Title: What My Heart Desires Author: Marik chan

Type: Romance/Drama

Rated: R

Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh!(crys)Or anything from Placebo! Nor anything from Limp Bizkit

Warning: This story is Yaoi meaning a malemale relationship! You don't like it then what the hell are you doing here? Flames are not tolerated and are used to roast various Yu-Gi-Oh characters! I do accept suggestions and critic! Thankyou (smile)

Summary: Marik gets beat by his Yami. Badly! And only wishes to be fe freed from it with death. Yami Mariks boyfriend, Bakura, and Ryou, Mariks best friend are beginning to get on to it. When Bakura finds out will he help the hikari or take his loves side? Eitherway Marik still loves the albino…

Marik chan: WOW! This has got to be the longest chapter ive ever written!! And those reviews from you guys really stunned me! They were all so wonderful! (crys)

Yami Marik chan: Cut the crap and get on with it!

Marik chan: Alright alright… (sieghs) Anyone know how to tame a Yami?

Yami Marik chan: (growls) I heard that!

Marik chan: hehe moving right long…

THANKS TO:

Chibi B-channie: I dont think things are gonna better soon ! Maybe worst and a bit confusing to some of the readers because chapter 8 is gonna be a huge surprise! Hehe (grins evily)

Yami Marik chan: Copy cat!

Marik chan: bah! (sticks out tounge)

Yami Marik chan: (takes out sissors) I'll cut it off!

Marik chan: (smiles) Gomen Nasai! Anyway thanks for reviewing once again! (glomps)

Angel of roses: Mariks right! Through the mindlink! But Yami Marik will explain that now! And he sure is in for it bad!

Well I had to update sometime! Before they all kill me! Makes me happy that you jumped up in your chair (smile) Its cool to have a feeling that people really read this and get all excited when I continue! Wow…

I like keeping the characters in the same position I started off with! No sudden mood swings it all takes place slowly so the readers understand why there going through it! And Yami Marik is just the perfect character for it all! Don't you think? Bakura will appear and so will Ryou! Ryou more often though! But Bakura will appear more often in chapter 8! Promise! Theres no cliffie though at the end of this chapter! Not really. At least I don't think! I guess I'll find out when people start throwing frying pans at me!! (huggels)

Hoshi-Yuki: Frohe Weihnachten! You were right! Prepare for a nice long chapter now though! Its like 23 sides long! But I couldn't cut it in the middle. There would be a cliffie and then it would be a pointless chapter! So why not a nice long chapter right?! I know how the stuff with I'm and You'll and I'll works im just too lazy to to put the comma in it! And my computer is old…(sulks) If im lucky I'll get a new one for christmas and then I don't have any more errors since this one doesn't have spell check! Not really at least! Sorry… I'll work on it! Well put yourself in Mariks position youd be thinking some wild stuff too! Right? Anyway I don't think my Yami can stop "teaching lessons" No wonder he likes Yami Marik so much!

Kittikat Kai: Ahehehe sorry for the long wait! I hope it never happens again or else I have 2 against me! But remember if you guys kill me I cant continue posting or writing!! (sweatdrop)

Ahja Reyn: He found out through the mindlink that Yami and Hikari share! But Yami Marik will explain soon!

HANDHELD Uber Rei Model 105: Aw you really reread the story?! Well its not going to good for Marik and Ryou has a surprise in store for us in chapter 8!

Y.Bakura/ Y. Malik fan: OK I'll explain it all to ya! Ryou doesn't like Yami Marik! He cant stand the guy at the moment although his feelings are BEGINNING to betray him! In the summary it was mentioned that Marik likes Bakura and in Chapter 1! Although I thimk I mentioned it in some other chapters! But anyway Yami Marik found out through the mindlink that they share but Yami Marik will explain that in the beginning of the chapter! I hope that answers all of your open questions?

Jou: I hope this fic gets a happy ending to! Although there will be a sequel to it so who knows if the happy ending comes in this fic!

