We All Fall Down

(OK, i first started this story as something to do when i got bored,but

last night i was listening to very angsty music,and coincidently(i cant

spell) came up with a very angsty,if not invovled plotline, probally along

the line of Lynn Osbourn's(tell me if i cant use your name) rating(i.e rated

R). The future chapters wont be nice, wont be pretty,but they will be

devolped........as soon as my slow ass typing gets them down lol )

~"No" And with that Ahmall swooped down to capture the princes lips.

Mozenraths eyes went wide..........stiffening........but then relaxed into

Ahmall's hold.....eyes closing........~

Ahmmal hummed pleasently against soft lips, taking control where the other

didnt know how, pleased at how the twos bodys melded together perfectely,

not even put off by the black tail that shot straight up in suprise or the

cat ears that flattened back on Mozenraths head.

Mozenrath, how ever was anything but calm. His head spinnned, a mad blush

on his cheeks.His heart palpatated like a mad hares...realizing distantly he

was getting his first kiss. Never being a social child nor a very warm

one....his Castle life offered little oppurtunity for romance. But his

stubborn pride wouldnt let him admit that....so he kept up the best he

could,silently gratefulll Ahhmal pulled back to let him breathe.

Ahhmal gave him his patented amused smile..Letting the akward silence hang

there..hell , it didnt bother him.But he watched Mozenrath squirm and

straighten his clothes ...that pink coloring still softely smoldering on his

high cheekbones.

"Let it never be said your not bold"..Mozenrath said quietely

Ahhmal chuckled and took him gently back into his arms.Mozenraths eyes shot

up to his..an odd deer in the headlights look on his face.Ahhmal sighed,

resting his chin on Mozenrath's head..

"Im not trying to hurt you ...", he said teasingly.

Mozenrah snorted halfheartedly.

"So-- do you think you might find the time to spend on a little ole'

commoner like me princy?"

Mozenrath ignored the jab,for now any way, Ahhmal's heartbeat beating in

his ear.

An rare smile played across his lips.

He looked up.

"Sure"

__________End

Flashback__________________________________________________________

"Hello? Ahhmal?"

Ahhmal was jolted out of his reveries by a gracefull hand waving in front

of his face.

"Hmmm?", he replied.

"Such a cunning linguistic you are" Mozenrath teased,,battting his

eyelashes so ridicoulesy that Ahhhal started to laugh.

Mozenrath smiled in return, falling back against that stones as a brace.

Ahhmal followed, bracing his arms on either side of the boy.

"There has got to be a reason I put up with all this backtalk" Ahhmal said

with a playing tone.

Mozenrath put a finger to his chin in a mock thinking pose.

"Hmmmm, i wonder."

Ahhmal tilted his chin up.

"I think I know..."

And with that, he sealed their lips..Mozenrath purring contentedly...

Mirage cut through the grass with her swift steps....the dew evaporating

under the concentration of her gaze. For once, she didnt know what to

do..and it was and odd and pestering feeling. Oh,she knew she had to find

that brat of hers and chew him out for skipping an appiontment with her..but

the whole ordeal..Damn him, she thought with a snarl of Mozenraths "father",

she never asked to be a mother. But it was more her fault, she cursed her

weakness. A learning sorceress, confident,cocky. nieve, but not even strong

enough to throw off some random rapist. Oh she could take physical

pain...how do you think it feels to channel magic? Not a picnic and a bundle

of roses itself. But the humilation..the degrading feeling of

violation...And to know she couldnt even defend herself was the greatest

pain..at least mentally. It festered in her; eating away at her confidence

her esteen, but most of all, her trust in herself. So that night and forward

she dedicated herself to be stronger. She swore to herself that she would be

invincable..and no one would be able to get the best of her. But not only

did her strength grew as she clawed her way to the top, her heart hardened

as well. Inpeneatrabe, void of any room for pain. But as small as it was,

she had one soft spot, her son..ironically, And even though it was a stormed

and steel night where her virginity was taken away, she could still know he

looked like his "father". Pale as snow and flashing black eyes, the same

that hovered mockingly above her that night. A morbid fascination kept her

from killing him, she surmised. But she guessed she owed her caring for him

for some motherly instincts. She couldnt deny that having a small little boy

toddle after her as a child didnt do something to her heart, with his cat

hears, her features he fortunatlely inherited, and glossy litttle tail

tripping him up. But did he cause her grief. Her little bastard baby was

born an outcast; and therefore not inheriting her races natural ability for

magic. But she supposed it was her "love's" care that refused to give up on

him. Maybe it was unfair to enforce upon him a childhood of stufying

endlessly and training no friends and at the mercy of his tutors

judgments...but she' doing it for his own good, she knew it. She wont let

what happened to her happen to him. He wil not be used and left to be thrown

to the dust. He will be strong.

So why then must he make it hard on himself? Why for every pull hes got to

push? Like today.. he was supposed to show up in the throne room for a

demonstration of his skills and how far he's come, to prove every snide

remark how bout his bastard breeeding and lack luster lineage wrong, to

show her efforts were not in vain. But what does he do? He disregards her

and goes off where ever he pleases.

Her rapid procession came to a hault at the edge of the Castle

gates.....her eyes narrowed. There, her son, like some school girls slut,

was shoved up against the ruin walls, the site of her ancestors tomb, and

was being touched,,tainted...kissed by some dirty little street trash.. How

dare he? How dare they?

"Mozenrath!!!!!!!!!!!"

She saw knew he heard her by his posture in suprise but he refused to look

at her, burrying his head in his partners chest, looking away.

"Shit", he cursed softly so only Ahhmal could hear.

Ahhmal looked down at him, then at the raging cat incarnate coming closer

and closer.

"Hey Mozenrath--------------", he said in a warning tone.

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( oh how i love cliffhangers)

lol

chapter 4 is coming

Dean