fruit bar.
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
******WARNING NOT FOR CHILDREN GO GO NOW YOU LITTLE URCHLINGS!****
"Now Jou wait." But it was too late. No sooner did he finish his word was then the smaller boy latched onto him.
"Jou!" The blonde's tongue lapped out at Seto's cheek, catching chopped chocolate and strawberry chunks on his tongue. The warm wet appendage trail down, circling around a soft spot on his neck to suck on.
"J.Jou, snap out of it." Seto gripped tightly to his shoulders, but in this case the blonde was overpowering him. A hiss eased from Seto's lips as Jou's teeth trailed along his skin, latching his lips under his chin. Jou's hands were also entranced as they slid across Seto's slick and sticky pajama top. His fingers laced between the buttons of his shirts, gripping the pieced together fabric in both palms.
"Don't." Once again, too little too late. Jou's grip tightened and ripped Seto's shirt apart. The rich milkshake had also slid down his chest. Seto's breath was ragged and heavy. Jou's lips traveled immediately down to the newly exposed flesh. Jou himself seemed to be grunting and groaning on his small trail down. Licking at the firm but supple flesh before him, Jou's squirming tongue circled around Seto's tanned nipple.
Now Seto Kaiba was known for being able to bring men twice his size and strength to their knees, in a physical sense and in the business world. He's lived through tough times, hard situations and life threatening decisions. But this one boy was able to make that all crumble in a matter of two seconds if he moved any lower..
"I want you." A muffled but aggressive moan came from the hungry, supposable dazed and confused Jounochi.
"You..what?" Seto's head was in such a fog that he was sure he had heard him wrong.
"I want you Seto...now!" Jou pulled them along until his thighs banged into the edge of the table. With out missing a beat, Jou arched his back, sliding up onto the table seating himself as he brought Seto against him.
"I don't want to play this game anymore." He whimpered, forcefully diving his tongue into Seto's stiff mouth. Jou grabbed a fist full of mahogany hair, pushing their faces closer, totally ravaging the brunette's mouth. Seto choked slightly from the lack of air and the protruding, domineering tongue.
"I don't want to bat back and forth; I just want you to take me."
"But Jou." He was silenced again..but he was not so passive with this kiss. Jou made it pretty clear what he wanted this time; there was no question in that. Seto wrapped his arms crushingly around Jou's waist, forcing their hips to crash together. Instinctively Jou's legs wrapped around Seto's waist, grinding their both painful arousals against each other. Their tongues moved together in a heated and ravenous battle. Groans mingled with the clinking of teeth, the sound of clothes sliding to the floor, heavy pants, and needing pleas.
Jou's nimble fingers worked quickly to slip inside Seto's silk pants, taking a firm hold of the staff of hard flesh.
"Mmmm, some one's happy." He smirked delightedly. His only reply was an angry growl as Seto hooked his palms under Jou's knee's pushing him back as he smacked against the table.
"Yes Seto." He panted with such a craving grin on his face. They both hastily pulled off the last of their garments ready for the raw intense moment to come. Seto still held Jou's legs apart as he moaned his name.
"Seto.."
"Seto."
"Seto?"
"Seto!"
"Huh?..what?"
"Seto are you alright?"
"MOKUBA!"
(***)
Safe Zone
(Now I can't be reported cause there really was no sex Bwahahahahahahahahhahahah!)
"Oh thank goodness, I thought you were having one of you're nightmares again." The little black haired boy sniffled slightly.
"Your ok right? I heard you groaning."
"Yes I'm fine." He answered quickly, trying to repress the blush that threatened to paint his face.
"Well good its almost time for Fear Factor, I got some snacks and I'll wait in you're room. Oh and I told the teachers that you and Jou were sick and I have your make up work in the study. Come up soon ok?"
"Su.sure.. be up in a minute." He coughed slightly as his brother kissed his cheek and bounded away.
"That was so cruel." He huffed once he was alone. He looked down at the strewn newspaper in his lap, that he now remembered reading before he fell asleep. He looked over at the article he was reading. 'Should same sex marriages be allowed?' Seto blushed at the mere thought that followed as he tossed the crumpled paper to the floor.