Kuroi Kitty: Update coming right up!

Saffron-Starlight: Isint it pretty? Yeah right…thanks for reviewing though it might get pretty later on though!!

Eye-Of-Misery: Glad you liked them so much! And I hope you like the update!

There we go all reviewers taking care of and thankyou so much for all of the great reviews! (hands out Mokuba plushies lifesized ofcourse!!)

Chapter 7

Mariks eyes grew wide as he stared open mouthed ahead of him.

"Well tell me… do you love my Kura?" He asked now coming from behind Marik and pinning him against the wall.

"N…no! I only love you! M…Master…" Marik said hoping to dear life that his Yami believed him.

"Is that so Hikari?"

"Hai it is!"

Yami Marik looked at him for a moment. The same usual smirk spread across his lips.

"You didn't think you could keep it from me did you?"

Mariks eyes grew more wide as he stared at his Yami in complete shock.

"Well?"

"But Yami Marik…I…I ony love you! Really I do! I couldn't," He stopped in midsetence as he received a brutal slap from his Yami.

"Why are you lying to me?!"

"I…" Marik sieghed still facing the floor as his cheek burned from the contact just seconds ago. "You didn't think I would notice did you?" The yami asked tilting Mariks chin towards him so he could look into his eyes.

My Master…

I am so sorry…

I betrayed you…

My love belongs to you…

But I gave it to another…

Oh my master…

I am so sorry…

"The way you look at him…how your heart gives a jump everytime you see him. How your insides just ache for him…you didn't really think you could keep that all from me now did you Hikari? Have you already forgotten that we share a link? Where all your feelings flow clearly through. Oh Hikari…" Yami Marik said shaking his head.

Marik looked helpless. He didn't know what to do. Nor what to expect. His Yami discovered his feelings. There was no way out of this one. He would have to except whatever fate had in store for him and he wished it was death…

"Hm hm…" His Yami gave a disgusting chuckle. "Since you are so much in love with my Bakura I might have to teach you a lesson not to cheat on me or take away other peoples boyfriends."

"But Yami I,"

"Ah ah ah! What have I told you about interupting me?"

"Gomen nasai…"

"Mhm. I expect you downstairs in 5 minutes!" Yami Marik said getting up and leaving.

Marik stared after his Yami. Why didn't he beat him or hit him? Or was he saving it for later?

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5 minutes later Marik came down the stairs expecting to get slammed into the next wall or beat down to the floor but none of it came.

He entered the living room seeing Yami Marik on the couch with…Bakura?! They didn't want to beat him together. Did they?

"Hikari…" Yami Marik said in a sweat voice. ,Sit down., He heard him growl through the mindlink.

Marik sat down on the couch across from Bakura and Yami Marik.

"Bakura…since you are so fond of my Hikari… I give you one night with him." Yami Marik said looking at his lover.

Bakura looked at him surprised for a moment and then at Marik.

"But Yami Marik I,"

"Hikari…Bakura is fond of you. You should enjoy that. And im pretty sure you like him too so why not enjoy the night I grant you?" He smirked with the milleniums rod behind his back.

Bakura had an evil glint in his eyes as he walked up to Marik. "You have the whole house to yourselves." Yami Marik said exiting.

"Ba…Bakura no please…you have a boyfriend…please!!" Marik pleaded as he backed as far away as possible from Bakura.

But Bakura only smirked and picked Marik up by the waist carrying him up the stairs.

"NO!! Bakura please!!"

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Bakura threw Marik on the bed the evil glint never leaving his tiger like eyes as he took off his clothes and tore Mariks off.

"Bakura!! NOO!!" Marik thrashed but Bakura wouldn't let loose. He pinned Marik down and kissed him furiously.

Marik screamed into the kiss as he felt Bakuras hand between his legs. "NO!!! DAME!!!"

Tears streamed down his face.

