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Chapter Fourteen: Note Writing
---Both POVS---
Dear Hermione
How are you? I've just arrived at the Manor. Everything seems to be going well so far, although I haven't seen mother at all. Father is angrier then ever. I have no clue why. He's rambling on about me getting the Dark Mark. Don't worry, Hermione, I can't get it until I am of age, and as soon as he makes a date I'm straight to Dumbledore. I have a feeling that will be when the Final Battle begins.
I hope you had a safe trip home. I came here by Floo Powder. I wrote as soon as possible, he can't catch me writing this, or...well...you know.
Father asked about you. Nothing bad has happened. I told him I made a bet with the Slytherins that I could date you for a while, and then dump you in front of the entire school. He isn't usually one for jokes like that, but he laughed and told me in his cold, cruel voice 'I knew I raised you right.'
Anyway, I better let you go. Write back to me as soon as possible.
Missing you already
Draco xox
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Dear Draco
I am so happy that you are well. I've been so worried about you. I am fine and arrived safely. I received your letter about ten minutes after I arrived actually. Since I live with my grandmother who is a muggle, I had to catch the train home, and then get a taxi. You wouldn't believe how much muggles would love to have the Floo Network, or even Apparition.
Please tell me if anything happens between your father, mother and you. I'm scared for you Draco, I truly am. I know you don't want to frighten me or anything, but I really want to know. I hope your mother is ok. If anything happens you have to tell Dumbledore.
I expect Grandmother and I will be going to visit my cousins for a little while. There are four of them, two boys (16 and 12) and two girls (15 and 17.) I've never met them before, so it will be interesting. Grandma says the 15-year-old boy and 16-year-old girl are going to camp. I really hope they aren't snobs.
Not much going on at the moment. Dumbledore kindly lent me his owl, since he knows I don't have one. Better let you go. Keep well. I miss you.
Love Hermione xoxox
P.S Your eagle is beautiful, what's its name?
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Dear Hermione
Thanks for your letter. I really miss you too.
I agree, muggles would love to have the Floo Network. It isn't nearly as dangerous as those horrible vehicles...cars are they? I've seen them once; father took me to a place where they sell them just to show me how stupid muggles are. Don't worry, I don't believe that anymore. When you're young you tend to follow what your father says, and mine didn't have a particularly good way to bring me up.
Father has said a few things about the Dark Mark. Voldemort is waiting; I know, father can feel it. This morning mother showed up at breakfast after father had headed out to the ministry. She didn't say much, just came in and gave me a hug and told me to behave myself. She seems frailer then ever. Father must be up to something.
I hope your cousins aren't snobby. I've never met my cousins, I don't know if I have any. Something tells me I don't want to meet them, probably because it runs in the Malfoy blood to be Death Eaters and muggle haters. If they do anything to you, just tell me, I'm sure I can arrange something; after all, a little memory spell can't hurt anybody... Father taught me a spell so the ministry can't track it when I do magic off the premises of Hogwarts. It's an extremely useful spell!
I better let you go. Please write me back as soon as possible. Are you going to Diagon Alley to get some supplies? Perhaps we could meet up there.
Love Draco xox
P.S As for my eagle, it's name is Heather. Father let me name it; he said it had to be after one of our relatives or one of Voldemort's followers. Heather means light. Malfoy means dark.
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To Draco
I am so sorry I haven't written to you for so long. I came down with the flu and have been very sick. I'm over it now though. At the moment I am at my cousin's house, I arrived here yesterday very late.
Grandmother was right, two of the children are at a camp, so I'm left with a 12 year old girl and a 16-year-old boy. The girl's name is Claire, and the boy is called Samuel. Claire is really nice. She has long, bushy brown hair and large front teeth (remind you of anyone?) She loves to read, but is also very good at sport.
Samuel is ok. I don't know if I like him or not at this stage. He's a bit...you know...freaky. He always talks about his numerous girlfriends and quizzes me about my love life. I told him to shit off.
About your father and such, keep safe. I'm pleased to know your mother is all right. Remember to TELL DUMBLEDORE if anything goes wrong, or contact me and we'll figure out something.
When I was sick I read your letter over and over again. It made me feel better, but I'm really worried.
