I'll Find You

Authors Note: Warning this IS mostly fem slash. Also if you are offended by religions other than your own (in this case Wicca) you might not want to read this. Rating for violence, sexual content, language, and suicide. Before you read I would like you to know this is a true story of what happened to me and my ex-girlfriend.

Chapter Four: Seven Years

Almost seven years had passed since the last time I saw Sango. Sango would have just turned fourteen and I would be fourteen in less then a month. I was back on the way to my grandfather's house. It wasn't as big a deal going over there anymore. Sure it was a bit boring without Sango, but I managed especially since my grandmother left.

As my little cousins birthday party continued on I was in the front yard staring at the house in which Sango used to live remembering all the good times we had together. Then for the first time in years I decided to go back to mine and Sango's old meeting spot. Slowly I made my way to the heart of the forest. Nothing had really changed, except now there weren't many white flowers mostly blue and purple. The Wiccan pentacle drawn on the old tree stump had began to fade. I peered around, I could hear music, good music by the sounds of it, HIM, one of my favorite bands. I walked toward the music through the forest until I stepped out into Sota's old herb garden.

The garden had flourished on its own an unexpected turn of events. Even more unexpected was the girl hunched over harvesting some herbs. She was extremely beautiful her long black hair fell over her shoulders. The girl was wearing knee high black boots, with a black mini skirt and a black net shirt with a black bikini top under it. Her nails were long almost like claws and painted black. On her full lips was black lipstick and her beautiful forest green eyes were outlined with black eyeliner. And through one of her eyebrows was a silver stud.

The girl turned to stare at me peering into my blue and green eyes. My hair now purple was down to the small of my back. I was wearing my black leather boots, baggy black men's bondage pants, and a black t-shirt with bold white and red lettering that said "ANIME FREAK". My nails were much shorter then hers and were painted black and purple. On my eyes I wore sparkling purple eye shadow and black eyeliner. Spiked bracelets on my wrists and a collar on my neck completed my outfit. To say the least I had changed from the innocent kind of preppy little girl into a "gothic freak" as the people at school enjoyed calling me.

I knew this girl probably got the same treatment at school as I did she looked familiar and all of a sudden I realized who she was.

A small smirk spread over my lips as I said, "I told you I would find you, Sango. Its been a very long time but I found you."

"Kagome?" her voice was as beautiful as I remembered it, very gentle and soothing.

I nodded and before I knew it Sango's arms were around me. "Wow. I've missed you too."

We walked around aimlessly talking about what had happened over the past seven years. Sango's brother, Sota, had graduated from high school and was currently still going to college. He lived in the city with his wife and two year old son. She now had a younger brother named, Kohaku, he was only four years old at the time. While Sango had made several new friends, I had made only two very good friends. Sango while had her gothic crowd at school that loved her she knew as soon as she graduated she would probably never speak to them again. However she did have a boyfriend named, Miroku that she seemed very much in love with. Overall it was clear Sango was happy to have her best friend back, so we could have all those girl talks we always said we would have about our boyfriends when we were younger. And now we didn't have to sneak out to see each other.

Only a few months ago my grandmother had left my grandfather. She had said she wasn't happy with him that she never was, and she ran off with a man young enough to be her son. Since my grandmother had left the family was getting closer then ever. We actually started doing things together. No one had really liked her except for my grandfather and my little cousin Kouri. In my opinion we were better off without her. Besides my grandfather was starting to move on and Kouri was young and didn't seem to truly understand the situation yet.

Eventually we found our way back to Sango's house. I ate with her family being constantly questioned by Naraku. Night had fallen and I knew my family would be leaving soon, but I didn't care. We started a small fire and looked up at the stars talking more about the past seven years. Apparently, despite the additions to the house they were still living on welfare. Almost everything Sango owned was from the library, a Christmas gift from one of her relatives, bought by her brother, or stolen. I disapproved of her stealing especially since she stole most of her clothes from my favorite store, Hot Topic. I suggested getting a job, but was told that Naraku refused to let her work. Sota paid her what he could to baby sit, but it wasn't nearly enough. But I wouldn't ask her to stop. If she stopped stealing she basically wouldn't have clothes , and its not like she did it all the time. Besides I figured if she had to steal she might as well steal what she likes.

Soon my sister Yaone came running over, "Kagome the parents are ready to leave. I'm staying at grandpa's"

"Why don't you stay at my house, Kagome. I can let you borrow some of my clothes." inquired Sango.

"I'll go ask!" I said running towards my grandfather's house.

Minutes later I came back to find my sister sitting in my seat talking to Sango. I become oddly jealous at this site. And for a moment the thought 'Get away from her. She is mine.' ran through my head. I shook my head I was her friend and I didn't want my sister to get close to her she has already stolen my only two friends I was able to convince myself. I put my hand on Sango's shoulder to tell her I was back.

"My parents want us to go in. Bye Yaone. We'll see you tomorrow." said Sango.

It was late and Sango's little brother was already asleep as were her mother and father.

"I lied about my parents. I could tell you didn't like your sister. Come on lets go for a swim." she said grabbing my hand.

"B..b..but I don't have anything to swim in.." I stuttered.

"That's okay. You don't need anything."

We went into the backyard removing our clothes and dived into the pool. The water was freezing, but it didn't take too long to adjust. I loved it out there, no street light to pollute the beauty of the stars and the moon even seemed brighter.

"Kagome, have you ever thought about what would happen if I hadn't moved?" Sango asked shyly.

"Uh…yeah…of course, I do. What do you think would have happened?"

Through the darkness I could see her grin, " I think we would be together by now."

"Your…"

"Bisexual. Yes."

"Oh…uh…uh…its getting cold we should go inside." I suggested.

Sango nodded and we climbed out of the pool grabbing our clothes on the way.

"Lets take a shower to warm up." Sango said leading me to the bathroom.

She started the water it was warm and felt good against my cold flesh. We had not been in the shower for a minute before Sango had me pushed against the wall kissing me passionately. Sango placed soft kisses up and down my neck grinding against me gently. We washed each other softly kissing and grinding eventually making our way to Sango's bed. I guess I always knew I was bisexual. I had constantly had thoughts about kissing another woman and making soft love to each other, but I never thought I would have acted upon it. It was like an impulse. I couldn't help these thoughts and yes I had masturbated while looking at the women in my mother lingerie catalog. I never thought it would have gone that far.

I woke up the next morning snuggled up with Sango. I smiled and ran my fingers through her hair.

"Sango, come we have to get up." I whispered.

"Eh, its too early." she whined.

" Well we at least need to put on some clothes."

"Shit…" she muttered and stumbled out of bed as she tossed me some clothes and we dressed.

"What's wrong?"

"I promised my brother I would baby sit for him He should be here in like an hour. You can come if you want."

About an hour later Sota pulled up in the driveway.

Sango got into the back seat with me, "Hey Sota." Sango said as we settled.

"Hey. Who's your friend?" he asked with a smirk.

"Oh come on Sota! Its Kagome."

"Oh, Kagome! Nice to see you again. Its been a long time."

"Yes. Too long." I responded.

The forty-five minute drive to Sota's house was anything but silent. Sota was asking me a lot of question and Sango was singing along to the songs on the radio. When we got there Sota's wife was about to walk out the door. In the back ground you could hear Ryu, Sota's son screaming for more attention. Sango ran to get him and Sota grabbed his things and ran out the door to catch up with his wife.

We spent a relaxing day watching movies and playing with Ryu. But soon it was becoming dark and it was time for me to leave. Sango and I exchanged numbers and kissed goodbye.