"Never." He painfully reminded himself, what a fool he could be. (Dude its all in the paper there's like 3 bills in congress about it. Even the budget is taking a back seat to this!!)
He headed towards his room, Monday night was fear factor night and Mokuba loved the show so much. He really never watched it though. They would set up in his room and usually Seto would go over proposals was the small boy would snuggle in his lap. Seto trudged up the stairs and opened the door, surprised to see not only Mokuba in his bed, but Jou also. The blonde turned to him frowning as he pointed to his brother.
"The devil made me do it." Mokuba only smiled at Jou's comment.
"I thought he should watch it with us Seto. You don't mind do you?"
"I guess not." He shrugged, rummaging through his closet.
"So what is Fear Factor anyway Mokuba?"
"Oh it's a great show that starts with three girls and three guys. They do weird stunts and if they can't do them or not fast enough they're kicked off. The winner gets tons of money. "
"Sounds pretty cool." Jou watched Seto move from the closet to the bed, plopping down on the other side with a stack of papers.
Mokuba happily turned on the TV, snuggling into his brother's lap with a bowl of popcorn.
"Here Jou I got you your own." He smiled handing Jou the bowl. Seto reached down and tapped his brother's hand softly, opening his mouth.
"Hai." The boy giggled, placing a few popped kernels into his brother's mouth.
"Welcome to another episode of Fear Factor where our..."
"It's starting!" Mokuba squealed.
*** "Eww I can believe that girl eat those got eyes in like 30 seconds.." Mokuba shuddered.
"I can't believe they got goat eyes.." Jou groaned.
"It's a delicacy in Scotland." Seto added still starring down at his papers.
Jou and Mokuba both just stared at him blankly "..."
"I'm just gonna go get more popcorn." The little boy said as he grabbed the bowls and headed back to the kitchen.
The eerie silence between them was killing Jou, he felt like he could cut the air with a knife.
"So..umm what cha doing?" He looked to Seto leafing through the stack of papers.
"Trying to adjust the payroll for Kaiba Land." He said unfazed as he punched a few numbers on the calculator.
"You sure do a lot for a teenager." Jou affirmed to himself more that for Seto to hear.
"Hn."
"Does it ever get to you?" He asked softly.
"What?"
"Everything.just..trying to keep up with it all."
"...All the time." He stopped his motions to look at Jou. Such a serious, but pained look came across his face as they both stared each other down.
"Um.s.so." Jou nearly choked on his words. "Why do you have Kaiba land anyway? I mean doesn't Kaiba Corp make enough money?"
"You'll think it's stupid." He scribbled something down on the loose pieces of paper.
"No I won't."
"Yes you will."
"I promise!" Seto stopped to look at Jou again. Well what could it hurt?
"I made Kaiba land to bring happiness to all children." (It's in the manga! I thought that was so sweet.)
"Really?" Jou really didn't expect such a response.
"Yes really."....They continued another starring match.
"HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHHA!"
"Some promise..."
"No, no it's not that. Its just..You said it so seriously. I thought you were gonna say like 'I'll be back' or something." He still chuckled, but immediately stopped when he saw the death glare he received from Seto.
"You know...Arnold?"
Nothing.
"Get to tha choppa! En stuff like that?" Jou desperately tried to get his point across. But then something happened that Jou thought never would. Seto's features gave way to what he tried to hold back. His laughter.
The brunette held his sides and fell back against the bed as the jolly unrestricted sound filled the room. Jou stared in utter wonderment. He could never picture Seto's laugh, no matter how much he tried to whenever he thought about him. Jeez, how much did he use to think of him?
Jou kind of smiled, letting all he really knew and thought he knew about Seto sink in. Everyone has their own cross to bear; everyone has different ways of dragging it through life. Seto did what he thought was best. He shut himself off from everything, doing what he thought was expected of him. The more Jou thought about it and the more he knew, the more he wanted to understand.
Seto was wrong about him though. Sure his dad did smack him around a bit, but nothing too serious. It was just because...
"Hey what's so funny?" Mokuba smiled with another bowl of popcorn. "I wanna laugh too!" He crawled back on the bed, sitting in Jou's lap.
"Nothing kid, hey look its back on!"