I'm starting to feel sick again, so I'll leave it at this. Miss you...
Love Hermione
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To Hermione
I'm sorry that you are sick, although I'm happy that you're feeling better now. If you don't feel up to it, don't write to me, I'll continue to write to you though.
Lucius did something weird last night. He flinched and grabbed his right arm. You're probably thinking, 'so what,' but it is a big thing, because that is the arm which has the Dark Mark on it. That means Voldemort is up to something (I hope you don't mind me using his name.) Anyway, I get the feeling Voldemort is plotting something against Potter, and he's excited about it.
You know what that means, don't you? Potter's scar must be hurting because he can feel what Voldemort is feeling or whatever it was.
Anyway, about those cousins of yours...Claire reminds me of you so much, in the early days, I mean. Ask her if there are any blonde boys who are being mean to her at the moment, but deep down she finds him extremely sexy and hopes one day she can be with him. Don't worry, I'm just kidding.
As for your other cousin, Samuel, make sure you tell me if anything funny takes place. He sounds a bit weird, be careful.
Anyway, about meeting in Diagon Alley, what do you think? It's only been a week, but I really miss you. I'll be seeing you soon though.
Love Always Draco xoxox
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Dear Draco
How are you? I am restored to health now! It's been a pain, usually I would just fix myself with a spell or a potion, but having no magic makes it really difficult.
That thing about your father sounds kind of serious. Continue to tell me about what he's up to. I'm so worried for you and your mother. I agree with you on Lucius might be feeling Voldemort's emotions, a lot like Harry.
Samuel is ok at the moment. He's got himself a girlfriend (she reminds me of Pansy.) He isn't giving me any troubles, thank god.
Claire is great. She's such a cutie. She's actually really technical, and very intelligent for her age. I asked her if she had any Sexy Blondes that she thought she hated but found them incredibly gorgeous. She said 'I am not aware of and attractive blonde headed boys tracing me, but the possibility is still there.'
As for Diagon Alley, I'd love to meet you there! Grandma hasn't decided on a day to go yet, what suits you?
Missing you a lot too. We'll be back at Hogwarts soon!
Love Hermione xox
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Dear Hermione
Thanks so much for your letter. A LOT has been going on here. Keep reading and you'll find out.
I'm glad Samuel is leaving you alone; he sounds like a real weirdo. As for Claire I'm pleased to hear the both of you are getting along a little bit like sisters.
Voldemort visited last night. Mother hid up in her room the whole time, but father insisted I stay down there. Most of his death eaters were there, including Bellatrix Lestrange. I hate her so much. She was telling the others how she had tortured muggles by using the Crutio curse over and over. She explained that she'd kill the youngest child first, then the others so the parents could watch it happen. Afterwards she'd kill the mother, and finally the father. Voldemort looked really happy when she said that.
Then Voldemort told everyone to leave except for Lucius, so we all obeyed. After everyone had left Lucius was really angry. Voldemort had been using the Crutio curse on him. He called mother in and...you know...beat her. He doesn't use magic any longer. He says it's better to hurt someone that way, and I should follow his example someday.
I think he's going to beat me one day soon. Mother is really weak. She can hardly walk. I have to get back to Hogwarts soon. I can't tell Dumbledore because father would find out, and he might...kill me.
I better go. I think father is coming. I miss you.
Love Draco xox
P.S: As for Diagon Alley, as much as I would love to, we can't meet. It's too risky. I'm really sorry, but I don't want to put anyone in danger.
P.S.S: Don't tell anyone about what's happening. Please.
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Dear Draco
Your last letter made me cry. It was so sad. I can't believe anyone would want to hurt your mother, or you for that matter.
You really have to tell Dumbledore if things get any worse. It will be dangerous, but Narcissa could die from this. That would be really, really sad.
I agree with you about Bellatrix Lestrange being a huge pile of filth. She's such a disgusting woman; she's the one who drove Neville's parents to the point that they had to go into St Mungos.
Not long until we're going back to Hogwarts. Hold on until then.
Samuel is acting so strange. He read through my diary, I know it was him because he had to break the lock, and he's the only one who knows how. He was also looking through other stuff of mine...he's stalking me or something...pretty freaky, but don't worry about me.