Bakura looked down at Marik and suddenly he felt dizzy and weak.

"Bakura…"

Bakura colapsed on top of Marik breathing heavily.

"Gods… Gomen Nasai… Marik."

"What?"

"I don't want to hurt you…what came over me…?" Bakura asked shocked as he got dressed.

"But…"

"Cut it ok?! I don't know what came over me!!" Bakura threw Mariks clothes in his face and sat down on the couch across from the bed.

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The next morning…

"Hikari…" Yami Marik smiled as he sat at the kitchen table drinking his hot choclate. "Did you sleep well?"

"Hai…"

"How was your night with Kura?"

Marik tensed together remembering yesterdays happenings. "Fine…"

Yami Marik got up and hugged Marik from behind. "You don't really think im gonna believe that do you?" Yami Marik purred. "I know he didn't fuck you last night. He backed down…"

Marik was to shocked to say anything. How did his Yami know? Was he watching?

"I've told you about lying to me Hikari…" Yami Marik said spinning Marik around so they were facing each other.

"I…Im sorry…" Marik said kissing his Yami.

"Im sure Bakura apoligized and acted funny after a while didn't he?"

"Ho,"

"You didn't obviously think that Bakura would rape you did you? He wouldn't do that…oh no…I had to hypnotize him a little."

"But why…?"

"Mhm how else was I supposed to teach you a lesson. My Kura…rape someone…" Yami Marik chuckeld and Marik caught the empression that his Yami was angry.

"My Kura…and you?" Yami Marik gave out a low hollow laugh before turning serious."I suggest you keep your fingers away from him! Along with your little feelings!" Yami Marik growled wrapping his hand around his Hikaris throat.

"Gomen nasai…" Marik chocked out. "You belong to me! Only me!" Yami Mariks grip tightend and his air was cut short. "Don't you ever lay eyes on him again!" Yami Marik tossed the defenseless teen to the floor and kicked him in the stomach.

Marik clenched his teeth together.

No…

I belong to only him…

My Master…

I am his slave…

I cant betray him…

My Master…

Is my love.

"Believe my words Hikari. I will stop at nothing to keep Bakura away from you! He belongs to me! And you belong to me! No one shall have you but me!!" Yami Marik shouted as he threw a knife.

It landed a centimeter away from Mariks face.

Oh gods…

Hes possesive…

I have no chance…

Death is the only way to claim back everything I lost…

Yami…

Please…

Just kill me…

I shall never be happy if you don't…

My Master…

Just grant me this one wish…

"Stupid Hikari!" Yami Marik kicked him one more time before leaving the kitchen.

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Bakura walked home feeling dazed and angry. What was coming over him? He was beginning to become violent and he had no control over his body.

"Damnit!" He swore going into the house. He saw Ryou sitting on the couch watching tv.

Bakura stormed past him without a word. Ryou watched as his Yami stormed up the stairs and heard a door slam shut.

"Kura just believe me… Yami Marik beats his Hikari…" The doorbell rang and Ryou jumped.

"Who could that be?" He asked himself going to the door and opening it.

"What do you want?!" He hissed as he saw the spiky haired teen.

"Aww why so aggressive?" Yami Marik asked letting himself in.

"I asked why you were here!!" Ryou spat angurly.

"Maybe I wanted to see you…" Yami Marik said holding Ryous chin gently.

Ryou turned red for a moment his heart leaping but then his eyes narrowed.

"Why?! So you can beat me too?!"

"Honestly Ryou," Yami Marik began pacing a bit. "You don't really think I would beat my Hikari do you?"

"You bet your ass I do!!"

"But why? Why should I hurt such a precious angel?"

"You cant fool me!!"

"Oh yeah? Maybe I can…" Yami Marik said moving in on Ryou again so their faces were dangerously close. He held Ryous chin again and moved in.

Ryou turned scarlet as his eyes slowly sank closed.