***
Jou just was content with watching Seto work for now. Mokuba long fell asleep, gripping to Jou's shirt. He found himself sometimes playing with the boy's long hair. Everything was quiet except for the occasional shuffle of papers, scribbling of pens, and punches on the calculator. Seto rubbed his fingers at the point between his eyes, as if trying to rub away an ache.
"What's wrong?"
"My eyes hurt."
"Well you've been doing this for a few hours, maybe you should stop."
"No, it wouldn't hurt so badly if I whore my glass."
"You have glasses?" Jou snorted.
"Just for reading." Seto retorted.
"Can I see?"
Seto stopped to look at Jou again. "Why?"
"Just curious." He shrugged.
Seto sat still for a few moments, contemplating if he should share anything with the blonde at all. It just seemed to yield more unnerving results. Yet again with a heavy sigh, Seto rummaged through his night stand draw, brushing some stray dust off his lens before putting on his thin frame black glasses as he turned back to Jou.
"You look good in them. You should wear them more often. It'll drive you're little fan girl club crazy."
Seto snorted slightly, just deciding to put away his work all together.
"It's alright if you sleep here you know, the bed is certainly big enough...besides I think you have something on your shirt." Seto smiled patting his brother's head.
"Yeah sure I guess." He sank deeper under the covers. "Hey Seto..what are you going to do about school tomorrow?"
"What do you mean?"
"Umm.are you.gonna drag me on a leash?" Jou blushed finishing his words.
"No. Not during school. Things will be the same between us. And you'll just come back after school. Alright?"
"Ye..yeah." Jou was somewhat relieved by that. But also depressed. He was hoping that Seto would have dropped this whole thing, was he really intending the whole week? Well whatever he decided, Jou bounded himself to his word and he would do as he was told........like a good little pup.
OK I tried to give into you guys a little because I'm stopping this fic for now to write some of my groundhog/valentines day/ there's something about Mary fic Called "There something about Jounochi" And its not what you think either ^.~ But If I get enough reviews I might just work on both ( Hint hint) Thanks for everything.........I love you so much deadly ecstasy!!!! *huggles*
(OK you don't have to read this at all is rust my personal rambling so don't if you don't wanna)
God every thing happening to me...I feel so depressed and I just feel like everything around me is changing and I'm so helpless. My best friend Chris who I've known for 6 years told me the other night that he didn't really think of me as a friend..what the fuck is that! I call you my brother and you don't even see me as a friend?!?!?
Then another so called friend just decided to stop talking to me even when I show up to his house and help him with shit HE NEEDS to do but he cant call or wanna go and do something!!
My good friends of course are at college and I couldn't be any lonelier. I blame things on my boyfriend that I shouldn't. I'm so emotional because of him and turning..girlie.. My friend Nicole says she loves me and it hurts when I'm not with her and I don't want to hurt her feelings by saying the wrong things. All I want to do it cry sometimes. I wanna cry for the guy that smacked his little boy at the store I worked at for dropping a cd. I wanna cry for bambi's mom that died when I was 5. I wanna cry because the more I reread my Yugioh manga I see the direct Anzu and Yami flirts. I wanna cry for my friend who lives on the opposite coast of me because her grandma is dying and I cant help her no matter how much I love her. I wanna cry now just for remembering all this. I wanna cry because my bf lives in another state and I only get to see him once every couple months cause both our parents hate the other and we aren't supposed to date. I wanna cry because either I love my bf or I wanna dump him when we fight and make up and after 3 years it worries me. I wanna cry for all the suffering of the world and the twin towers and the space shuttle and the destruction of nature and for dying children. I sit there ...and then I can't cry. And I want to so badly but then again I don't. I wanna shut off all my emotions that I have and be like I use to, quiet strong, unbreakable. I saw this guy kiss his daughters cheek and I was so angry. Angry that she had a father and that mine smacked my mother and skipped out of town. That I don't know his name or face. That my mother dropped out of school and gave up trying to be a police woman. That I'm here and I can't spit in his face or tell him I love him. That my step dad tried smacking me too but I hit that fucker back and my mom is still with him. That I live in an extension of the fucking garage and I have to pay for college now and lucky me my governor upped the tuition cause our states indebt! That no one in my house respects me or appreciates what I do and its driving me fucking insane and....I think that's enough...woah I feel better
I wanna hug ^^;;