I have to go. Sorry this is so short.
Love Hermione xoxox
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Dear Hermione
Things are really rough here. I can't write much. Father is coming. Miss you. Please feed Heather for me, I don't have anything. It's hell here.
Love Draco
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Draco!
What's going on? I'm really worried!
Hermione
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Hermione
He's done it...he killed muggles, he tried to make me do it to...I...refused he did it to me. Can't write much.
Draco
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Draco! Please let me tell someone what's going on! You're obviously hurt! What curse? I'm going to Diagon Alley in a few days, anything you want me to pick-up for you. Keep Well!
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Hermione
He used Crutio...too many times. Hurts too much to write. Every inch of my body is sore. Don't tell Dumbledore, things will only get worse. I don't need any thing in Diagon Alley.
Draco
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Draco!
What is happening? Are you all right? Sorry for these short messages.
Hermione
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Hermione
I'm ok, I think, although mother isn't. Father hurt her much worse then before, and now he has to hide her from the ministry and stuff, otherwise he's got himself in deep shit.
Draco
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Draco
Your mother is hurt? I can't believe this. But it's kind of ok, because we're going back to Hogwarts tomorrow. See you on Platform 9 and three quarters, I'm looking forward to seeing you.
Hermione
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Hermione
Yeah, I'm looking forward to seeing you too. I haven't seen mother since it happened. I expect she'll come and say goodbye to me tomorrow. I have to wear enclosed clothes so nobody sees what he did to me. See you soon.
Draco
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Hermione rushed to the station. She was incredibly late because the traffic had been really bad.
She hastily ran through the platform revealing the Hogwarts Express.
She smiled at it. This would be the last time she ever took this train to Hogwarts. Hermione was planning to work at the ministry, or write books for the rest of her life. She needed enough money to support her family. Hermione smirked at the dream. She didn't think it would ever come true.
She boarded the Hogwarts express and peeked into its many carriages looking for Draco.
She grew frustrated as she found Ginny and Harry making out. She wanted to be doing that exact thing although with Draco at that very moment.
Finally she found his carriage. He was sitting there alone, staring out the window waiting for the train to start. He looked so helpless and cute.
'Draco!' Hermione sighed as she ran through the door, giving him a gentle hug.
'Hello Hermione,' he answered in a raspy voice.
'What happened?'
'Father beat me,' he sighed in a light whisper.
Hermione cuddled him more. How could anyone hurt Draco? He was such a little prince.
'C-Can I...see?'
Draco nodded and slipped his jumper up revealing his stomach. There were cuts all over it, and it was beetroot red.
Hermione gasped and started crying. She didn't want Draco to be hurt. She wanted to be dreaming.
'He hurt mother too. I don't know if she's going to be ok. She saw me this morning, and she looks...worse then ever before.'
Hermione held him tighter.
'Everything will work out. I promise.'
Draco nodded.
'What goes around comes around...ten times worse,' Hermione whispered to him.
Once upon a time there was a boy
In his early years he had to learn
How to grow up living in a war that he called home
Never knew just where to turn for shelter from the storm
Hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face
Every time my father's fist would put her in her place
Hearing all the yelling, I would cry up in my room
Hoping it would be over soon
Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same
I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother, for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake, I look back at yesterday
And I'm Ok
I often wonder why I carry all this guilt
When it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've
built
Shadows stir at night through a crack in the door
The echo of a broken child screaming please no more
Daddy don't you understand the damage you have done?
To you it's just a memory but for me it still lives on
Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same
I still remember how you kept me so, so afraid
Strength is my mother, for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake, I look back at yesterday
It's not so easy to forget
All the marks you left along her neck
When I was thrown against old stairs
And everyday afraid to come home in fear of what i might
see next
Bruises fade father but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love you gave
Every morning that i wake, i look back at yesterday
And I'm ok
Mmmm, I'm ok
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A/N: Hope you liked the chapter. I really like the whole writing notes thing.
IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE LYRICS I SUGGEST YOU DO! THEY REALLY DO MATCH WITH DRACO'S FEELINGS IN THIS CHAPTER!
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This is going to be a very long, but exciting chapter!
