A/N: Hey there! Back again! Ok, ok… so before I get yelled at for spelling Tori's last name wrong, I did it on purpose… no offense to any Hanson fans out there, but I really don't want her to be in anyway possibly related to the Hanson brothers.. lol.. yeah, I thought that was kinda funny too…so anyway, here is the next chappie! Ta-duh! I think you will find this one quite interesting… but just wait till the next one… and the next one… and the one after that.. and- ok you get the picture, huh… I will leave you with one last thing… Pick up the new Queens of the Stoneage record and rock the fuck out! And uh… oh yeah…. YOU ROCK! Later….CyN

Today isn't so bad. One bike. Broken fender. A few dents. Oil change. I can live with that. At least the customers have been real nice. I don't know if I can handle another Frank. Or Blake. Dude, Blake… he's pissing me off. What is all this moving up on Tori shit he's trying to pull? I don't get him… doesn't he get it? She's mine. She doesn't want him. Or anything to do with him for that matter. But, whatever… I'm stressing the situation a little too much and getting mad for no reason.

Here I am in the back room of Storm Chargers leaning against Tori's surfboard. I love her so much. If she stopped loving me, I don't know what I'd do. Random, I know. Its just, for the past couple of days, she's been avoiding me. I dunno. Maybe its all in my head, but since Blake came back, she's… different. Since she's been sick. She barely touches me. We haven't had sex in days. Not that I need it everyday or anything, but… that's totally just not like her. Somethings up. And dude, if you only knew how afraid I am to bring it up.

"Dustin…" Kelly peeks her head into the backroom.

"Yeah, Kel." I pretend to work, moving some tools around.

"Theres… someone here to see you." Kelly throws an uneasy look at me.

I follow Kelly to the front. There she is. Euyi. Noticing me, she smiles.

"What are you doing here? I told you to just leave it alone!" I speak in a low , angry tone. Don't really need to cause anymore 'scenes' up in here.

"Would you just cut it out!" She playfully slaps my chest.

My eyes burn a hole of disgust right through her oblivious skull, "Don't touch me." I snap. I cross my arms to my chest.

"At least give me some of your time. That's not fair at all. I'm here trying to make amends. Please." Euyi's eyes tear.

Remember what Cam said…. As blunt as possible. But would it be wrong if a part of me doesn't want to completely blow her off?

Euyi stands a little under 5 feet tall. I stand, a giant, next to her. Her shoulder length, choppy hair, thick, black and straight. Her body is nuts. Tiny waist. Petite frame. Tits and mad ass. Well, mad ass for a tiny girl, anyway. Damn….

God! What am I thinking? Shes staring up at me with doe eyes. Her lips, pouty with the perfect amount of kissable gloss. I bet it tastes like strawberries….

Why is she doing this to me? Why? She stands waiting for an answer.

I snap out of my thoughts, "Ammends? You want forgiveness?" I ask.

"Well… that's a start." She nervously smiles.

"I dunno." I look around. What the hell am I doing? I can just say the harsh words and have her hurting and out of my life forever.

"I know, I hurt you," she sighs, " Is it a sin to just wanna make things right again? No bad blood?"

I roll my eyes, "No. but you cant just pretend it never happened."

"So then, can we talk?" Euyi looks away.

Man, she is hotter than ever right now. UUUGGGHHHHH! I'm being such a dude right now… such a dude….

"Fine."

"Seat belt." I say, as we get into my car. Euyi and I slap on our belts. I randomly check my cell phone. Missed call from Blake? That's weird… my phone didn't even ring…

"What is it?" Euyi asks.

"Nothing." I say starting the car.

"Lets go to the park. Where we always used to go." Euyi smiles warmly.

"Whatever." I coldly drive off. My face, like stone. Stank, cold, pissy stone. I catch Euyi staring at me. I shake my head, "What?" I shoot an evil glare at her.

"I can't look at you?"

"No. you can't." I bark.

"It's really hard not to." Euyi smiles, "You are so beautiful."

"Uuuggghhhh.." I growl, "No, I'm really not! Would you stop!"

"I'm sorry if I'm still in love with you! Shoot me!"

"Full permission?" I sarcastically squint. My nerves are about to explode. Driving isn't such a good idea when that happens….

I angrily pull over on the side of the road. A block down from the park.

"Are you serious? We're almost there.." Euyi giggles.

"You are really dense aren't you? I mean, who do you think you are? Seriously, now?" I scold.

"Stop! Stop getting your panties in a bunch!" Euyi giggles some more.

"This is not funny! This whole…. Thing…. Is not funny! What the fuck?" I grow louder. Angrier. Oh man, I want to kill her, "No! I don't want anything to do with you! No more! Get out of my life and stay out! I hate you for what you did… and… and .. I will never forgive you! Never! Don't waste your breath! Just… go."

