Bella 29

"I needed to know you were okay and now I do. Now I just need to know where you are, please call me Sam." He said as he stood by the desk anger set in and he needed to know what the hell exactly Courtney had told her, because it was very obvious she must have told her something that would tear her apart, and if she wasn't willing to let Gemma know where she was there was a problem because he knew Sam, she was someone who had fight in her and she wouldn't have given up, he knew that he could see that in her when he first saw her. The fact that she didn't want to have anything to do with him but as they made eye contact with her their worlds were completely turned upside down and that night so long ago was only the tip of the iceberg, he closed his eyes and remembered what it was to have her in his arms, to be able to just be with her, to dance underneath the stars without any music because their love was making the music between them. To look into her eyes he saw everything as clear as day. He didn't know why he was chosen to be with her but he knew without a doubt that if he didn't find her soon, something was going to happen to her, he could feel it in his spirit, she was desperate and so was he.

"Where the hell are you?" He said screaming out loud, as his legs gave out from under him he crumpled to the floor in desperation to find her, to hear her voice, to know for himself that she was okay.

"Please come back to me, I would never stop loving you…You of all people should know that Sam."

And then he remembered something that he walked in on about 2 months before, but didn't think much of it at the time and didn't have a reason to. It was clear at the time to him that she didn't want to have anything to do with him. The first thing he remembered was that the phone would ring around the same time every day here at the house and Courtney would always get it. He remembered bits and pieces of of a conversation where Courtney was angered by something.. again, but then again being the bitch she was, there was always something she was pissed about. "He can't stand you, and he never wants to see you again, its over bitch he has me and his family now, you are nothing to him, you never were."

"No." He said to himself. "She was talking to you, you did call me, for months probably but I just never answered the phone, that was it, you were reaching out for me, and you kept calling hoping I would pick it up and I never did until finally after your consistency she let you have it. It was as if she baited you angel and when she had you at your most desperate state that is when she told you I couldn't stand the sight of you and that I didn't want to have anything to do with you."

That morning..

As the sun was just starting to rise up over the bay Sam watched it. She remembered the mornings her and Jason would make love all night and then watch the sun come up together.

Picking up the phone she dialed that number and hoped and prayed that he would be there to pick it up.

She waited and it started to ring, ring, ring, ring and one the fifth one he answered.

"Hello?"

"Jason…."

"Sam." He said into the phone as his voice was racked by sobs.

"I don't have a lot of time, but I wanted to let you know that I love you, I miss you Jason so much and I am sorry that I messed up everything. I know you have to go and I shouldn't be calling, but I just wanted to hear your voice one last time." She said crying out to him and before he could even respond she hung up.

"No!" He screamed and shoved the phone off the end of the desk where it crashed to the floor, picking up his cell phone he called Stan and asked him if he had heard anything, had seen anything. Had any record of her anywhere? He said no.. And that's when Jason decided that something was going to be done about it even if he had to go look everywhere they had talked about going together.

"Hawaii….." That's where you are Sam. I know it and I am going to find you even if I have to go house to house looking for you. Picking up the phone he called Bella magazine and talked with Gemma, who gave him her social security number, now he had something viable to track her down with, he hoped.