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The
Best Day By Keikokin
Part one Harry's Beautiful Day
Part two Draco's Beautiful Day
Pairing: HP/DM
Warning: Fluff, first time
Rating: PG
Part one: Harry's POV
"Hermione, can I talk to you?"
I asked my surrogate sister when I
spotted her in the
library with her nose in a book.
"Sure,
Harry," she smiled at me encouragingly and so I
sat down.
"I
don't know why, but I can't seem to sleep lately,"
I ran my
fingers through my unruly hair. Hermione
nodded, she must have
seen the bags under my eyes.
She notices stuff like that.
"Well, do you remember your dreams?" she asked me.
"For a little while, after I wake up," I admitted.
"I read in a
psychology journal once that dream
journals can help; try
keeping one for a week. Then I
can look over it for you, okay?"
Hermione smiled, and
I let her get back to her studies, feeling a
little
better.
So that night I did as she suggested, and
this is what
I wrote.
My Dream Journal - HJP
Ok,
Hermione says I should keep a dream journal for
one week to keep
track of my dreams as it might give me a
clue why I wake up
upset each morning. So here I go.
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Sunday
night -
What I mostly remember of my dream from last night
was
being touched. But it wasn't friendly, like a pat on
the
back. Nor was it threatening. It was different,
and my skin felt
the warmth of the touch long after
the encounter ended. I remember
looking around for
who had done this to me. Alone, that was how I
felt;
so lonely, and dead inside.
-Geez, what kind of dream is that?
Monday night-
Once again, I woke up feeling
dead and lonely; with
the feeling I was missing something or
someone. I was
shaking all over as well.
-I think I am going mad in my own dreams.
Tuesday night-
Ron says
I woke up screaming, "Don't leave me!"
Tonight I will have
to cast silencing charms on my
bed. It would be nice to have some
level of
anonymity. This is wasting time. Yet, the feeling
haunts
me all day. A sadness comprised of layers of
loneliness is
becoming heavier than my cloak in my
days.
-I guess I have
been a little lonely
lately.
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Wednesday night-
I dreamed I was in love. It was like a hundred
hugs
being given to me at once. Then the touch came and
left.
My own screams woke me.
-I don't want to be alone
anymore.
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Thursday night-
Someone was holding me and I was scared that we
would
be seen. When I turned to look, the person in my
arms
became angry and left. My pillow was wet with tears
when I
woke.
-What the hell? Why would I be scared of being seen?
Friday night –
'Please don't turn
away,' was the message of the
beautiful silky voice I heard. The
darkness washed
away. I looked at whose warm arms I was
in and
walked away. But I needed the strength they
provided
me. There were no expectations from this mystery
person.
It was wonderful to breathe again. Why did I
walk away to only be
on my own? So, I let the shadows
wash over me.
-Great, I am
so messed up that I am afraid to be loved in
my dreams?
Saturday night-
I was crying on a shoulder, with
caring arms wrapped
around me. The air was blowing through my
hair. Warm
sunlight kissed my skin and I felt loved. Stands of
the
Quidditch pitch were on both sides. It felt like
the texture of a
house team uniform beneath my cheeks.
All I knew is I didn't
want them to let go. Ever.
-Is this a real person? But, at least I didn't walk away.
Sunday night-
My hand
was running down a firm, muscular back as I
pulled my lover close.
I was playing with long silky
hair and smelling leather mixed with
spices. We
seemed to be meeting in secret again. The fear of
being
found made every moment together a treasure.
Counting down the
days until school ended, we made
plans to always be together. When
we graduate we
wouldn't have to worry about how others felt.
It
would only be us. Others were expecting us soon; I
could
feel it. Soon we would return to the lies that
we were living. Our
class rings were the only proof
of our love we exchanged, and this
was risky. But as I
looked down into the emerald I knew everything
would
be ok.
-Emerald? That is a Slytherin class ring I saw
in my
dream. Who am I in love with from Slytherin house?
What
did I do to deserve
this?
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I
looked for Hermione and found her again (big
surprise) in the
library. I bit my lip as she read
over the journal. She put it
down and looked at me.
"Interesting notes you added, Harry.
What do you
think your dreams mean?" she whispered.
"That
I am in love with someone from Slytherin," I
moaned.
"Not
just someone Harry," Hermione said gently while
patting my
hand.
"Who?" I felt myself gulp while I leaned forward
to
hear what she had to say.
"Someone on the Slytherin
house team, with long hair
and most likely male," she said
softly.
"MALE?" I yelled. Several students turned and
shushed
me.
She nodded, "Not too many girls have muscular
backs
and smell of leather and spices."
