Extraordinary Girl
Chapter 4: It's to hard
Disclaimer: I have brought in a new character in this chapter. Her name is Jasmine and she has just moved to Hogwarts from America. So I only own her and the plot.
He was only waiting for about five minutes when Hermione ran into the bushes where Harry was standing.
"What is it Harry? It sounded on the note as if you were really worried about something" she said.
"It is really worrying. I have just talked to Ron" he said.
"Well" Hermione said.
"Hermione he's cutting his wrists" said Harry his eyes tearing up.
"Why?" asked Hermione.
"Well because of something that happened to him in his past" said Harry.
"Well what's that?" asked Hermione.
"I'm not allowed to tell you, he swore me to secrecy and he's my best friend I'm not about to go and ruin his trust for me. You're going to have to ask him yourself" said Harry.
"Don't worry Harry I understand. I'll talk to him tomorrow morning" she said.
"Okay. Are you sure you're alright Mione?" asked Harry.
"Yeah I'm fine. Look thanks Harry" said Hermione pulling him into a hug.
"That's alright. I've got to look after my friends" he said.
"Yeah. Hey did you know there's a new girl coming next week. Her names Jasmine and she's from America" said Hermione.
"Really how do you know?" asked Harry.
"Professor Dumbledore asked me to show her around the castle when she gets here on Monday" she said.
"Well you have gotta make sure you introduce her to me" said Harry.
"Sure" said Hermione.
"Well I'm going back up to the common room now do you want to come?" asked Hermione.
"Nah I want to stay out here and think for a while" said Harry.
"Okay then see you in the morning" said Hermione.
"Sure" said Harry.
When she had gone. Harry sat and cried for the first time in years.
He didn't know why but seeing Hermione there looking vulnerable made him burst with sadness.
He slept fitfully that night. Hermione's face kept weaving in and out of his dreams not saying a thing. Then Ron came in and Harry saw him jump from the Astronomy Tower.
"RON NO" he screamed and he heaved himself up so fast that he blacked out.
"Harry wake up are you alright" Ron said.
Harry opened his eyes and found Ron standing over him wetting his face with water.
He leaned over the side of his bed and threw up.
"Ron thank the fuck you're okay" he said.
"Of course I'm okay what do you mean?" asked Ron.
"You jumped from the astronomy tower in my dream" said Harry quickly.
"Harry I'm fine there's nothing to worry about just lay back down and go to sleep" said Ron soothingly.
"Okay I will" Harry said and fell back asleep again.
Ron sat up and watched Harry for the rest of the night. Not much more happened except Harry moving around a lot and whispering things like I didn't mean it.
In the second dream Harry kept seeing Ron's body on the ground dead and Hermione coming up to him and slapping him. She was also saying that it was his fault and it should have been him that jumped not Ron. He kept saying that he didn't mean it but they wouldn't listen.
He kept these dreams to himself in upkeep with him looking happy on the outside. But on the inside he was dying slowly.
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It was a week after Harry had had the dream and Hermione was walking over with someone who Harry had never seen before.
"Hi Harry" said Hermione.
"Hey Mione, who's this?" asked Harry.
"Oh this is Jasmine the new girl from America remember Harry" said Hermione.
"Wha- oh yeah, I remember now. Hi my names Harry Potter" Harry said to Jasmine.
"Wow the famous Harry potter I've heard so much about you. My names Jasmine Smith and I come from Toledo Ohio" she said in an awesome American accent in Harry's opinion.
"Nice to meet you Jasmine, you wouldn't mind if I took Hermione for a few minutes would you?" Harry asked.
"Not at all go ahead" she said smiling at him.
"What is it Harry?" asked Hermione after he had pulled her away.
"Hermione I can't do this anymore" said Harry.
"What do you mean?" asked Hermione.
"Its all fucked up I can't do life anymore" he said.
"Yes you can Harry I wont let you go" she said.
"But it's all so hard" said Harry.
"Look Harry I know how you feel and trust me it will get better I promise" said Hermione.
"Thanks Mione" said Harry.
"No problem" she said.
But no matter what Hermione said it couldn't change Harry's feelings. So he went up to his dormitory and let go of the feelings inside of him the only way he could; he slit his wrists.
A/N: Well there you go plz review. Another chappie soon.