Disclaimer: I do not own the song I Miss You or The Outsiders, the are owned by S.E Hinton and Blink 182

(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Soda sat at the kitchen table, head in his hands, crying. He couldn't bear it. He looked up at the letter on the table, then up at the clock. 5 minutes 'til midnight.
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight

He heard the door open and he quickly wiped his eyes and stuffed the letter in his pocket.

"Hey little buddy, can't sleep?" Darry stood in the doorway.

"Naw. I'll….go right now." Soda said, practically running into his bedroom and flopping down on the mattress.

I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time

Soda burst into tears again as soon as he heard Darry's soft snore. The darkness made him more lonely. First Sandy and then Ponyboy.

And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Why wouldn't Sandy just talk to him? He was so tired, but unable to sleep. His mind buzzing with thoughts of Sandy's smiling face. And then thoughts of the letter stuffed inside the pocket of his pajamas.

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head

(I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head

(I miss you, I miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head

(I miss you, I miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head

(I miss you, I miss you)

He could just hear her voice. Her laugh.

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)

He could also hear her telling him she was moving. That he shouldn't write, that it was over.

(I miss you, I miss you)

He missed Sandy's laugh.

(I miss you, I miss you)

He missed Sandy's smile.

(I miss you, I miss you)

He missed Sandy's view about life.

(I miss you, I miss you)

"I miss you Sandy," Soda whispered into the night, "I miss you."