"With long
hair?" I gulped. There was only one
Seventh year on the House
team with long flowing,
light blonde hair, Draco Malfoy.
The
room went black and the last thing I heard was
Hermione scream my
name.
I woke up with a start. Then I lay back down in
relief.
It was a dream, a nightmare.
"Mr. Potter are you feeling
better?" came the all too
familiar voice of Madame Pomfrey.
I
sat bolt upright and looked wildly around at the
Hospital Ward.
"Um, why am I here?" I asked.
"Well, Miss
Granger brought you in, something about
you fainted," the
Medi-Witch, responded.
I passed out again. After I came to, I
received a
most embarrassing lecture on the state of my
weak
constitution. Then, I was allowed to go to lunch.
I sought out Hermione right away.
"Look, there's some sort
of mistake," I whispered as I
sat down next to her.
"Oh,
hi Harry. I thought you might go into some
denial. Just look at
him and tell me what you feel,"
she said softly.
"Ok,"
I said as I gulped. My eyes wandered over to
the smirking face
looking back at me. His eyes met
mine from across the room. My
hands began to sweat,
my heart began to race and the room went
black: as I
heard Hermione scream for the second time that day.
The last thing I had seen was Draco Malfoy, waving
goodbye at
me before I passed out.
Ron helped me get up. I was so
embarrassed. Hermione
gave me a shrug that Oliver Wood used to
give the
opposing team when they missed a shot. I began to
beat
my head on the table, repeatedly. When I looked
up into the eyes
of Draco Malfoy, he looked at me with
a mixture of amusement and
concern.
"Hermione, please obliviate me," I begged.
"What's with you, Harry?" Ron asked.
"Oh,
he just found out he's in love with Draco
Malfoy," Hermione
blabbed.
That was when Ron grabbed the back of my hair
and
began to beat my head on the table.
I didn't fight him. I
couldn't say who made him stop,
but when he did my traitorous
eyes looked over at the
Slytherin table. Most of the table was
looking at us
like we were a circus act, but so did the rest of
the
school. But, the only thing I seemed to notice was
that
Malfoy wasn't there. You know what the worst part
was? I
realized I was DISAPPOINTED!
Then I felt a hand on my
shoulder. I closed my eyes.
It was the touch of my dream, so even
without looking
I knew it was him. So what did I do? I turned
and
looked up at Draco Malfoy.
"Potter? Did you forget to
take you medicine today?
Do you know I heard you fainted in the
library today?
Is that true?" the silky voice of my dreams
asked.
I must have looked at him funny because he smiled.
HE
SMILED AT ME! DO YOU HEAR ME? So I did what any red
blooded
gay male at Hogwarts would do. I smiled back
and passed out.
But
when I woke up it was in the arms of Draco Malfoy.
I seemed to be
on the ground outside. Maybe he thought
I needed fresh air. I
sighed and smiled up into those
beautiful gray eyes with just a
tinge of blue. I am
sure it was a dumb, goofy grin.
"Potter,
you are acting very funny today," he said
with a
chuckle.
"Uh-huh," was the best I could say, while trying
to
oh-so discreetly nuzzle back into his arms more.
"Why
did you pass out just now?" he asked with a
beautiful, perfect
eyebrow raised.
"You smiled at me?" I answered stupidly.
"So you are telling me Potter, that you passed
out
because I smiled at you?" Draco drawled.
"Uh-huh," I repeated again.
"Gee, Potter this could go to a guy's
head," Draco
said with a smirk.
I smiled, and nodded.
Honestly, I think my IQ was
dropping as the conversation
progressed.
"Hmm, you seem very cooperative today. Mind if I
ask
you some more questions, Potter?
I smiled and shook my
head. By this point, Draco
probably thought I was mental.
"Potter do you like me?"
I smiled and nodded.
He smirked, "Cat got your tongue, Potter?"
"Uh-huh," I said in a
daze while staring at every inch
of his beautiful face.
"How
about for starters I get to call you Harry when
we are alone, and
you call me Draco?" he drawled in
that wonderful voice of
his.
If he hadn't of caught me, I'm sure I would
have
swooned again. He tightened his grip on me and
brought me
into his lap. I think I began to purr, but
I'm not sure.
"Well,
that's a positive reaction, Harry," he said
softly and began
to run a finger down the side of my
face.
I think I
moaned. I would have been horrified if I
was in my right
mind.
"Draco," I managed to say.
"Very good
Harry, starting to come back to Earth?"
Draco had begun to play
with my hair.
"So, Harry would you like to go out with me?"
he
whispered.
I felt the world go black, and then felt
something
soft, warm and wonderful brush my lips.
"No
passing out now Harry, answer me," the silky voice
of my dreams
said.
