Chapter 7

For the past week Miroku and Nessa had been sleeping together, though it was not true love. Kuari knew this. It was for fun. But if she admitted her unsure feelings for Miroku she would be just another fun target. He was incapable of falling in love but Kuari still had to try.

She fealt guilty beacuase Aliya spent her time consoling her and trying to help her more than her own life. Kuari glared at the couple wishing she was in Nessa'a place. But she didnt care. She spent her time trying to covince Miroku that she did not love him but was having more trouble convincing herself.

"Hey Kuari you have to give up girl. Look at them." Liya said gesturing towards the couple.

"They dont love eachother. They dont its just for fun. It's always for fun." Kuari said geting up to go spend time with Sango who she had recently really bonded with.

"You cant just keep running to Sango Kuar! You have to face yourself!" The kissing couple broke away from eachtother to see Kuari's retreating back.

In Sango's Tent

"What do I do San? I know your feeling the same thing. But you live with him. I need to get my feelings straight."

"I never said I had feelings!" She snapped.

"San I'm good at reading people. You have the same feeling I know it. But what do you do? That slut is all over him and I feel like ripping hr throat out every time I see them together."

"Kuari that feeling is called jealousy." Sango shook her head. "Dont get cuaght up in it. Kuar jeaslousy can ruin lives. If Miroku is happy dont ruin his chance with her nomatter what our feelings are. We have to step aside for him."

"But its not love san!"

"So what? He's happy!"

"She's gonna break his heart and dance off to another guy!"

"And he'll do the same to her!"

"He can love Sango he just chooses not to!"

"He wont love. He cant. He doesent want love Kuar. He wants to have fun."

"Cant that turn into love eventually?"

"He wont let it. He's a shallow puddle and he doesent want commitment nomatter what he tels you. Get over him Kuar. I learned how to hide my feelings years ago. You have to learn too." sango said turning her back on Kuari who left to go down to the lake which was now her favorite place to think.

Sorry was short but I cant write this right now. I'm listening to the radio an it keeps putting on love music! Im about to cry! I cant handle this! waaaa! starts crying. Please sniffles Review more sniffles Byes Breaks down