I'll Find You

Authors Note: Warning this IS mostly fem slash. Also if you are offended by religions other than your own (in this case Wicca) you might not want to read this. Rating for violence, sexual content, language, and suicide. Before you read I would like you to know this is a true story of what happened to me and my ex-girlfriend.

Chapter Six: The End

Winter sped by and with it came Spring it would soon be the end of the school year. Sango and I were most anxious for it to end. Summer meant that we could be together as long as we wanted. It was like a three month weekend in which Sunday came only once, the day before school started again. We would be turning fifteen this year, sophomores in high school. And although Sango and I were lovers I had another lover now just as Sango also had Miroku, I had Inuyasha.

Inuyasha and I met on Christmas Eve at a party our parents had forced us to go to, and we were dating by the end of March. Inuyasha toward over me by seven inches he would have been quite skinny had he not have the tendency to lift weights. His large hands were abnormally soft and always his long claw like nails were painted black. His hair was long and silver would have reached to the small of his back if he would not always keep his hair tied up. And his eyes were a beautiful golden color. I told Inuyasha all about my relationship with Sango, I wasn't going to lie to him. Strangely though he wasn't angry nor was he jealous as I has expected, or at least he never let on that he was. In fact he said, "Its turns me on. Why should I be jealous? Jealousy is a stupid emotion. As long as it isn't another guy."

My family and I were on our way to my grandfather's house. I was excited to be able to introduce Inuyasha to Sango and Miroku. As soon as we arrived we jumped out of the car, grabbed our things, and then ran over to Sango's.

When I knocked on the door I was greeted by a man with wavy black hair piercing eyes that appeared as though they were red. He was tall and had a handsome face, it was Naraku, Sango's father. He led us through the dark and eerie house back to Sango's room. "Sango…" he called his deep voice was cold and sent shivers down my spine, "your friends are here."

Sango opened the door ushering us in. Miroku was zipping up his black jeans when we walked into the room by the grin on Miroku's face and Sango's flushed cheeks it was obvious at what they had been doing. "Well I see you two were having fun." I said making Sango's cheeks become more red then pink.

Miroku thankfully had just turned sixteen and had his own car. We spent most the day joy riding as my mother would all it. We were four teenager's with very little money, so after our "joy riding" we went to skate parks and practiced skateboarding. No matter where we were though Sango seemed to be avoiding my eyes. I tried to pull her aside and ask her what was wrong, but every time I got close to her she picked up her pace.

For the time being I fell back and decided to stick by Inuyasha until she wanted to talk to me. It was nearly midnight by the time we got back to Sango's house. Naraku who had been waiting for us had gotten drunk and passed out. Inuyasha and Miroku slept on the floor and let us have the bed. As soon as they fell asleep I began to question Sango about her odd behavior today.

"So, are you going to tell me what is wrong?" I asked her.

"Nothing." she answered.

"Bull shit. You are fucking lying. Why were you acting so strange today then?" I persisted.

"I wasn't. Look don't worry about it, nothing is wrong. Good night." Sango said and that was the end of it, for now.

I fell asleep wondering what was bothering her so much that she couldn't even tell me. As much as I wanted to continue my questioning I decided to leave it for now.

However, soon that day was forgotten as the schools let out and summer vacation began. Sango who had no air conditioning in her house spent most of her time at one of three places: Sota's house, my house or in the water.

It was in the middle of June when I was asked to watch a dog for my mom's friend, who was going out of town for two weeks to visit friends in England. And she was paying my to stay there two hundred and fifty dollars. All I had to do was let the dog outside, feed and water it, and give the dog it's medicine. She even stocked up her kitchen with food and drinks for me plus money for pizza or if I needed something.

She had a huge backyard plenty of tree's for shade, beautiful flowers, and a pond. The perfect place for practicing Wicca. The house was huge made of white brick, gorgeous floor to ceiling windows in the back so you could look out at the land. In the basement there was a family room, storage room, laundry room, and a bathroom. On the ground floor there were two more family rooms, a dinning room, kitchen, and a bathroom. The second floor held three bedrooms, a master bed and bathroom, and two other bathrooms, The third floor and final floor was a bedroom, office and a bathroom. So the house was huge and enough room for plenty of other people to join me.

