I pushed Flint off of me and ran after Oliver.

"Oliver! Wait! It's not what it looks like" I called after him.

"Friendship party my arse, you were probably just having it so you could sneak away and make out with your 'boyfriend'" he said back angrily.

"Boyfriend? What universe are you in? I would never be Flint's girlfriend!" I said jogging to keep up with him.

"Than why did you kiss him-" he said looking me in the eye and stopping me from walking.

"-OLLIE! Ollie? There you are" Wendy came running up to Oliver and me. She eyed him and me carefully and smiled.

Oliver simply stood there staring at me intently still awaiting an answer.

"Fine if you don't want to admit it, just don't, don't, just. Don't talk to me," he said storming off.

I looked at the ground not believing what was happening to me.

"Katie? Katie! There you are! Hey why is Oliver in a hurry?" Fred said eyeing me anxiously.

"He. I…he saw me kiss Flint" I said looking down. Fred had gasped; I looked at the ground as fresh tears rolled down my cheeks.

"But I didn't do it on purpose. I closed my eyes for a second, and than someone ran into me, and when I opened my eyes Flints lips were on mine, it was…it was horrible," I said through sobs. I began to cry freely and I fell to the ground, covering my face with my hands.

"Hey it's alright Katie," Fred said picking me up off the ground. He held me in his arms and rocked back and forth. "Come on let's get back to School." He said grabbing my hand.

Once getting to the common room at School, I felt sick. I held my stomach and ran up the girls' stairs. I pushed open the bathroom door and went over to a cubicle. As sweat glided down from my forehead.

I lifted the lid and leaned over the bowl, vomiting into it.

"Hey Katie? Are you ok? Fred said – oh dear." Angelina said rushing over to me.

My stomach retched up again. Tears rolled down my cheeks. Angelina had come over and was holding my hair back and rubbing my back.

I threw up once more and wiped my mouth with some toilet tissue.

I flushed the toilet and Angelina helped me stand up because I was quite queasy.

"Hey could I just be alone for a second I want to take a shower." I said rubbing my arm subconsciously. Angelina nodded her head and walked out closing the door. I walked over to it and locked it.

I turned the shower on and than I walked over to the banister and pulled out a razor in the top draw.

'This ones is for you Oliver' I swiftly slashed your wrist. Blood began to seep through the fresh cut. 'Oh this feels so much better' I slashed an identical cut next to it and the blood began to drip down my hand. I cried silently as the blood dripped on the floor, I slowly moved my hand over the sink. 'I better take a shower or Angelina will get suspicious' I stripped myself of all my clothing and stepped into the shower. I washed my hair thoroughly and scrubbed my skin red raw, once done I dressed in a black hoodie and some dark denim hipsters. It had some loose chains around the waist.

"Hey Katie? Are you coming to dinner?" Angelina called. I quickly bandaged up my arms and hid them under some wristbands.

"Yeah" I said opening the door. I looked to the door Alicia had just walked in.

"Great! Your coming to Dinner than" Alicia called

"Come on sweetie, you need some soup" Angelina said, ushering me through the door.

"Or some Chocolate" Alicia said looking at me. I looked down the whole walk there. Walking briskly to the Great hall. Tears stinging the corners of my eyes.

I sat down at the table and a bowl of chicken soup appeared in front of me. I took a spoonful and then I heard Fred's voice coming over

"Oliver, do you really think Katie would kiss Flint?" Fred said

"I saw it with my own eyes Fred, tell me: Do my eyes deceive me?" Oliver said back Angrily

I stood up and went over to Oliver. My tears stung my eyes. He stood still in the walkway and turned to walk back.

"Oliver please? You have to believe me," I said holding his Shoulder.

He turned around and looked at me "Don't talk to me" He said calmly.

His eyes full of anger. He turned back around and began walking away.

"Please! Oliver! Talk TO ME-" I yelled down the hall, as my tears fell down my cheeks.

"Hey Katie!" Some one yelled behind me

"What!" I turned around frustrated.

"Keep away from Marcus, he is mine" Mallicent Bullstrode said furiously

"Look, I wouldn't want a scum bag like that, you can have him" I spat at her

"Oh you're gonna pay for that" she said angrily causing almost everyone to look at the commotion.

"Sorry, but I don't think Flint is even worth a knut" I said getting in her face.

I began to walk away. Than I heard her mumble something and all of a sudden there was a flash of purple light.

I blinked my eyes, I heard some screams but they faded away into an echo. I fell to my knees and saw people mouthing at me something I couldn't hear, Angelina was holding me up with a hand, look at me concerned. People were crowding around me. My eyes glazed over and I fell forward onto Angelina's lap.

A few days later.

I woke up. My vision was blurry I looked at my wrist, I could make out faintly that the blood had seeped through the bandage on it. I felt a warm hand on mine and I smiled inwardly. I blinked my eyes a few times and before my eyes focused. I looked at the sleeping form.

He slowly lifted his head and smiled at me. I blinked a few times trying to make sure my eyes were not deceiving me. I sat up quickly and screamed.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I pulled my legs from under the covers and pushed past him as I ran a way. A few people ran into the room looking livid, though I wasn't sure who they were. I pushed everyone out of the way and ran out of the Hospital wing as fast as I could.

'I can't believe Flint was at my bedside' I pushed open the front doors and ran outside 'where were my friends!' I said running as fast as I could, though not exactly sure where I was running. Tears flowing down my cheeks and falling off my chin. 'Does no one care about me anymore?' I stopped at the tree by the lake and wiped my eyes on my sleeve. I looked up and saw that the sun was rising.

I looked down at my feet and realised in my haste I ran out in bare feet. I felt a stinging feeling on my arm; the blood was dripping off of my fingers. I fell to my knees and lay down in front of the tree. The uninjured arm under my head and the other lay by my side. 'I'm suppose to be strong…' I thought closing my eyes. I could hear faint whispers of people outside.

'I'm suppose to brave' I wiped away some tears from my eyes.

'But for now I'll close my eyes'

I looked at the horizon once more and saw the sun began to rise.

My eyes fell upon the waning moon; I closed my eyes and began to sing.

"I'd cross the desert to be where you are

All the things I did to be close to you

A million miles wouldn't seem that far

I'd go anywhere just to win you heart.

For where ever the sleep is

There's something I need

I need love

The kind that makes you wanna live

The kind that makes you wanna breathe

The kind that makes you feel too much

And I need you

To help me find a better way

And I guess you never thought you'd hear me say

I need love

And when I see you I just lose my mind

You're the, everything I thought I'd ever find

Must be an angel watching over me

With a little luck we're gonna make you mine

Guess I want to believe in,

In all we can be"

I felt my body falling into unconsciousness, and than blacked out.