Chapter Fourteen: Note Writing
---Both POVS---
Dear Hermione
How are you? I've just arrived at the Manor. Everything seems to be going well so far, although I haven't seen mother at all. Father is angrier then ever. I have no clue why. He's rambling on about me getting the Dark Mark. Don't worry, Hermione, I can't get it until I am of age, and as soon as he makes a date I'm straight to Dumbledore. I have a feeling that will be when the Final Battle begins.
I hope you had a safe trip home. I came here by Floo Powder. I wrote as soon as possible, he can't catch me writing this, or...well...you know.
Father asked about you. Nothing bad has happened. I told him I made a bet with the Slytherins that I could date you for a while, and then dump you in front of the entire school. He isn't usually one for jokes like that, but he laughed and told me in his cold, cruel voice 'I knew I raised you right.'
Anyway, I better let you go. Write back to me as soon as possible.
Missing you already
Draco xox
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Dear Draco
I am so happy that you are well. I've been so worried about you. I am fine and arrived safely. I received your letter about ten minutes after I arrived actually. Since I live with my grandmother who is a muggle, I had to catch the train home, and then get a taxi. You wouldn't believe how much muggles would love to have the Floo Network, or even Apparition.
Please tell me if anything happens between your father, mother and you. I'm scared for you Draco, I truly am. I know you don't want to frighten me or anything, but I really want to know. I hope your mother is ok. If anything happens you have to tell Dumbledore.
I expect Grandmother and I will be going to visit my cousins for a little while. There are four of them, two boys (16 and 12) and two girls (15 and 17.) I've never met them before, so it will be interesting. Grandma says the 15-year-old boy and 16-year-old girl are going to camp. I really hope they aren't snobs.
Not much going on at the moment. Dumbledore kindly lent me his owl, since he knows I don't have one. Better let you go. Keep well. I miss you.
Love Hermione xoxox
P.S Your eagle is beautiful, what's its name?
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Dear Hermione
Thanks for your letter. I really miss you too.
I agree, muggles would love to have the Floo Network. It isn't nearly as dangerous as those horrible vehicles...cars are they? I've seen them once; father took me to a place where they sell them just to show me how stupid muggles are. Don't worry, I don't believe that anymore. When you're young you tend to follow what your father says, and mine didn't have a particularly good way to bring me up.
Father has said a few things about the Dark Mark. Voldemort is waiting; I know, father can feel it. This morning mother showed up at breakfast after father had headed out to the ministry. She didn't say much, just came in and gave me a hug and told me to behave myself. She seems frailer then ever. Father must be up to something.
I hope your cousins aren't snobby. I've never met my cousins, I don't know if I have any. Something tells me I don't want to meet them, probably because it runs in the Malfoy blood to be Death Eaters and muggle haters. If they do anything to you, just tell me, I'm sure I can arrange something; after all, a little memory spell can't hurt anybody... Father taught me a spell so the ministry can't track it when I do magic off the premises of Hogwarts. It's an extremely useful spell!
I better let you go. Please write me back as soon as possible. Are you going to Diagon Alley to get some supplies? Perhaps we could meet up there.
Love Draco xox
P.S As for my eagle, it's name is Heather. Father let me name it; he said it had to be after one of our relatives or one of Voldemort's followers. Heather means light. Malfoy means dark.
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To Draco
I am so sorry I haven't written to you for so long. I came down with the flu and have been very sick. I'm over it now though. At the moment I am at my cousin's house, I arrived here yesterday very late.
Grandmother was right, two of the children are at a camp, so I'm left with a 12 year old girl and a 16-year-old boy. The girl's name is Claire, and the boy is called Samuel. Claire is really nice. She has long, bushy brown hair and large front teeth (remind you of anyone?) She loves to read, but is also very good at sport.
Samuel is ok. I don't know if I like him or not at this stage. He's a bit...you know...freaky. He always talks about his numerous girlfriends and quizzes me about my love life. I told him to shit off.
About your father and such, keep safe. I'm pleased to know your mother is all right. Remember to TELL DUMBLEDORE if anything goes wrong, or contact me and we'll figure out something.
When I was sick I read your letter over and over again. It made me feel better, but I'm really worried.