Euyi blankly stares at me. A tear trickles down her cheek. Her lips shutter. I look away. Why does my heart hurt?

"I'm sorry.." she speaks softly, shuttering, "I want to change this. But, I can't, Dustin. I want to make this beter. Take the pain away that I inflicted. Be happy. God, I wish you could just understand what pain this has caused the both of us! Not just you!" She grows louder.

I look away. I sigh. Maybe she's right. Maybe she just had no choice. Maybe it was the only way she could deal with it at the time.

"Look, Euyi… I've uh…. I've been a total dick." I hold onto the wheel, "And…. I'm sorry."

Euyi sighs, unbuckling her seatbelt, "you don't have to apologize." She places her hand on mine. Her hands are so soft and tiny. She takes my hand in hers, holding it tight. I feel a chill run down my spine.

"But if you think you can just parade yourself in front of me like this-" I wave a finger in the air at her. She's smirking at me.. the way she used to. The look that I could never ignore. I lose all train of though, "Then… well.. I .. uh.."

"You what?" Euyi giggles.

"You can't!" I point my waving finger at her.

"Ok." She softly speaks. My cold, heavy stare lightens. I feel my face blush. What? Are you serious? I let out a slight laugh.

"Well.. um.. how's life?" I ask.

Euyi sighs with relief, "Different. Very different."

"Japan… that's a major change from Cali." I add.

"It is." Euyi says. A long pause. Funny how it seems we can only talk to each other when we're arguing.

"Well-"

"I-"

We both attempt to talk at the same time. We laugh at ourselves. The radio playing faintly.

"I had a boyfriend." She randomly blurts.

"Oh… well… that's good." I say.

"I never got over you, Dustin." She says. She stares at me and I quickly look away, "And now… from being here with you.. seeing you again.. I never will. You are my soul mate. I've never loved another person as much as I love you. And I've never been more attracted to anyone.. like I'm attracted to you. Even more so… right now."

My eyes bulge and I swallow hard. Still staring out the window. Oh dude, that is some heavy shit… if this would've been months ago… I would've melted in her hands like sad little putty. My soulmate, on the other hand, is at home right now… probably dancing around our apartment.. pissing Shane off because he can't walk. The thought of that visual puts a smile on my face. Tori Hansen. My soulmate. My life. And no one else. My dream come true…

Oh, dude… what am I doing here with Euyi? Whats wrong with this picture? This isn't some nostalgic fairy tale…. I'm not the same Dustin I used to be….

Blunt… and to the point…

"Euyi…" I sigh, "Hey…" I turn to face her. To look her dead in those pretty little eyes and tell her the truth. The 'Cam' truth.

Suddenly, she lunges at me and sticks her tongue in my mouth. Oh boy…

She's kissing me and I'm kissing her back. My instinct… that part of me that still loves her….. she takes her hand and rubs my crotch.

"Woah! Woah!" I throw her hand away.

"Whats wrong?" she says, breathing heavy. She's biting her bottom lip and moving closer to me.

"NO! NO! Just chill! Stop it! I hold her back. What did I just do? Oh no… oh man… "We can't do this! This isn't happening!"

"Don't deny me, Dustin. I've waited so long to feel you again." Euyi puts her hands up her skirt and starts to pull her panties down.

"Oh!" I cover my eyes, "No! NO! Don't do that! Stop! Oh my God, you.." I peek over at her. She's waving her baby pink panties at me. My body definitely responds. She has on nothing at all under that mini skirt. Oh boy….

She licks her finger and…. OH…

"I'm taking you back. Now!" I put the car in drive and speed off.

Euyi falls forward, catching herself with her hands, "What the hell is wrong with you?" She scolds.

"What's wrong with me?" I glance over at her. At the road. At her. My face, like a pissed off deer caught in headlights.

Euyi struggles to put her seat belt on, "Yes! What are you, like, gay now or something?"

"Fuck you!" I yell, flipping the bird at this asshole trying to cut me off. So conveniently yelled.

"Me? Fuck me?" She stankly asks.

"Yes! You! Him! Him! Her! That guy over there! Fuck everybody!" I angrily yell, nodding at passerby's. this is bad… this is so bad… I need to clear my head.. I can't go home yet..

"Dustin, you don't mean that and you know it… I know it." Euyi tries to fix her hair, holding onto the seat for dear life.

"How the hell do you know anything about me? About what I mean? You don't know me anymore!" I glance at her. At the road. At her, "Stop throwing yourself back into my life! It's over! Me and you are done! Never again! Go whore yourself back to Japan! Stay the fuck away from me!" I carelessly bark.

"You don't mean that!" Euyi cries.

"Finished. Done. That's it." I sternly say.

"Fucking asshole!" She screams at the top of her lungs, " I came back for you! I'm here for you! I saved myself all these years for you! And this is what I get! You are just like you used to be! Nothings changed! A pussy ass mommas boy with no game! I bet you suck your thumb you fucking faggot!" Euyi screams. Louder and louder. She's crying and yelling.

