Chapter 5

Hogwarts at last

Lillian sat down at the Griffindor table and looked up at the Headmaster and smiled a weak smile. She knew that he knew that her parents were dead. She had to know get a new home and she didn't want that one bit. Lillian looked up to see George sit next to her and she looked down not making contact.

"Lillian what's wrong" he asked and looked at her worried. He hadn't heard the news yet. "Lillian talk to me," he asks, his eyes begged.

Lillian looked up at his eyes and shook her head "I'm sorry but you'll here from Dumbledore soon" she whispered and looked down again. She leaned against her brother slightly. "I can't stay with you Harry," she told him softly.

Harry looked at her and then up at George. "Ask me later" he said and hugged her sister. Harry then saw Draco look at them. "Don't look now Lillian but Draco is looking at you" he told her and gave him a nasty look. Draco followed suit and turned away.

"Thank you for doing that Harry" she whispered. She closed her eyes still leaning on her brother. "Do…you think that Professor Dumbledore will find a good home for me?" she asked Harry.

"Why can't you stay with me? Then we can irritate Dursley more. And anyways you look more like mum. I think Petunia would like that," he said.

Lillian choked back tears and closed her eyes. "Please…don't talk about Lily and James," she whispered to Harry. She didn't want to think about that or anything like that.

"Oh…sorry Lillian" he said and hugged her tighter.

Lillian just weakly smiled and kept leaning against him. She didn't want to do anything and she wasn't hungry either. Lillian got up and headed for the door ignoring all the heads that turned when she left. She ignored the murmuring. She ignored Dumbledore's calls and went up the stairs trying to ignore the pain. She had no clue what the password was at all.

Alana ran after her when she saw that she was going up to the room "Lillian…wait" she called after her. Alana knew the password because she got it from Hermione.

Lillian stopped and looked down at the running Alana. "Oh…hi" she whispered. She wanted to be alone but Alana was her best friend.

"I know the password Lillian. Then you can be by yourself" she said and nodded as she came next to her. "Please just be better," she whispered at her.

"Thanks Alana" she smiled and got to the fat lady. "Quidditch" she whispered.

"Yes that's right" she smiled and let her in "Are you coming to" she asked Alana.

"Oh no Fat lady. I was just letting Lillian in. Please be better Lillian" she waved cheerfully as she door closed.

Lillian nodded and then walked up the stairs to the girl's dorm. She changed into her pajamas and crawled into bed.

Alana went down the stairs and into the great hall once again. She sat down next to Harry and Fred. "She should be better in the morning. I'm still worried about her though. It would be bad if she left school."

Harry nodded with Fred and George. "Well the feast is over so I guess we should head up. Tomorrow should be a good day." Harry got up and started toward the door with everyone. Hermione had told a lot of sixth years the password. He went up to the stairs and up it. "Quidditch" he told the fat lady.

"Good evening Harry Potter you sister has already been here. Yes, yes that is right come in" she said and let everyone in. She was in a good mood actually.

Harry nodded his thanks and went inside to the common room. He sat down at one of the chairs not feeling like going to bed. Harry also knew that Lillian blamed herself for Sirius's death. She sent him letters saying that if she had been there and attacked Bellatrix then he would still be alive.

"Well see you later Harry. Fred and I have a flat up above our shop" he said and turned to go. Fred nodded and followed after his brother.

Harry nodded and watched Hermione and Alana walk up to the girl's dorm. Ron had walked up to the boy's dorm. Harry got up and stretched before going up to the boy's dorm as well. "Night Ron" he said and changed. He crawled into bed and looked up at the ceiling not able to get to sleep. Soon though he finally went to sleep.

Fred and George left Hogwarts and got their brooms. They had permission to sleep in the boy's dorm but they had to watch after their stuff. They told Professor Dumbledore that they would stay once in a while.

George felt slightly down as they flew over to there flat. He still hadn't been able to talk to Lillian at all. After what happened which he wasn't sure what did happen but Harry was going to tell him later or Professor Dumbledore.

Fred and George finally got to their flat and landed. They both went up to there separate rooms and changed. Fred went to be immediately but George stayed up. He looked out the window to where Lillian would be sitting and staring out at the night sky. He looked up and blinked once. Then twice and noticed that she was up. "Oh crap Lillian. Get to bed" he whispered and smiled when she left the window and went to bed as well.