Yami Marik smirked before pulling away. "If you want me so bad Ryou just say so…" He said beginning to walk up the stairs.

Ryou sank to the floor panting. Sweat beads already began to gather on his forhead as his cheeks burned.

"No…!"

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Yami Marik knocked on the door before entering Bakuras dark room.

Bakura was sitting on his bed, the curtains drawn and his head held down.

"Kura love whats wrong?" Yami Marik asked ever so sweetly.

"Marik…I feel as if im loosing all control of my body…" Bakura said looking at his hands.

"Why do you say that?" Yami Marik asked crawling up to Bakura and hugging him from behind.

"Im becoming violent…I don't like it…im scaring myself…"

"Kura…everyone looses their temper every now and then. You're a Yami. A darker side. Its only normal."

"You think so?" Bakura asked turning his head to face his love.

"Hai…" Yami Marik smirked. "Its ok… I have the same problems…when I feel like im loosing total control of my body and have the urge to kill…" Yami Marik said as his hand trailed down to Bakura waistline and under his pants. Bakura tilted his head back leaning it on Yami Mariks shoulder as he felt Yami Mariks hand slip down his pants. "But you have to fight that urge Bakura…"

"But I cant…I even hit Ryou…"

Bakura didn't notice as Yami Marik smirked wide behind his back. "Kura it can happen…"

"D…did you hit Marik before?"

"Hai once or twice. But never more. But I always apoligized. I would never hurt my Hikari." He knew he could really win Bakura over without hypnotizing him.

"Demo….I,"

"Ssshhh…lets not talk about this now…" Yami Marik said taking Bakuras chin into his hand and tilting his face towards him so he could kiss him.

"Hm…" Bakura gave in slipping his tounge into Yami Mariks mouth and pulling him closer.

Yami Marik wasn't really the slow romantic type. He wanted it fast and hard and this was something Bakura had already gotten used to.

So when Yami Marik spun him around and flipped him on the bed he wasn't surprised and tore off Yami Mariks shirt.

"What took you so long to get here?" Bakura asked in between hot gasps.

"I had to spend some time with my Hikari." Yami Marik said as he kissed a hot trail of kisses down Bakuras chest and loosend his pants.

"You didn't hurt him did you?" Bakura panted arching his back giving in to his possesive lover.

"No, how could I hurt such a sensitive angel?" Yami Marik smirked in between his kisses.

Bakura let out a moan as he felt Yami Mariks lips brush over his thighs and pulled him up kissing him hungerly and pulling off his shirt.

Bakura sometimes wished Yami Marik would take it a little slower and be more gentle but it never came. He was more the rough type he didn't have time to be romantic. He just wanted to fuck he could cuddle afterwards.

"Yami Marik?"

"Y…yes?" He panted turning Bakura over on his stomach and pulling him up.

"Tell me you love me."

"I love you." He said smiling and began to push in.

Bakura clutched onto the bed sheets as he was expanded and he felt Yami Mariks large member fill him.

"Kirei chan!!" He cried out as Yami Marik thrust into him.

Yami Marik enjoyed Bakura screaming out his nickname and slid 2 fingers in Bakuras mouth letting him nurture them. He continued to rock his hips foreward taking Bakura with everything he had.

Bakura moaned louder fisting his hands tighter in the blankets as tears of pleasure ran down his cheeks.

Yami Marik removed his fingers and slid them down between Bakuras legs massaging the sensitive area. This caused Bakura to cry out louder and the drool ran down Bakuras chin. Loosing all senses Bakura begged for more.

"Do you like that Kura chan?" Yami Marik asked in a seductive purr.

"H…Hai!!"

"Do you want more?"

"Onegai!" (please I beg you)

Yami Marik smirked picking up his pace as he threw his head back and moaned.

"Ya…Yami Marik!" He gasped. Its been awhile since Yami Marik took him like this. And he was enjoying every second of it.

"BAKURA!!" Yami Marik cried out his lovers name in complete ecstacy.

