Title: What My Heart Desires

Author: Marik chan

Type: Romance/Drama

Rated: R

Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh!

Warning: This story is Yaoi meaning a malemale relationship! You don't like it then what the hell are you doing here? Flames are not tolerated and are used to roast various Yu-Gi-Oh characters! I do accept suggestions and critic! Thankyou (smile)

Summary: Marik gets beat by his Yami. Badley! And only wishes to be fe freed from it with death. Yami Mariks boyfriend, Bakura, and Ryou, Mariks best friend are beginning to get on to it. When Bakura finds out will he help the hikari or take his loves side? Eitherway Marik still loves the albino...

Chapter 1

It hurts....

It hurts so bad...

Where am I?

He slowley opened his eyes as far as he could. His head was heavy his body bruised, bloody and hurt...

Its so dark...

And so cold...

Why cant I move?

Everything hurts...

So bad...

"Ah Hikari I see your finally awake." The deep voice sounded somewhere from in the dark. It was him again. Why was he here? What did he want? Marik couldn't move...

"Get up!" The Yami ordered.

Marik tried to move but couldn't move one inch. It all hurt so bad.

"Get up!!" The darker half ordered again this time more demand in his deep voice.

So much pain...

I cant move...

But I must!

Marik very slowley sat up yelping at the constant pain that shot through his body.

"Hirkari...hikari..."

Marik heard footsteps coming towards him but where was he? Where was his Yami?

"Did you miss me in your endless sleep? Im sure you did..." The darker half purred.

Marik looked around slowley trying not to move his neck for it hurt also. Before he could scan the dark cold room any longer he was picked up fiercly by the shirt collar. "Hngh!"

"My precious little light...you look so irresistable and absoloutly..." he licked his lips. "Tasty!"

Please don't let him do this to me again...

And if he does let me die in the process...

I am so afraid...

Yami Marik closed in on his Hikari crushing his rough lips against his Hikaris soft tender ones.

Hurts so bad...

I can taste blood...

But it is my own...

The bitter copper taste doesn't disgust me anymore for I have tasted it everyday now after the battle city tournament.

I thought I got rid of him then...

But I was wrong...

"Yugi called today..." Yami Marik purred into his ear. He knew it would depress the sensitive egyptan. "He wanted to invite you to his little sleep over party tonight."

My friends...

They don't even know what im going through...

I hardley even remember my friends nor the Pharao or my sister...

I am so alone...

So alone...

"But im not sure if I should let you have fun or not. If I let you go I cant have my fun with you. But on the other hand if I let you go I can have my fun with my love...Hm..." The yami grinned licking his lips again. "I could really use something more apatising. For you are worthless!" He spat throwing Marik on the hard concrete floor.

Im worthless...

I am nothing...

Just in the way...

"You know what...I think ill let you go to that little slumber party...but first I wanna have some fun with you!" He said evily picking Marik up and carrying him upstairs. They were in the basement...no wonder it was so cold and dark.

"Hikari...!"

Marik knew that tone and immiditialy cuddeld himself into Yami Marik. He had to. If he didn't cuddle the punishment would be worst. Although he hated cuddeling with the yami. He always smelled of alkohal and smoke and worst, death.

My master!

I am your slave...

Do as you wish...

A half hour later...

Yami Marik dumped his Hikari in the warm bathtub getting in behind him. The water burned Mariks soft skin and seeped into his open wounds. He winced trying not to show his weakness but failing all the same.

He heard Yami Marik grin and give a light chuckle from behind him as he grabbed Marik and pulled him close to his bare chest.

My Master!

I am your slave...

Do as you wish...

Marik gulped down his yelps as his Yami sucked on his neck and bit down on it making the crimson fluid seep out before lapping it up.

He held Yami Mariks hand tightley each time he bit down. Clenching his teeth and his yamis hand he let out a yelp as Yami Marik bit his ear.

All was silent after that. Marik waited for the yelling, the screaming and angry vicous punches but they never came. But why?

Marik turned to face the Yami. No expression was shown on his face, nothing.

Inside he felt the fear rising in him. The anxiety and panic. He knew something was coming but he couldn't prepare for it. If he couldn't prepare for the weakest why even prepare for the worst. He was scared.

Yami Marik gripped his Hikaris chin forcefully looking into his eyes with raging ones. The fire burning in his. He squeezed the small chin in his fingers preparing to crush it when that weak voice escaped the lips of his Hikari.

"Gomen Nasai!! My love..."

Yami Marik looked at him apparently waiting for more

Marik knew what he had to do so he moved in closer to his Yami pressing his lips on his and kissing him the passionate way he knew his darker half would love it.

"Enough!" Yami Marik shoved him off getting out of the bath tub and leaving his Hikari alone.

"Nande...?" (Means why)

He put his back against the bathtub sieghing heavily and sinking into the foam. The pain slowley dieing down.

As Marik was getting dressed his Yami was coming up the stairs. "I take you know how to keep your mouth shut tonight Hikari?" he said in a threatning tone. "Hai..."

On there way downstairs Marik saw Yami Mariks boyfriend waiting downstairs. Bakura. Ofcourse Bakura didn't know anything about the beatings he received. If he did who knows if he would join his darker half. The only thing was...Marik liked Bakura. And not just any type of like he loved the albino. But it would never come into the light. Or so he hoped.

"About time you two got finished!" He grinned as the two came down the stairs. "Yeah well you know how Marik can get!" His Yami laughed ruffeling through Mariks hair. Marik smiled, or tried at least.

Don't worry master...

Your secret is safe with me.

For I am nothing...

Who would believe me?

"Well then can we drive?" Bakura asked not looking at Marik for a second.

I mean nothing to you as well...

But still my feelings are true for you...

For I love you.

But youll never love me...

"Sure! We just gotta throw him out at Yugis and then we have the night to ourselves!" Yami Marik said coming over to the albino and lunging for him. Marik tried ignoring the passionate embrace they were sharing and waited patiently.

In the car the music was playing but Marik was to buisy wondering why his Yami would let him go to Yugis party.

"You got everything Hikari?" His Yami asked.

But he got no answer. "Marik?" The teen asked again. As he got no answer he was starting to get angry.

,Hikari...!, Marik heard the low growl through their mind link and looked into the front mirror to see his Yami casting him a ice cold glare.

"Ha...Hai Yami?" he said trying to hide the fear.

Bakura looked away as he saw the fierce glare from his boyfriend directed at his Hikari.

"I asked if you got everything you need for tonight?" His voice was sweet but his glare was ice cold burning into Marik. "Yeah I think I have everything." He said trying to smile. The yami turned back to the road. Bakura looked into the side mirror catching a glimpse of Marik as his "happy" expression changed into a sad depressing one.

"Here ya are Marik." Yami Marik said stopping in front of the game shop. "Arigato..." He said getting out of the car and grabbing his bag and closing the door letting out a heavy siegh.

The car drove off and Marik walked up to the lit up game shop.

So that's it for chapter 1!! 8) !!! Hoped you liked it! I'll continue if I get some good reviews! Although I didn't really like this chapter...but chapter 2 will get better!!

So please review if you do you can all have a cute picture of your favorite pairing! Just write me what you want and ill send you the picture! I only have Yaoi pairings though! So bare with me please!

Marik chan