Bella 28

Sam sat on her front porch looking out at the waves crashing on the beach, it had been a little over a month since she had been here, and she couldn't believe time had passed that quickly, in a way it seemed to drag on. Anthony and Gemma had been right; no matter how far she went the memories of Jason would never disappear, no matter how hard she tried to make them. For every waking hour there were a million times she thought about him and not only that the life they would have had now with the baby, being married her dream come true, to be his wife. But he had found that with Courtney instead, he must have hated her for losing the baby, obviously what they had was just a passing affair. Every time she called Courtney had said she would give him the message...She had cried so many tears over it all and wondered if she would ever find out the reasons why.. or find happiness again, or ever see him again.

Meanwhile...

Jason was on the computer searching frantically for any information on her with Stan by his side. He had given him all the information he knew on her and still there was nothing, no account of her anywhere, no nothing. And Jason wondered if something had happened to her, and wondered if in fact he would ever find her and where would she be. He had made the biggest mess out of things and then the shit with Courtney didn't help, he wondered what the hell she told her, she wouldn't own up to anything. But he knew she did, and whatever it was, Sam, wherever she was most likely going to listen to it and believe it because of her state of mind. He had tried to get a hold of Lorenzo but he was no longer living in Port Charles, and as a last resort had called Brenda to see if she had heard anything, but she hadn't and the thing that ate away at Jason was the not knowing where she was. Because she was his world and with every passing day he lost more and more hope.

"I love you Sam, I don't know where you are but if we are meant together and I believe with all my heart we will be someday, then somehow we will find our way back to each other. Please don't let anything happen to my angel." He said as tears slid down his cheeks.

"Good afternoon Bella Magazine." Gemma said.

"Hey."

"Sam. where are you and how are you?"

"I'm fine."

"What's going on?" Gemma asked.

"I miss him and I can't stop thinking about him."

"He called for you Sam a few days ago."

" He has a family of his own Gemma, he doesn't love me anymore, Courtney made that abundantly clear to me, he didn't want to have anything to do with me." She said and hung up leaving Gemma wondering what the heck had happened, but knowing full well what that was, Sam was broken and getting worse as the days passed.

"Sam!" She screamed into the phone.

Gemma picked up the phone and dialed the number of Jason Morgan...

It was the middle of the night and Jason had drunk himself to sleep yet another night as he was passed out on the couch, the phone began to ring, ring, ring, ring... "what the h---, Sam." He said running towards it.

"Hello?"

"Jason this is Gemma, I am sorry if I woke you up. I thought you might like to know Sam, she just called. She wasn't fine Jason and she wouldn't tell me where she was but when I told her you called looking for her she just told me that Courtney had told her that you didn't love her anymore and didn't want to have anything to do with her. She told me that she can't stop thinking about you and she misses you." Gemma said crying into the phone. " I know its not what you wanted to hear, but I wanted to at least let you know she called Jason."

"Thank you, I have been worried sick about her Gemma, If she calls back please let her know I love her, and I will wait forever for her to come back to me."

"I will Jason, believe me I will."

"Thanks, please tell Anthony to let her know also."

"We will Jason, bye."