Title: What My Heart Desires Author: Marik chan

Type: Romance/Drama

Rated: R

Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh!

Warning: This story is Yaoi meaning a malemale relationship! You don't like it then what the hell are you doing here? Flames are not tolerated and are used to roast various Yu-Gi-Oh characters! I do accept suggestions and critic!

Summary: Marik gets beat by his Yami. Badley! And only wishes to be fe freed from it with death. Yami Mariks boyfriend, Bakura, and Ryou, Mariks best friend are beginning to get on to it. When Bakura finds out will he help the hikari or take his loves side? Eitherway Marik still loves the albino...

MC:

Chibi B-Channie: Aww thankyou... im glad you like this story so much!! You really think it's the best one?! Well hope you like this chapter then!

Swtdreams07: Glad that you still like it!!

Moocow33: YOU FOUND MY WEAK SPOT!!!! I just looove choclate!!! (glomp) Thankyou!!! Thankyou!! THANKYOU!!!! (munch much) Mmmmm!!!

Angel Of Roses: Yeah your right! There are too many storys with Joey and Seto or with Yami and Yugi! So I decided to take matters into my own hands and write something with my alltime favorite characters!! Besides who cant get enough of Marik and Yami Marik?! Thanks for reviewing! It really keeps me going!

Y.Bakura/Y.Malik fan: That's a interesting name! Atleast we all know in which characters you interested in lol!! Yeah I feel really sorry for Marik as well....because hes my favorite character! As you can see by my nick name! .v!!! I don't know I guess its like that sometimes that authors think their storys suck. I mean I think they suck all the time! I just don't like them...Im gonna post a new story called A Love Only To Be Imagined. The main pair is Bakura and Marik. Its about 2 bands who are fighting for a contract to become famous. Marik is the leader from the band and Bakura the leader from the other and they are desperatley in love with each other although there supposed to be enemys. So Marik is getting really depressed over it and so on and so forth! Maybe youll like that story. I mean I like that story! Lo! You really like the name I gave Yami Marik lol! That's good! It took me 2 days to think of it!!

Chapter 3

The sleepover party was good. Marik loved it to be free for one night. But now he would have to return to his darkhole. Already he was afraid.

He took his time walking home. No need to rush.

He took in the scenery.

So beatiful...

So fresh...

So clean...

And bright...

So unlike me...

He was home faster than he wanted. Shivering slightley he put the key in its lock and turned it slowley hoping his Yami was asleep. As he enterd the room it was dark and silent.

"Well now! Back so soon!" He felt himslef being slammed against the wall the moment he closed the door. "Did you miss me my precious?" "Hai..." he said unwillingly kissing his Yami. Hoping that it would inlight him some.

You are my master...

I am your slave...

Do as you wish...

"Mhm..." The darker half smirked into the kiss pushing the teen roughly to the floor before smirking more. "You know Bakura asked me if I was beating you yesterday. How do you think that coud have happened?" He asked in an evil tone. "I...I don't know." "No? Get up!" He commanded. Marik did as he was told and faced his Yami with fear.

Please don't hurt me...

If you do...

Then kill me in the process!

Please!

"Are you sure you don't know or are you lieing to me? You know I hate liars!" "Hai...but im not lying honest!" "Hm stupid hikari!" He said before strolling over to him. "Did you tell Ryou?" "No!" "Well then why the fuck did Bakura ask me?! How would he know anything about it unless you told your pathitic best friend?!" Yami Marik yelled. "I...I don't know..." "If I hear that answer out of your mouth one more time again ill beat you black and blue!" He said as he grabbed Marik by the shirt and shook him furiously. "Gomen nasai! I... Ryou noticed a few of my scratches and bruises...and I..." "HE WHAT?!"

Oh gods...

Please kill me...

Master...

"I..." "What have I told you?! Cant you dress yourself properly?!" "I," "Don't interupt me!" He said giving Marik a hard and brutal slap across the right cheek. "That's it! Youll never leave this house again!"

The problem was that it was summer vacation so he was not even able to go to school.

Marik was cowering on the floor in front of his Yamis feet scared to death. Although he was supposed to be used to this by now he just couldn't.

Im so alone...

So helpless...

So lost...

Im nothing...

„Afraid are you?" Yami Marik asked kneeling down next to the precious light. Marik nodded slightley not being able to lie to his Yami. "Hm..." his Yami smirked again before standing up. "You should be!" he said kicking the teen forcefully in the ribs loving the way he balled himself up into a small pathitic ball in front of his feet.

It hurts so bad...

I cant move...

Is this how my life goes on?

A never ending brutal bloodshed life...

"My sweet precious little Hikari!" He growled before kicking the teen again. Marik clenched his teeth together desperat not to cry.

Your kicks...

Your punches...

They never end...

Do they?

Why must you hurt me so?

The tears were on the edge of falling as Yami Marik picked him up by his hair thrusting him so he had to look at his Yami. "Aww...does it hurt so bad?" Marik couldn't answer him. He wasnt allowed to show weakness.

But it was too late the tears were already being spilt. "No..." Yami Marik sieghed heavily shaking his head. "Your just giving me a reason to continue arent you?" He threw the Hikari against the wall who still tried to hold back the urge to yelp.

"You cant hold it back forever Hikari. Come on let it out. Tell me what you feel!"

Let me take back my life!

Id rather be all alone...

Anywhere on my own...

The very worst part of me...

Is you.

Yami Marik came over to the Hikari again and slammed him against the wall looking deeply into his eyes. "Why are you letting me treat you like this?" He asked. "Why?!"

You are my master...

I am your slave...

Do as you wish...

"Answer me when im talking to you! Why?!" He punched his Hikari in the face aware that it would leave a bruise soon. But he didn't care.

"Y...You are my master..." Marik coughed out wiping the blood away from his mouth.

"Aha...Then act like I am your Master you worthless nothing!" he said kicking Marik in the stomach and laughing as the teen coughed out the blood. "Hehehehe." He rolled the bloody and bruised teen over on his back placing a foot on his chest slowley letting the weight down on the fragile angel. "Does it hurt Marik?" he asked applying more pressure.

"H...Hai..." He said as more blood was coughed out. "Well then..." He said lifting his foot and bringing it down with such force he could hear the slight cracking of bones.

"AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!"

That was it. The breaking point. The muffled screams and crys that he had been trying to push down came out. It hurt...it hurt so bad! He felt like he was totally broken. Hell he probably was. The crimson fluid continued to seep out of his mouth and the salty tears mixed in with the blood. "Dare to scream? I knew I could break you! Your weak! Your NOTHING!!" Yami Marik said clutching the teens chin again and appling pressure. "Open your eyes and look at me!" he scowled. Marik slowley opened his eyes half way the pain trying to claim the best of him and pull him into the darkness. But he couldn't let it happen.

"Oohh..." moans kept escaping Mariks mouth as his ribs burned with pain. "Did I hurt you little Hikari?" he said now punching Marik in his stomach and turning his fist in his gut. "I told you about yelping! Didn't I?" "...Hai..." "Then why do you continue to do it?!" He asked slapping the teen again on the already bruised cheek.

As the light gave no answer he sieghed angerly and grabbed the boy by his golden blonde hair and dragged him up the stairs to his bedroom.

MC: Oohhh Gomen Nasai!! I dont believe im hurting Marik like this! Im sorry to all the Marik fans out there hope you can bear with me through this!!