MC: You guys are probably wondering if Yami Marik takes his relationship with Bakura seriously! Well he does. Very seriously at that. Hes more posseisive than anything else. And anyone who lays a hand on his Kura-chan well take a look…

MC: La li ho Bakura!!

Bakura: Hey MC!! Whats up?

MC: (goes over to Bakura and trys to give him a hug)

Yami Marik: (Throws a mini atom bomb at her)

MC: xx you see…(coughs smoke)

Bakura let out out a cry as he climaxed and practicly colapsed on the bed. His body wet and sticky.

Yami Marik thrust in one more time before he too was taken over by the force of his release letting the fluid seep into Bakuras body. He pulled out and layed himself next to Bakura. Both bodys glazed over in a fine sheet of sweat.

Bakura panted heavily taking Yami Mariks hand into his and twined their fingers together. Yami Marik held him close from behind enjoying how Bakuras back was pressed up against his chest and stomach. He slowly began to kiss Bakuras sensitive neck everynow and then nibbeling at the skin there. Like always cuddeling came later.

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Looks like im gonna do everything myself

Maybe I could use some help

Marik packed his stuff as fast as he could before his Yami came home. He limped to the closet taking out all the clothes he would need and threw them in the suitcase. There was no time to be careful and do it right.

But hell if you want something done right

You gotta do it yourself

Maybe life is up and down

But

My lifes been what till now

Yami Marik was on his way home smirking. Bakura had cried out his name again and forgot about his incedent with Ryou

I crawled up your butt somehow

And that's when things got turned around

I used to be alive

Marik was about to throw his money in the suitcase when he fell. The change and bills scattered all over the floor and he scrambeld up trying to pick it all up.

So pathetic

Now I get it

Whats done is done

You just leave it alone

And don't regret it

Yami Marik sieghed heavily. Now all that was left was his little Hikari…who was sitting obidient at home waiting for him. His Marik…

Sometimes

Some things

Turn into dumb things

And that's when you put your foot down

Marik stuffed the money in his pocket not bothering to pick it all up his Yami could be back any moment now and he was already shaking.

Why did you have to go and be somebody like you?

And why did you have to go and hurt somebody like me?

How could you do somebody like that

I hope you know that im never coming back

Yami Marik got the key to the door out of his pocket and put it in the lock turning it slowly.

Looks like im going to do everything myself

Maybe I could use some help

But hell if you want something done right

You Just do it yourself

Maybe life is up and done

But

My lifes been what till now

I crawled up your butt somehow

And that's when shit got turned around

I used to be alive

So pathetic

But now I get it

Whats done is done

I know you just leave it alone and dont regret it

Marik closed the suitcase and sieghed heavily. Finally he made it! Now all he had to do was leave out the door!

But sometimes

Somethings turn into dumb things

Yami Marik came in and closed the door entering the dark house. He switched on the lights and looked for his Hikari.

And that's when you put your foot down

Why did you have to go and be somebody like you?

And why did you have to go and hurt somebody like me?

How could you do somebody like that

I hope you know that im never coming back

"Hikari!!" He called through the house walking from room to room.

Why did you have to go and be somebody like you?

And why did you have to go and hurt somebody like me?

How could you do somebody like that

I hope you know that im never coming back

"Oh no!" Mariks body immidiatly filled with panic and his knees buckeld. He had to hold himself up on the wall. "Hikari!!" He heard his Yami calling him. "Comeon Marik! All you have to do is go downstairs and leave!" Marik said to himself trying to make himself courage.

Depending on you is done

Giving to you is done

No more reasoning

No sleeping

No living

Its all just more giving to you

And im done

"Hikari! Goddamnit!" Yami Marik shouted getting angry. Where was he! He could feel fear and panic seeping throuth the mindlink. "Hm hm…" Yami Marik laughed. „Hide and Seek is over Marik. Come out…"

Depending on you is done

Giving to you Is done

No more reasoning

No sleeping

No living

Its all just more giving to you

And im done

Marik snuck his way downstairs with his suitcase. He peered over the railing looking for his Yami. Still shaking he creeped down the stairs. His Yami was standing in the doorway his back turned.