I put a hand to my lips.
"Draco, did you just…?"
"Yes, Harry I just kissed you and asked you out,
but
you haven't answered me yet."
I nodded and smiled.
"Well, it seems to be the custom among our peers
to
exchange class rings," he smiled and gave me his ring.
I
beamed happily at Draco and held up my hand. He
chuckled and
switched rings, then kissed me again.
It was the best day of my life.
Draco's Beautiful Day
My nerves were shot, obviously. I mean why else
would
I do what I did that day? But, my whole life has
changed
because of it. Let me explain, and then
perhaps you can tell me
why I did it?
I never took Divination. My father had seen to
that
before he'd gone to Azkaban and my mother
vanished;
but I'd rather not discuss my family's dirty
laundry.
But on that day I went to see her, Madame Trelawney.
She might be a fraud, however I'd grown to think the
opposite
was true. Why else did the Headmaster keep
her on staff?
I
entered the room and almost gagged on the incense
and warmth of
the room; it was stifling. Yet out of
the shadows of the room, I
heard her strange, misty
voice.
"You come because of the question."
It was not a question.
"Yes, but I am not sure what my question even is."
"But I do."
I
tried to ignore the feeling of fear in my clenching
stomach.
"But
perhaps helping you find the answer, will serve
you
better."
She chuckled.
"You are a man
divided in two. One side is considered
to be the true reflection
of your parents. Ironically
enough, you even have your name split
in two. There
are those who call you Malfoy. And yet even those
who
call you Malfoy are divided. It is here, where the
true
root of your problem lies. Those who use Malfoy
as a way to label
their hatred of your heritage and
façade are easy enough
for you to accept. After all
you have dealt with that your entire
life.
But there is one who calls you by the surname
you
secretly despise. That person is the only one who
you
most dearly want to see the different side of you.
The side that
your true friends and loved ones call
Draco is the one you wish
for him to see. You want
desperately to bring him to the other
side of your
personality. But your fear, which is not ever
far
from your side, stops you. What you know about him
you
can't explain, because the truth is too close to
you. It is
driving you mad.
Your fear is that you love him. It is a
classic fear
of the truth. Feel that love and you will know who
it
is. You have blinded him from the truth and so kept
you both
in bondage. It is a prison for your love,
heart, soul and mind.
Madness is not what has brought
you here; Your need for him has.
This is your last
chance and so your fear has doubled. It has
changed
everything.
"SO how does this help me find my
answer?" I asked
fearfully.
"Let me ask you something,
Draco," she said with a
sense of irony, "How far are you
willing to lose
yourself to gain him, his love and the better part
of
your own heart?"
"It depends on who it is, I
suppose," I said in
response.
"Who do you most fear it
to be?" she replied. "That is
your answer to the question of,"
Who is it you love;
who stops you from easily being Malfoy, and
makes you
desire to be Draco forevermore?"
My knees went
weak and I sank into a very large poofy
chair by a small table.
She kindly brought me tea
and then looked at the leaves when I
finished.
"He is a competitor, in your year, and almost
your
true opposite. Like you, the world has cast him in
a
mold; he doesn't want to live. To protect yourself
you
call him by his last name as well. His dreams have
just now
revealed the truth to him; that he loves you
as well."
I
nodded, and thanked her for her time. In a daze I
went to lunch
and sat down and stared openly at the
Gryffindor table; for
there are only a few
possibilities to what the Divination
professor had
told me. But my true competitor and opposite, that
I
called by his surname, was Potter.
So, I am in love with
Harry Potter. It was amusing
how clear it was now. Then I
overheard an interesting
tidbit of information from a few seats
away. Potter
had fainted in the library and was taken to
the
Infirmary. I wondered what made him pass out. As I
pondered
this question I felt concern for him flow
through me. A smirk was
still on my face as Potter
looked at me. No, I needed to let go of
that fear,
his name is Harry, I told myself. With amusement I saw
Harry sway on
his seat as he looked at me. I couldn't
help it; I
waved goodbye as he keeled over. Gods, he was
so
cute. I wondered what had him so rattled today, but
it was
hard to think with Granger screaming.
The Weasel helped Harry
back up. The handsome
Gryffindor began to beat his head against
the table
and I chuckled. I felt amusement and concern for
Harry
as he looked at me again, with a beautiful light blush
on
his cheeks. The Weasel and Granger seemed to have a
little chat
and then something happened that made my
blood boil. That red
headed twit grabbed Harry by the
hair and began to pound his head
against the table.
In an instant I was on my feet, so overcome to
protect
my Harry. As I reached a stunned Gryffindor table,
I
grabbed the Weasel and tore him off of my love.
