Bella8
Sam stepped out of her uncle's car and started up the stairs so exhausted she just needed the bed that's all. Sage opened the door to his place and she walked in asked where her bedroom was and followed her to it. She gave Sage a hug and a kiss and told her she would probably see her later on, if not, then in the morning. Using the restroom really quick she washed up, took her jacket off and lay down on the bed, before she did she checked the clock it was 6pm, Friday evening.
Jason stood at his window, looking out over the city. Mentally preparing his mind for the following day.. The new life he was to start with a woman he had no feelings for to father a baby that again wasn't his. His heart was breaking, days, weeks, months had past and he was literally dying of a broken heart, he couldn't stop it, it was useless to try to make it go away. Picking up the phone he called the magazine, he just needed to know if she was okay, if she was well because standing here he continued to feel her presence so bad and every time he closed his eyes he saw her looking up at him, feeling her touching him and it was getting stronger and stronger and he didn't know what to do with it.
"Good morning Bella Magazine how may I direct your call?"
"Is this Gemma?" he asked.
"Yes, who's calling?" She asked in her broken English, then knowing who it was.. " Is this Jason?"
"Yes, I just need to know is Samantha okay?"
"You know what that is confidential information and I am not..." She said as he hung up the phone grabbing the first thing he could he took it and threw it across the room smashing it into a million pieces. "No!" He said shouting turning around he grabbed the keys off the desk and his jacket he left, went downstairs and to the garage walking over to his bike he got on it, then turning it over he put it into gear and drove out of the garage, he needed out, needed to clear his head.
Sam woke up around midnight. Getting out of bed she walked out of her room and found her uncle still up and almost ready to go to bed.
"Hey. How are you feeling?"
"Fine, better actually." She said not admitting the complete truth which was that she was getting more and more depressed as time went on she was slipping further into the darkness and she knew it. Every time she closed her eyes it was him that she saw, she couldn't function... Just to see him one more time, that's all, just to tell him that he had her heart and that she loved him more than anything in this world. She thought about how far she had come over the course of three short years, doing the thing she loved most but the desire was slowly slipping away, because she to was dying of a broken heart, one that she had created herself.
"You look like you need some air, is everything all right?"
"Yeah."
"You don't look to well."
"You know what? I just need to get out for a while. Where are my suitcases?"
"Sam, it is after midnight."
"I know but I am usually up at this time being a day ahead of you."
"Okay." He said he could see that something horrible had happened to her or that there was something very wrong with her. That vibrancy that used to be there was replaced by a sadness that was overwhelming.
Sam went and changed and came out about 15 minutes later. Her uncle gave her the key to the penthouse as she walked out she was glad that she brought her warmer clothes with her. It had been a while but as she walked she remembered how to get back and forth to her uncles home.
Jason was just returning back into town from several hours on the road, when he decided to swing by Jakes. Pulling up he revved the motor on his bike as he parked it. Sam was standing not to far from there and could hear it. As Jason got off his bike and started toward the door he stopped dead in his tracks he could feel her so strongly and just decided to forget her, he couldn't do this any longer, he simply couldn't wait around for something that was never going to take place. When he called tonight, it had been so apparent that she just didn't want to be found out about anymore and he had come to the resolve that it was time to move on. What they had was a once-in-a-lifetime night. Tomorrow he was to start his new life with Courtney and the baby.
Sam felt such an overpowering presence of him as she walked along near the bar. She couldn't stand it any longer she had to drown out her sorrows because frankly that was the only way she was going to be able to cope. She was slipping quickly, walking inside she found a seat at the bar and asked for an ale. Jason just happened to look up checking out the place who was who and what was up when he saw someone new at the bar.
"Here you go, that'll be five bucks." He said as she gave him the money without looking up, she took it and looking around she found a jukebox in the corner walking over to it she flipped the music until she found it and slipping in the money it started to play. She listened to the first few works and then turned and walked out of the bar.
I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by,
Weep not for the memories
Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad.
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me
I wanna be the one
I will rememeber you, will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
But I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so afraid to love you
But more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness
Deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light
And I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories
The words to the song snapped him out of the mindset he was in. It was as if she was here and playing it for him.