But hiding from you is done

No more reasoning

No sleeping

No living

Its all just more giving to you

And im done

"Hikari!" Yami Marik called again from in the doorway now smirking. Marik snuck his way to the door shaking violently. As he reached the door he put his hand on the knob turning it very slowly and quietly.

"Hm hm hm…Hikari you honestly don't think im falling for that now are you? What do you think I don't feel you behind me. Where are you going?" Yami Marik asked calmly still smirking.

"I…I was just um…I wanted to go visit Ryou…"

"Ryou huh? That's why your sneaking around like that?"

"I…" He knew his Yami would take note of any lie. And visiting Ryou well it was half the truth and half lie but…damn he was in for it now.

"Marik…" The Yami said with closed eyes as he turned around.

Marik was trembeling so violently he could hardly stand on his feet.

"Whats in that suitcase?"

"Its um…..uh...Yami Marik I...Please..."

„Marik..." Yami Marik warned opening his eyes.

The cold steely lavender burned into his and he almost colapsed full of fear and panic.

G…gods…

Marik slid down the door as his knees began to give way. "Im so s…sorry…" Marik stammerd as the tears flowed down his cheeks. He was afraid. Gods he was more than afraid. He knew what his Yami was capable of and he knew what was coming to him.

Oh Ra…

Why did I disobey him?

Why didn't I just stay upstairs?

Its my fault…

Its all my fault…

Im such a bad Hikari…

Master…

My punishment shall not be of no use…

It serves me right.

My Master…

"Hikari…all I ask you is to obey me. To be a good Hikari and just follow my rules. Why is that so hard to understand? All I want is that you accept your mistakes and do it right the next time. Why must you always bring me to things that I don't want to do? Do you think I enjoy hitting you? Beating you until you cant move? Do you think I enjoy that? Marik…" Yami Marik said cupping his Hikari's chin in his hand. "You were trying to run away. Werent you?"

Mariks eyes grew wide and he was cornered. He couldn't move. Fear and panic had him cornerd in one spot.

Yami Marik sieghed and smirked looking into Mariks innocent lavender eyes that were filled with fear.

"Hikari…why are you doing this to me? First you make me beat you…then you want to take Bakura away from me and now you want to run away?"

He was right. He was the one for Yami Mariks actions. How could he be so heartless? Poor Yami Marik…he has to fight for whats his and here Marik is trying to take it away from him. "G…gomen Nasai…"

"Hm…" Yami Marik smirked again leaning in closer so there lips almost touched each other. "Its allright Hikari…" He breathed before placing his lips over Mariks.

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Ryou sat in his room and cried. His best friend was being abused by his Yami, his feelings were being mixed up by the bronze skinned spirit, Bakura hit him and didn't even bother to believe him and he was too weak to do anything about it all. He was just Ryou. The weaker half of his Yami. "DAMNIT!" He cried.

Doesn't hurt me

You wanna feel how it feels

You wanna know know that it doesn't hurt me

You wanna hear about the deal im making

You

You and me...

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Yami Marik was kissing Marik ever so gently his tounge only grazing the insides of Mariks mouth. Marik held on to him as if he were going to colapse. Perhaps he already did. Perhaps it already happened. A long long time ago…

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"Just…" Ryou sobbed the tears uncontrolable as he held his knees close to him and just cryed.

And if I only could

Make a deal with god

And get him to swap our places

Be running up that road

Be running up that hill

Be running up that building

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Yami Marik slowly raised his hand upwards and then bit into Mariks tounge making him shriek under his Yamis lips.