I
reached out and placed my hand on Harry's shoulder;
the warmth
of it surged through me. As he looked up at
me so dazed, I
couldn't help it; I just had to tease.
"Potter? Did
you forget to take you medicine today? Do
you know I heard you
fainted in the library today. Is
that true?"
I made
sure to keep any malice out of my voice, and
used my softest tone.
Harry looked at me with pure
wonder in his eyes. I realized then
that Trelawney
didn't
need to tell me I was in love
with Harry. I felt it. I smiled
lovingly at him, and
his eyes went wide. Then I saw his eyes roll
back in
his head and he passed out into my waiting arms. I
shook
my head and scooped him up in my arms and kissed
his forehead. I
chuckled on my way out of the Great
Hall as I heard gasps all
around me. Whether it was
from that kiss, the smile or the fact I
was carrying
Harry out in my arms; I didn't care. I kicked
open
the front doors, and took my love outside into the
sunshine.
Somehow, it seemed appropriate. I reveled
in the feel of Harry in
my arms. I kneeled down on
the sun-warmed grass and put him gently
onto the
ground, careful to keep his torso in my embrace.
I
brushed the hair out of his adorable face and he
sighed. His
beautiful green eyes opened and stared
into mine. The most
beautiful smile I'd ever seen on
Harry's face looked up at
me.
"Potter, you are acting very funny today," I teased
in
a gentle voice.
"Uh-huh," my love answered while
nuzzling, ever so
cutely closer into my embrace. I really think
he
thought I didn't notice.
Teasing once again, I raised
an eyebrow at Harry and
asked, "Why did you pass out just now?"
"You smiled at me?" he questioned me back in a bit of
a
haze.
I drawled, "So you are telling me Potter, that
you
passed out
because I smiled at you?"
"Uh-huh,"
he answered me with a dazed, loving look in
his eyes.
"Gee,
Potter this could go to a guy's head," I
responded trying so
hard to smirk, that I wasn't sure
whether I had succeeded or
not.
He smiled at me so cutely while nodding, I felt my
heart
melt.
"Hmm, you seem very cooperative today. Mind if I
ask
you some more questions, Potter?"
I managed to ask,
knowing that I could not let the
last of my fears go until I
knew how he felt.
Harry smiled that beautiful, loving
smile at me
again, and nodded. The pure love shinning so
brightly
from his eyes gave me courage.
"Potter, do you like me?"
He smiled and nodded, brightly once again.
I
struggled, one last time to raise a smirk, "Cat got
your tongue,
Potter?"
"Uh-huh," he said, with no idea of how cute he
was.
His beautiful green eyes were flitting over my face.
"How
about for starters I get to call you Harry when
we are alone, and
you call me Draco." I felt the fear
wash over me, that he might
refuse this. According to
Trelawney, this would be the beginning
of bringing
Harry into the close circle I had of friends and
loved
ones. It would brand Harry in my heart, body, mind and
soul
as a loved one, casting out the dark fears.
I felt him go limp
in my arms and I had to tighten my
grip around Harry's beautiful
body. As I did my
beautiful lion actually purred in my arms. My
fears
crumbled to the ground.
"Well, that's a positive
reaction, Harry," I said
softly , and began to run a finger
down the side of my
lion's handsome face. Harry moaned at the
touch and my
heart swelled with love.
"Draco," he
whispered. His use of my name was like
ambrosia to my soul.
"Very
good Harry, starting to come back to Earth?"
I kidded while
playing with his amazingly soft, yet unruly, hair.
My
heart begged me to be in a closer relationship with
the one I so
obviously loved. Yet it was still so
hard to be me, and I only
managed to whisper my next
question.
"So, Harry would you like to go out with me?"
My lion melted into another swoon
in my arms. I could
no longer resist and brushed my lips over his
soft
pink mouth as he lay in my embrace, very nearly out
cold
once again. It seemed to bring him around.
"No passing out
now Harry, answer me," I whispered,
needing to hear it from his
tender lips.
I watched him put a hand to his lips.
"Draco,
did you just…?" he asked me. I guess he
needed confirmation
too.
"Yes Harry, I just kissed you and asked you out,
but
you haven't answered me yet." I replied honestly in a
soft
voice.
Harry nodded and smiled at me; his eyes filled
with
love.
"Well, it seems to be the custom among our
peers to
exchange class rings," I said, while smiling
happily,
and tried to give Harry my Slytherin House class
ring,
but he was like a rag doll.
Harry seemed to smile
even happier than before, and
held up his hand with a Gryffindor
House class ring on
it. I chuckled at my melted lion and switched
our
rings; then kissed my Harry again while he was
still
conscious.
It was the best day of my life.