I'm starting to feel sick again, so I'll leave it at this. Miss you...
Love Hermione
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To Hermione
I'm sorry that you are sick, although I'm happy that you're feeling better now. If you don't feel up to it, don't write to me, I'll continue to write to you though.
Lucius did something weird last night. He flinched and grabbed his right arm. You're probably thinking, 'so what,' but it is a big thing, because that is the arm which has the Dark Mark on it. That means Voldemort is up to something (I hope you don't mind me using his name.) Anyway, I get the feeling Voldemort is plotting something against Potter, and he's excited about it.
You know what that means, don't you? Potter's scar must be hurting because he can feel what Voldemort is feeling or whatever it was.
Anyway, about those cousins of yours...Claire reminds me of you so much, in the early days, I mean. Ask her if there are any blonde boys who are being mean to her at the moment, but deep down she finds him extremely sexy and hopes one day she can be with him. Don't worry, I'm just kidding.
As for your other cousin, Samuel, make sure you tell me if anything funny takes place. He sounds a bit weird, be careful.
Anyway, about meeting in Diagon Alley, what do you think? It's only been a week, but I really miss you. I'll be seeing you soon though.
Love Always Draco xoxox
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Dear Draco
How are you? I am restored to health now! It's been a pain, usually I would just fix myself with a spell or a potion, but having no magic makes it really difficult.
That thing about your father sounds kind of serious. Continue to tell me about what he's up to. I'm so worried for you and your mother. I agree with you on Lucius might be feeling Voldemort's emotions, a lot like Harry.
Samuel is ok at the moment. He's got himself a girlfriend (she reminds me of Pansy.) He isn't giving me any troubles, thank god.
Claire is great. She's such a cutie. She's actually really technical, and very intelligent for her age. I asked her if she had any Sexy Blondes that she thought she hated but found them incredibly gorgeous. She said 'I am not aware of and attractive blonde headed boys tracing me, but the possibility is still there.'
As for Diagon Alley, I'd love to meet you there! Grandma hasn't decided on a day to go yet, what suits you?
Missing you a lot too. We'll be back at Hogwarts soon!
Love Hermione xox
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Dear Hermione
Thanks so much for your letter. A LOT has been going on here. Keep reading and you'll find out.
I'm glad Samuel is leaving you alone; he sounds like a real weirdo. As for Claire I'm pleased to hear the both of you are getting along a little bit like sisters.
Voldemort visited last night. Mother hid up in her room the whole time, but father insisted I stay down there. Most of his death eaters were there, including Bellatrix Lestrange. I hate her so much. She was telling the others how she had tortured muggles by using the Crutio curse over and over. She explained that she'd kill the youngest child first, then the others so the parents could watch it happen. Afterwards she'd kill the mother, and finally the father. Voldemort looked really happy when she said that.
Then Voldemort told everyone to leave except for Lucius, so we all obeyed. After everyone had left Lucius was really angry. Voldemort had been using the Crutio curse on him. He called mother in and...you know...beat her. He doesn't use magic any longer. He says it's better to hurt someone that way, and I should follow his example someday.
I think he's going to beat me one day soon. Mother is really weak. She can hardly walk. I have to get back to Hogwarts soon. I can't tell Dumbledore because father would find out, and he might...kill me.
I better go. I think father is coming. I miss you.
Love Draco xox
P.S: As for Diagon Alley, as much as I would love to, we can't meet. It's too risky. I'm really sorry, but I don't want to put anyone in danger.
P.S.S: Don't tell anyone about what's happening. Please.
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Dear Draco
Your last letter made me cry. It was so sad. I can't believe anyone would want to hurt your mother, or you for that matter.
You really have to tell Dumbledore if things get any worse. It will be dangerous, but Narcissa could die from this. That would be really, really sad.
I agree with you about Bellatrix Lestrange being a huge pile of filth. She's such a disgusting woman; she's the one who drove Neville's parents to the point that they had to go into St Mungos.
Not long until we're going back to Hogwarts. Hold on until then.
Samuel is acting so strange. He read through my diary, I know it was him because he had to break the lock, and he's the only one who knows how. He was also looking through other stuff of mine...he's stalking me or something...pretty freaky, but don't worry about me.