Unfortunately for my mother to allow me to do this my sister, Yaone, had to stay with me. Thankfully though she would be at work most of the time. The third floor bedroom was going to be occupied by her and her friend Mathew. So that meant I could invite several friends still. Sango, Miroku, Inuyasha, Amaya and Rin, Amaya's girlfriend would be the ones staying for the whole two weeks. It would be like a two week party. Yaone would probably join us in being stupid rather then stopping us, though my mother thankfully didn't think of this.

The day finally arrived for us to go over to my mom's friend's house. The first night we didn't do much except explore the house further, rent videos, and relax. My sister who was nineteen now had rented porn. Yes we were the sick perverted teenagers sitting in someone else's house watching porn on there television. But whatever is was a form of entertainment and it sucked anyway. In our opinion there was no good porn it was all very cheesy, but it held our attention for a few hours until Yaone went to bed. As soon as she was safely in bed we all went into the back yard and turned on all the lights and lit some candles she had outside. We stripped down and went skinny dipping in the pond. It was stupid yes even I admit that, but sometimes even stupid things can be rather fun.

It was the best two weeks of my entire life. We did all kinds of things. Occasionally on the nights that Sango slept with Miroku I would pass the bedroom and hear the now familiar sounds of Sango's moaning. I smirked to myself though and continued on. However, we would switch sometimes and Sango would sleep in my bed while Inuyasha slept with Miroku. On another such night I was passing the room on the way to let the dog out, it was four in the morning and everyone else was "sleeping", but apparently not Miroku and Inuyasha. As I was walking back to my bedroom I could still hear the noises. I woke up Sango and we giggling quietly opened the door to see our boyfriends on the bed completely naked. They pulled away and looked kind of scared as we walked in and closed the door. "Well don't stop on our account." Sango said. We sat down on a trunk that was in the corner of the room and watched as our boyfriends returned to sucking the other's manhood.

Although our two weeks at the house may have seemed like one massive sex orgy it was anything, but that sure at night occasionally now that Sango and I knew our boyfriends weren't against touching each other we would have a foursome. But besides that it was pretty much normal ,except we could be more free since there weren't any parents around. Sango and I could practice Wicca, my sister could practice whatever religion she was into now (she randomly decides to practice different religions), we were free to say what we want and do what we want. Even fight freely occasionally when my sister and I got angry at each other. We didn't have to clean, unless we felt like it, but then again the house didn't get terribly messy anyway. We could eat, sleep, read, write, swim, watch movies whenever we wanted it was the best part of that summer vacation.

But of course like all good things it eventually had to come to an end. The night before my mother's friend was to come home we cleaned up the house, so she wouldn't notice exactly how many people I had over. Before Sango and Miroku, who were leaving that night instead the next morning, left I gave Sango her birthday present. It was a leather bound Book of Shadows with silver writing on the cover, a red rose, and a silver necklace with a pentacle dangling off it. Inuyasha and I remained alone (with the exception of my sister) that night and spent a pleasurable night alone curled up by the fire.

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The summer months flew by and next thing I knew it was a week before school was to start again. I went to see Sango one day, as it would be the last time I would see her for awhile. She seemed oddly depressed when I walked up to her on a beautiful sunny afternoon.

"Hey." I said.

"Hey." She answered her voice abnormally quiet as she looked at the ground.

"What's up?" I asked her.

"I have…Kagome…I can't…I'm sorry, but I can't see you anymore." she said doing everything to avoid my gaze.

"What…but why?" I questioned as I felt my heart shatter.

All of a sudden she got to her feet a look of anger in her face, "Because, I can't stand you anymore! I don't love you! And I never want to see your face ever again! Now leave!" she screamed at me.

Totally shocked at her sudden anger I turned and ran into the forest tears streaming down my face.

A/N: Sorry I took such a long time to get this chapter up. I have no excuse except that the new Harry Potter book came out and for two days my life became devoted to reading that and sleeping. Then I was just plain lazy. Sorry. The next chapter will be up much sooner, and I'm sad to say that I don't think this story will be much longer. It is a short one and very difficult to write. I plan to have it done before I go on vacation on the fourteenth and then I shall be starting on a Harry Potter fan fiction, then after that I have a new Sesshomaru/Kagome story planned out.