Bella6

Samantha stood in line to board to the plane to Figi she had to be there tomorrow. Everywhere she looked there were posters of lovers walking on beaches holding hands. She closed her eyes not wanting to see it, not wanting to acknowledge it hoping it would just go away that memory, but still it never did.

"Flight 234 for Figi is now boarding." The announcer said into the microphone in a strong Italian dialogue. As she stepped forward she gave him her boarding pass that he checked and gave it back to her, he smiled at her and told her to have a wonderful trip. She said thanks and walked down the ramp to the waiting jet airliner to take her to her destination.

A couple of hours later while in flight she received a call it was Brenda and she was happy to hear her voice.

"Hey there girl, just wanted to know where you are and what you are up to."

"Well right now, I am up in the air, literally, have to be in Figi tomorrow for a photo shoot." She said not wanting to give out to much information. She knew the reason Brenda kept in contact with her was that she would be running back to tell Jason where she was and how she was doing.

"What is up with you?"

"Not much."

"You're lying and you know it...And Brenda, so do I."

"Well, I could say the same for you Samantha." She said to her. The last person that called her that had been Jason as he was kissing her to sleep that night, she closed her eyes and remembered him moving within her as she gave it to him willingly and begging for more.

"Sam? Hello are you there?"

"Yeah, I am, sorry." She said blinking back the tears...but to stubborn to ask Brenda anything about him.

"You miss Jason don't you Sam?"

"No, why do you say that?"

"Because every time I call you Sam, you become so distant and quiet, it's the same with him when I call him."

"I knew it Brenda, I knew you were calling me and then calling him.. Do me a favor and just leave me the hell alone." She said in a loud tone of voice hanging up on her friend as the other passengers on the plane turned and looked at her. A few moments later she ordered an ale and kicked it back. Hell yes she missed him with everything in her, he was to her the only man she would ever love.

A few hours later after the plane landed Sam called Gemma and informed her to not forward any more phone calls from Brenda to her. And if Jason should ever call, which she didn't expect but just for the record, Gemma was in no uncertain terms to let him know anything about her from here on out. She just needed to get over him and she would. Somehow.

The phone rang at Jason's house. It was Brenda calling him telling him she screwed up and what could she say, she not only overstepped her boundaries but pretty much told her that she had been letting Jason know the score in regards to Sam.

"Hello"

"Jason."

"Brenda, why haven't you called, I have been worried sick about Sam." He said she could hear the concern in his voice and didn't know how she was going to tell him.

"Jason, I screwed up big time."

"What the hell did you do?" He screamed into the phone.

" I basically let her know that I was letting her know about our conversations."

" Damn it Brenda why did you do that?"

"I don't know, I was talking to her last week, she was in flight to Figi and I just notice that when I call her she gets very distant and quiet with me...Like she knew something was up."

"Get to the point Brenda."

"Well, I just happened to mention your name and she began to cry, Jason I could hear her sobbing into the phone. She misses you and I would be willing to bet that girl in so in love with you, but then I mentioned that I talk to you and she got furious with me and hung up. I have been trying to call the offices but they won't forward the calls, won't tell me where she is. And I was supposed to have a photo shoot with her last week, but the magazine sent someone else to do the job. Gemma pretty much told me not to call back looking for any information on her and if I spoke to you that those orders were for you to."

"Damn it " He screamed into the phone and hung up and walking over to the table picked up the glass on it and threw it as it made contact with the fireplace it shattered everywhere.

"Knock knock." Carly said walking in.

"What the hell do you want?"

"I have a problem and I need your help."

"No."

"Courtney is pregnant Jason."

"I don't give a shit if she is or not." He screamed at her.

"Don't you Jason, that baby needs a father."

"I know where you are going with this Carly and I don't want to have anything to do with it."

"What if someone you loved became pregnant with a baby, and you weren't around to take care of it...Wouldn't you want that baby to have a father and a mother?" She said and he thought of Samantha, a world away, being pregnant with their child, only in this vision he wasn't there...and yeah, he would want to know that baby had a father, because it was the right thing to do.

"Would it be such a problem for you to marry the woman you loved again and take care of the baby? It is a sign Jason... This baby could bring you together and replace the one you lost."

"No it wouldn't replace the one we lost, nothing could ever replace that baby." He said

"So what do you think?"

"I think not." He said

"Why?"

"Because I don't love Courtney and never will."

"So."

"You're kidding me right? I am not Mr.Fixit."

"Come on Jase for the baby." Carly said knowing full well that would get him. Jason dropped his head and looked at the ground thinking for the first time in months that he probably would never see Sam again.. She would always be his, always, but it had been to long and he just needed to face the facts.. Samantha McCall didn't want to have anything to do with him. And his heart broke into a million tiny pieces.