Title: What My Heart Desires Author: Marik chan

Type: Romance/Drama

Rated: R

Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh!

Warning: This story is Yaoi meaning a malemale relationship! You don't like it then what the hell are you doing here? Flames are not tolerated and are used to roast various Yu-Gi-Oh characters! I do accept suggestions and critic! Thankyou (smile)

Summary: Marik gets beat by his Yami. Badley! And only wishes to be fe freed from it with death. Yami Mariks boyfriend, Bakura, and Ryou, Mariks best friend are beginning to get on to it. When Bakura finds out will he help the hikari or take his loves side? Eitherway Marik still loves the albino…

Marik chan: (comes out black and blue) Hey!

Mokuba: MC! What happened to you?

Marik chan: Well…Yami Marik chan started it.

Yami Marik chan: I only tought you a lesson about posting late!

Marik chan: But it hurt!

Yami Marik chan: So? You torture Marik!

Marik chan: BAKA!

Mokuba: Yeah you really are a Baka Ymc!

Yami Marik chan: Ts! (shrugs)

Marik chan: Ah well…lets thank the reviewers!!

Angel of roses: Than you so much for that compliment! (happy as ever) I love Yami Marik/ Marik storys! Im glad you like it so much. Makes me want to post chapter 7 up as well! (squeels) Yeah in my story I have a tough Ryou! Hes gonna stand up more often! We have way too many shy Ryous anyway right? (dances)

Ahja Revn: Yup! Im pretty much alive!

Yami Marik chan: (mumbels) Not for long

And the plot thickens with every chapter!

Chibi B-channie: Yay ! Im alive! Ok not really but a bit! This is turning out to be a good story yay! (so happy) Don't worry if I don't update a few weeks. Its school! Now that vacation is over its harder to update. But im trying. And the reviews im getting make me wanna really post faster!! Have fun eating hot dogs and sleeping!! (grins)

Orangeaura868: Yeah the part where Bakura hits Ryou kinda slipped in there, Yami! (glares at YMC)

YMC: What? I only made the story better!

Pah! You wish! Im continuing allright! Its only gonna get sadder at the moment though. But there are some happy moments!

Hoshi-Yuki: My Yami never is sarcastic when it comes to torturing somebody or threatning somebody! As you can see (shows off all the cuts and bruises) But when your stuck with them? (sighs) Baka… Bakura is hard to convience especially since Yami Marik is lover. But maybe it will work soon (grins) I know!!! No im not mad that you corrected me its very good actually! Its hard writing in german 4 years now and then english. Its confusing and I guess I forget a lot hehe!!! (sweatdrop) Im sorry you have to wait so long! I could kick myself in the ass for it but I guess my Yami did that already!

Kittikat Kai: I promise ill keep up the good work for the reviewers sake!!

Y.Bakura/Y.Malik Fan: True Yami Marik does get more violent with every chapter but that will be explained why in chapter 7! Im glad your still loving it although you are a huge Yami Marik fan just like me!!

Yamisugar: Im glad your loving it and im sorry for the long waits!

Moocow33: prepare to stick your eyes to the screen again! (grins)

Chapter 6

As Yami Marik awoke and walked towards the kitchen he found his Hikari still in the same position he left him yesterday against the door. "What the hell is your problem?" He asked not waiting for an answer and continuing his way into the kitchen.

Not even you care about me…

Im just your slave…

As long as im still alive…

Theres nothing to worry about …

Nothing!

Yami Marik came out of the kitchen biting into a sandwich. He stopped in front me.

I slowley crained my neck up a bit too get a view of his face it was expressionless once more. For a moment we held our gazes locked before he turned away and went up the stairs. I too sunk my head again holding my knees against my chest.

I didn't notice him coming back down the stairs until I was scooped into his arms and carried up the stairs. What was he doing now? He probably wanted to take the remains of last night up to bed. But we didn't go into the bedroom. Instead he took me to the bathroom, set me down on the floor and left mumbeling stupid Hikari as he shut the door behind him.

I stared at the closed door for awhile before I looked around. He had made me a bath. But why?

Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

The doorbell rang and Yami Marik went to answer it. "Oh Ryou what a pleasent surprise!" Yami Marik smirked.

Ryou blushed trying to keep his angry look.

"What brings you here?"

"I came to see Marik where is he?"

"He's upstairs…why don't you come in?" Yami Marik asked stepping aside to let the teen in.

"I know you beat him!!"

"Are we on that tour again?" Yami Marik sieghed.