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If I only could…

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Yami Marik slapped Marik hard across the cheek and licked his bloodstained lips. "YOU HAVE BROUGHT ME TO MY LAST VERY FEW NERVES MARIK ISHTAR!" Yami Marik said furiously standing up and kicking him hard in the gut.

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You don't wanna hurt me

But see how deep the bullet lies

Unaware that im tearing you a thunder

Theres a thunder in our hearts

So I shake for the ones we love

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Yami Marik was furious. And how furious he was. His kicks and punches were all heavy and he didn't bother to loosen up at all like always. No this time he wanted his Hikari to understand that he was in control and the he always will be. That his Hikari belonged to him and no other. Marik belonged to him. And he belonged to Marik. They belonged together.

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Tell me we both matter

Don't we

You

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Forever!!

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You and me

You and me wont be unhappy

And if I only could

Make a deal with god

And get him to swap our places

Be running up that road

Be running up that hill

Be running up that building

If I only could

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Yami Marik stood huffing his face almost expressionless. Marik looked up at him through swolen eyes. The pain trying to claim him and pull him into the darkness again. But he didn't want to. He had to stay awake…He just had to. For what ever reason it was.

My Master…

I am so sorry…

I hurt you again…

I tried to take your love away from you

I gave my love to another

And I have disobeyed you again…

You are my Master

I am your slave do as you wish.

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Come on baby

Come on come one

Let me steel this moment from you know

Come on angel

Come come on

Lets exchange the expierience

If I only could

Make a deal with god

And get him to swap our places

Be running up that road

Be running up that hill

Be running up that building

With no problem

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Yami Marik knew that this time he went a little too far. But what was he supposed to say? His Hikari was trying to run away! And was lying to him! Yami Marik hated liars! And what was worst he as looking up at him through those innocent eyes again!! "Damnit!" He shouted grabbing Marik and dragging him down the hall.

Oh no

Not again

Don't let him rape me again!

Please Master

I beg you…

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Ryou was still sniffeling and tears the wouldn't stop running down his cheeks. He missed Marik so much. They always had fun together and he was always so cheerful. They met everyday and always laughed and joked around. Marik was his best friend and he couldn't even protect him! What kind of friend was he? A terrible friend. Ryou was defenseless and weak! This caused him to cry harder. He didn't want to be weak but he was. He didn't want to be defenseless but he was…

Bakura came up the stairs ready to go to bed when he heard the soft sobs coming from his Hikaris room. He leaned his head on the door and immidialty a wave of feelings rushed through the mindlink almost knocking Bakura over with the force of it all. Ryou really means it with Marik. But Yami Marik wouldn't just beat Marik… It couldn't be right! But then again for his Hikaris sake maybe he should take a closer look at it all. He owed it to him afterall. He had hit Ryou and now his Hikari was even more depressed and confused than before. And he didn't want Marik to suffer either. He liked Marik maybe even more than just Yami Mariks lighter half. Marik was also something very special. He didn't know why he just was. And he was beautiful too. Another sob escaped from Ryous room and Bakura clenched his teeth together growling balling his hands into fists.

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Yami Marik threw his Hikari in the garage and shut the door leaving him in the dark. He stormed back in the house and sat on the couch throwing over a glass bottle that was standing on the table. It shatterd as it hit the wall and Yami Marik glared at the blank TV screen. "Ra DAMNIT!!!" He shouted.

Marik heard him ranting and leaned his head on the hard concrete wall he was leaning on. His whole body hurt and it ached. Blood leaking from every open wound.

S…so cold…

It all hurts s…so bad…

Am I d...dying?

I…I h…ope so…

Mariks eyes sank closed the pain finally taking over him and pulling him into the darkness.

Yami Marik was watching TV, still glaring. The glass splitters were never picked up.

Ryou eventually cried himself to sleep. He was curled up in his bed tears stains clearly shown on his cheeks.

Bakura fell asleep in front of Ryous door in a sitting position. His head tilted foreward as he slept open mouthed.