The Power Of Love And Friendship

Chapter Nine: Gordo, What are you doing?

Disclaimer: I don't own the characters of Lizzie McGuire.

By: Desiree

Gordo's POV

Lizzie left the hospital and I chased her. "Lizzie! Lizzie!" I yell chasing her. I couldn't stop crying. I really didn't care who saw me crying either, I just want Lizzie back. I love her so much, I don't want our friendship to end, well I do, but not like this. I want our friendship to be turned into a relationship.

Lizzie stopped when we got outside. "Gordo," she yelled. "I can't believe you,"

"What?" I was shocked. I seriously think Lizzie was over reacting over this stupid argument. "Lizzie, I really think that your over reacting,"

Lizzie placed a hand on her chest. "Excuse me, but you acted like a total jerk Gordo," she said.

"And I'm sorry for that, I told you that like a million times," I said.

Lizzie looked at me and started to cry. "I know..." she said.

I grabbed her by the hands."So, tell me why Lizzie, tell me why you wish that you never met me?" I asked. I was crying so hard I'm surprised that Lizzie actually understood me.

"Because... because," Lizzie started to say.

Lizzie's POV

I couldn't tell Gordo the reason why I said that I wish I've never met him. Although, that's not one hundred percent true, it's just that I love him and I know that he doesn't love me back and I'm afriad that I'll get extremely hurt... and I don't want that. That's why I said it. I didn't really mean it. I want to tell him how I feel but I can't... oh, this is so annoying! What do I do? What do I say?

"Um, Gordo, I'm sorry, I really didn't mean anything that I said, it's just that I..." I tried to explain but I couldn't find a way to do it.

"It's just that what?" Gordo asked me.

"I can't say..." I tell him.

Gordo looks at me and he leans in and out of nowhere he kisses me flat on the lips. I pull away, shocked. I'm blushing like crazy. "Um..." he says."Sorry," he said and then he takes off. He runs as fast as he can.

I put my fingers on my lips. "Gordo.. loves me? And I acted like I total jerk. I backed away... he probably thinks I don't feel the same..." I could hit myself for this. I might as well go home. I need to tell my mom that I love her and that I'm sorry for yesterday. I slowly walk home and open the door and I see my mother right away.

"I suppose you was at the hospital and then you came home instead of going back to school?" Mom asked me right away.

"Of course mom! Two of my best friends aren't doing too well..." I look down at the floor. "And mom about last night... I'm so sorry! I just wanted to be alone... Gordo and I got in this big figth but today we kind of made up and he kissed me but I never kissed back and then he left... I guess he got the wrong idea..." I broke down but mom caught me. Good old mom, I can always count on her. "I love you so much mom," I tell her.

"I love you too honey," Mom tells me. She hugs me tightly. "You need to have something to eat, I'll make you something, you can go upstairs and rest until then," she tells me.

"Okay..." I say and then I run upstairs and throw everything on the floor and I jump on my bed and bury my face in my pillow. I'm crying so hard now... What if Kendra and Kyle don't make it?

Gordo's POV

I'm walking by myself. Lizzie doesn't love me back, I know that now. I kissed her today. Stupid, stupid, stupid me. I'm so hurt now and I feel so alone. I feel like I have no reason to live. It's my fault that Kendra and Kyle may die and I deserve to die. If they die it's all my fault, it's me who killed them and a killer should be killed. Plus, Lizzie would probably be much happier without me around. Might as well say goodbye... but this isn't me is it? David Gordon doesn't have depressing thoughts?

I walk into my house and upstairs to the bathroom. I grab my razor and I take off the plastic cover a I slide my index finger across the sharpe blade. I look in the mirror and the down at the blade again. "Goodbye... world..." I say before I slowly move my shaking hand which is holding the razor towards one of my wrists.

Another short chapter. Why can't I write long chapters lately? Um... I don't know..lol.. anyway, hope you liked it. xoxo!