Martin left Grace and Mckenzie to talk. He took a walk to the cemetery and he walked up to the gravestone he hasn't seen for three years.

"Ruthie. I know it's been awhile since I came to talk to you." He paused for a precious moment.

"Our baby girl has been raped and has been pregnant for a while."

"I asked Rev. Rose to talk to her, she is agreat person, she reminds me of you a lot , the way she smiles the way she talks I think you would get along with her well she is a really good friend of mine I kind of think that we were ment to meet at the market that day .She has helped a lot with my problems." Martin started to cry he has notice he was telling his late wife about a wonderful girl and he didn't want to admit that he has fallen in love with his new friend Grace.

"Ruthie I am so sorry our love was so pure and so true I…. Rain started to drop and he felt weak he needed Ruthie, his wife, the Mother of his child, his bestfriend.

"I Need You! I cant live without you why did you have to die." Martin's voice went from loud to soft in a matter of seconds he felt so empty and guilty to think about Grace he whished that day that she died never came .He knew how his father felt when Martin's mother died of the biggest murderer of all. Cancer. If I just had one more day. He thought to himself.

"How old were you?" Mckenzie asked looking at the ground."

"14, It was the most horriable thing i ever experianced in fact that was the day i got saved." She said still with a smile Mckenzie wondered how she could still smile while telling her most frightful moments of her life she kinda envied her.

"So you became a Christian that night?"

"Yea i did i never hated the guy that did it to mebut i always whished i could of saved him from himself thats the part that hurts me the most." Mckenzie was confused and mad, She was mad at God and at Grace for saying it is nothing it is she has to be a mother andthis life could be a stranger to Mckenzie and worst of all she would never knowit's grandma..

"You have no right to say that!"Mckenzie could stopher mouth from speaking or yelling in this matter.

"This person made my life so hard and painful i blame him i blame god!" I..." she broke in tears and so did Grace she went to go hold the upset mother but Mckenzie tried to push her away but then fell in her arms.

"Dont Touch Me! I need my mother and in need her so much." Mckenzie started to calm down butshe still had free flowing tearsdroping from her face.

"Dont blame this on anyone Mckenzie yes this guy raped you but gave you a gift he gave you another life growning inside you thatGod is hoping to use in life."

"Mckenzie, Without pain there would be no compassion, I learned that from one of my favorite movie." Mckenzie's mouth formed a grin and she dreamed of her mother.

Martin fell asleep in his driveway in his Black SUV as he dreamed about his Wife..
Theirs a song thats inside of my soul..

"Ruthie?"

"Martin, i forgive you its alright to fall in love with Grace i sent her to you i know that you always will love me our love will last a lifetime."

"I love you Ruthie i truly do."

"Love you too."

I give you my destiny i'm giving you all of me i want your smphony singing in all that i am at the top of my lungs i'm giving it back.

I pray to be only yours i know now your my onlyhope.