A/N-just another one shot. take a look. and remember to review:D
Sin
I don't know when it became a sin to look into your eyes, to accidentally brush my leg against yours, to lay on my couch and think about you. I don't know when it became a crime to want to feel your hand in mine, to hear your footsteps coming down the stairs. But now, every time I look at you, no matter where I am, I can almost feel you beside me, though you're not in the room. I know that something is there, and it's never been a problem before; but…..I'm not supposed to get that feeling in my stomach. I'm not supposed to actually want you to rub my back when you offer. Now, every time I'm near you, I find myself making up excuses to touch you. Run into you while passing, reach behind you to grab something and make sure that my hand runs against your back. Steady myself on your shoulder after I 'accidentally' trip. I always thought that you were cute; I'd go so far as to say I always thought that you were hot, but I'm not supposed to want to kiss you like…that. I'm not supposed to want to feel your hand run up and down my side…my bare side. I don't know what happened; but I do know that if I don't stop staring at you like…..that; I'm surely going to go straight to hell.
I always thought that you were beautiful, gorgeous, even stunning. And I'm sure that no one would disagree with me. I've never had a problem with being able to love you. You; with such grace and gentleness. You're able to be so kind; even to the most hideous monster. I've never thought anything but wonderful thoughts about you. But now, my thoughts aren't just wonderful anymore. They're filled with kisses and your hand in my hair.
I have no problem openly admitting that I love you with my entire heart; my whole heart. But I've never felt such a burning desire in my soul. I've never been so filled with such a heated passion before. And I've never, in my entire being, been as powerless as I am right now. You could tell me to jump off the astronomy tower, and I would willingly climb that ladder to my death, as long as I was able to see your face as I fell.
I know that you feel it too, because I can see that want in your eyes when I catch you starring. I try to just brush it off, but that look that you give me….I just can't forget it.