I have to go. Sorry this is so short.
Love Hermione xoxox
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Dear Hermione
Things are really rough here. I can't write much. Father is coming. Miss you. Please feed Heather for me, I don't have anything. It's hell here.
Love Draco
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Draco!
What's going on? I'm really worried!
Hermione
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Hermione
He's done it...he killed muggles, he tried to make me do it to...I...refused he did it to me. Can't write much.
Draco
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Draco! Please let me tell someone what's going on! You're obviously hurt! What curse? I'm going to Diagon Alley in a few days, anything you want me to pick-up for you. Keep Well!
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Hermione
He used Crutio...too many times. Hurts too much to write. Every inch of my body is sore. Don't tell Dumbledore, things will only get worse. I don't need any thing in Diagon Alley.
Draco
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Draco!
What is happening? Are you all right? Sorry for these short messages.
Hermione
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Hermione
I'm ok, I think, although mother isn't. Father hurt her much worse then before, and now he has to hide her from the ministry and stuff, otherwise he's got himself in deep shit.
Draco
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Draco
Your mother is hurt? I can't believe this. But it's kind of ok, because we're going back to Hogwarts tomorrow. See you on Platform 9 and three quarters, I'm looking forward to seeing you.
Hermione
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Hermione
Yeah, I'm looking forward to seeing you too. I haven't seen mother since it happened. I expect she'll come and say goodbye to me tomorrow. I have to wear enclosed clothes so nobody sees what he did to me. See you soon.
Draco
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Hermione rushed to the station. She was incredibly late because the traffic had been really bad.
She hastily ran through the platform revealing the Hogwarts Express.
She smiled at it. This would be the last time she ever took this train to Hogwarts. Hermione was planning to work at the ministry, or write books for the rest of her life. She needed enough money to support her family. Hermione smirked at the dream. She didn't think it would ever come true.
She boarded the Hogwarts express and peeked into its many carriages looking for Draco.
She grew frustrated as she found Ginny and Harry making out. She wanted to be doing that exact thing although with Draco at that very moment.
Finally she found his carriage. He was sitting there alone, staring out the window waiting for the train to start. He looked so helpless and cute.
'Draco!' Hermione sighed as she ran through the door, giving him a gentle hug.
'Hello Hermione,' he answered in a raspy voice.
'What happened?'
'Father beat me,' he sighed in a light whisper.
Hermione cuddled him more. How could anyone hurt Draco? He was such a little prince.
'C-Can I...see?'
Draco nodded and slipped his jumper up revealing his stomach. There were cuts all over it, and it was beetroot red.
Hermione gasped and started crying. She didn't want Draco to be hurt. She wanted to be dreaming.
'He hurt mother too. I don't know if she's going to be ok. She saw me this morning, and she looks...worse then ever before.'
Hermione held him tighter.
'Everything will work out. I promise.'
Draco nodded.
'What goes around comes around...ten times worse,' Hermione whispered to him.
Once upon a time there was a boy
In his early years he had to learn
How to grow up living in a war that he called home
Never knew just where to turn for shelter from the storm
Hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face
Every time my father's fist would put her in her place
Hearing all the yelling, I would cry up in my room
Hoping it would be over soon
Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same
I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother, for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake, I look back at yesterday
And I'm Ok
I often wonder why I carry all this guilt
When it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've
built
Shadows stir at night through a crack in the door
The echo of a broken child screaming please no more
Daddy don't you understand the damage you have done?
To you it's just a memory but for me it still lives on
Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same
I still remember how you kept me so, so afraid
Strength is my mother, for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake, I look back at yesterday
It's not so easy to forget
All the marks you left along her neck
When I was thrown against old stairs
And everyday afraid to come home in fear of what i might
see next
Bruises fade father but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love you gave
Every morning that i wake, i look back at yesterday
And I'm ok
Mmmm, I'm ok
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A/N: Hope you liked the chapter. I really like the whole writing notes thing.
IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE LYRICS I SUGGEST YOU DO! THEY REALLY DO MATCH WITH DRACO'S FEELINGS IN THIS CHAPTER!
(Christina Agulira-I'm OK)
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