"Good! Yes! Make me hate you more! C'mon, keep talking!" I jerl the car to the left, "Left or right? Where the fuck am I taking you?"

"Right! You piece of shit! You skinny ass prick! You think you're hot shit and you're not! Pretty boy, ass fucker! I throw myself at you and you don't even want it like you're some hot shit! Well, you know what? You're not! And I'm the best you're ever gonna get! Remember that Dustin!" Euyi starts to hit me. She's trying to get us both killed. Just great…

"Hitting me is not gonna get you anywhere. You're wasting energy." I calmly laugh, shaking my head.

"Fuck you! I hate you!" she punches me in the arm. She's crying and screaming, flailing her hands at me. I'm shaking my head and laughing in disbelief. Everyone is staring into my car.

Yes… I am the bad guy, everyone… I am the asshole..

"Where the fuck am I going?" annoyed, I yell. Stopped at a red light. I shove her hands out of my face.

"To hell!"

"No… really.." I laugh.

"You think this is funny?" she's crying harder.

"I just wanna get you to where you're going so we never have to see each other again. If you cooperate, we can do this a lot faster." I feel like an annoyed father speaking to his hysterical daughter. Funny though…. I don't feel bad at all…

The light turns green.

"Where am I going?" I ask again.

"Straight." She seems to calm a little., "No! Stop the car! Now!" She yells, "Leave me here!" She swings open the car door while I'm still driving.

"What the fuck, Euyi!" I quickly pull over, "What is wrong with you? Are you insane?"

She jumps out of the car. Breaking her heal, she stumbles to the ground. I grunt, rushing out of the car to help her up. She's bugging out. Hardcore. But at the same time, she's not my responsibility.

She swings at me and I move out of the way, still trying to help her up. People are staring and pointing while a hysterical Euyi is trying to kick my ass. Causing a major scene.

"Don't you touch me! Get your hands off me!" Euyi cries.

"You know you look like a deranged prostitute right now!" I laugh, trying to shed light on a nasty situation.

"Fuck off! Get the fuck away from me!"

"I'm not gonna just leave you here!" I yell back at her.

"Don't fucking touch me, asshole! Help! Someone!" She yells, swinging at me.

"Get off her!" Some random guy runs over and pushes me.

"Wait.." I say, attempting to grab her and get her to her feet.

"Don't touch her! I will break your arms!" the random brunette beefcake who thinks he's playing hero, threatens me. Yeah… right…. Knowing how quickly and easily I can take this guy out, I back off.

Euyi cries. Throwing a fit. Adding to the scene. Hey maybe she'll win an award for her bullshit someday…

"Whatever." I say walking away, "She's all yours now dude…. Good fucking luck!" I laugh, pissed. Angry. Stress that could've so been avoided.

I close the passenger door and glance back at Euyi on the ground. She stares back at me and continues her little innocent victim role, while 'Mr. Hero' helps her to her feet. Everyone who has crowded around her, looks at me. Death glares. Women stare at me like I'm a monster. The evil pimp who just smacked his bitch up because she failed to bring me my money on time. Ha! I roll my eyes and laugh out loud, getting into my car. Fine… I'll play the psycho ex boyfriend role… let everyone think that I'm the crazy one… who gives a shit!

Fuck this!

Screw her! I don't need to be any part of this situation..

I drive off. Good. Shes out of my hair for good. But not without leaving that kiss. That kiss. Fuck! I slam my hands down on my steering wheel. I kissed her! No! she kissed me! But I pulled but too late… oh man… Tori… She'd never forgive me if she found out…. But theres no way .. oh.. I don't even know if I can face her.. my guilt and love for her wont let me keep this a secret for too long… But I shouldn't feel guilty! I should just tell her the truth! She kissed me! I did push her away! I mean… I did! I pushed her away! I didn't sleep with her! I would never fucking do that to Tori! Never!

Oh.. dude… why is all of this happening? I drive like a madman, aimlessly. I need to go somewhere. Anywhere. To clear my head. I cant go home just yet. I can't deal with this. I drive.. I drive…. I'll end up where I end up… I feel my heart breaking apart in my chest. That, all while I'm scared and nervous as all hell. I didn't want this to happen… now comes the 'man if I only never agreed to talk to her..' the 'If I would've just told her to piss off back at Storm Chargers, none of this would've happened'.. why do I have to give in to everything? To everyone? Even when they hurt me the most? And now, I'm hurting the only person who matters to me.

I park my car and look around. Ironically, I ended up at Shane's smoke dealer, Chino's, house. Oh dude… I know I said I'd quit but I need some drugs right now. Some trees. I need to chill out….

Type0's? what Type0's? Ok… honestly, I am too lazy to proofread…