"You cant fool me! You maybe Bakuras boyfriend but im Mariks bestfriend!!"

"Ts…" Yami Marik shrugged his shoulders as if he didn't care. "Hey, what happened to you?" He asked suddenly surprised brushing Ryous hair away to get a better look at his cheek.

Ryou blushed slightly at the touch as his stomach gave a jolt.

"Well?"

"Um…Bakura hit me…" Ryou just couldn't lie. Even he did the Yami would notice he was lying so why even try?

"Bakura huh?"

"Yeah but it was an accident!! Hes not like you!!"

"Why do you think I hit him Ryou?" Yami Marik breathed while coming closer.

"Because hes only around you." Ryou stammerd taking a few steps back.

"So that makes you think I hit him? Because he's always around me?" He asked still coming closer.

"Well y…yes…" Ryou said now backed into the wall.

Yami Marik moved closer so there only were a few centimeters between there faces.

Ryous breath turned ragged and he felt his cheeks burn up and his body tense. He couldn't keep his eye contact so he closed them.

"Ts…you wanted to see my Hikari didn't you? Well hes upstairs taking a bath." Yami Marik said walking away.

Ryou stood for a moment glued to the spot. Never before did he have such contact with Yami Marik and never before did his body betray him like this.

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Marik was torn out of his deep thoughts when he heard a knock on the door. It was probably only Yami Marik…

Gods…

Please let him drownd me in the bath tub…

Don't let him hurt me any longer…

Im already so stained…

"Marik…?" He heard his best friends innocent voice through the door. "Marik are you in there?"

"Ryou? Hai…come in." He said a part of him happy and relieved at the same time.

His albino friend entered the bathroom smiling. His cheeks were flushed and his face slightly glazed over with a thin sheet of sweat. "Is everything allright?" I asked him. He immidiatley tensed up but smiled and said he was fine as he sat down on the toilet next to the bathtub.

"How are you?" Ryou asked after a moment of silence.

"Im fine." I lyed. I was hurting like hell and the hot water seeping into my wounds wasnt helping much either.

"Marik…does your Yami beat you?"

I sieghed heavily. I would love to tell him the truth but I just cant…

"No Ryou he doesnt…I…" I took in a deep breath upon seeing Ryous bruised cheek. "What happened to your cheek?" Did Yami Marik hit him? Or could it be Bakura?! No way…

"Um… well to tell you the truth Bakura…hit me yesterday…"

"B…Bakura?!" I wanted to get up and walk over to Bakuras house but the pain shot through my body and I was way to weak. Besides I loved Bakura. And maybe Ryou wasnt telling the truth and it was really my Yami.

"Why did he do that?"

"He got a little angry yesterday because I kept telling him that your Yami beats you."

"Ryou! My Yami doesn't beat me!!" Marik shouted.

"Yes he does! I know he does! Your just afraid to tell me because he would kill you if you did!" Ryou shouted as he stood with rage. "But I promise you, I'll find it out! I will! And no one can stop me! Not you, not Bakaru and not even your Yami!!" He shouted before storming out of the bathroom.

"Ryou no wait!!" Marik called after him but it was too late.

"Ts, Whats his problem?" Yami Marik asked coming into the bathroom.

"He's still accusing you…"

"Hm…well thats nice. Let me tell you something." Yami Marik said moving in on Marik."If he ever finds out than I promise you…youll never see the light of day again. I doubt youll even see the darkness of the night." He said dangerously in Mariks ear.

"I promise he wont find out."

"Promises are good Hikari. But…can you keep them?"

Those cold eyes…

So much like myne…

Yet so different…

They bore into me like fire…

Burning my insides away and robbing me of all my senses…

It hurts…

Why must you hurt me so?

Why?

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,I'll show you guys allright! I know Yami Marik beats you! I know he does!!,

Ryous words echoed through his head throughout the day. And Yami Mariks threats wernt making it better.

,Promises are good Hikari but can you keep them?,

,Youll never see the light of day again,

Marik sieghed heavily.

,I doubt you'll ever see the darkness of the night.,

,Marik does your Yami hit you?, Yugis voice now echoed through his head.

"NOOOOO!!!!" Marik shouted holding his head as he colapsed on his bed.

He almost shrieked as he felt a pair of lips trailing down his bare shoulder and a pair of strong arms wrap around him from behind. "Yami…" Marik said his voice emotionless as he leaned into his nightmare.

"Tell me Hikari…do you love my Bakura?"