Benson and Stabler came in following Fin, Cragen, and Huang. The three men rolled their eyes as Benson and Stabler bickered.

"Well, I'm sorry for yelling but it would be nice if you took my suggestions sometimes!" she yelled as she went to her desk.

"Oh look who's talking! Every time I even try to suggest something you say no! You're wrong!" he shouted back as he stood behind his desk.

"Oh really?" She frowned back standing behind her desk.

"Yeah- all you do is nag- you don't count as a cop anyway!" he shouted.

"I don't count? I don't count?" she said as she came around from behind her desk.

"You heard me!" he shouted as he came around the front of his desk. Everyone watched and listened.

"Because I'm a woman I don't count as a cop! Is that what you're saying?" she said looking at him angrily.

"Oh take that look of your face- you know you're not as good of a cop as any man here!" he shouted.

"Oh give me a break! I could take out you and anyone else who gets in my way! Man or woman!" she shouted back.

"I would watch- just for the fun of seeing you get your butt kicked" he shouted.

"The only one getting their butt kicked would be you!" she shouted as Huang finally cut in and stood in between them as they started to come closer to each other, yelling louder.

"What's going on!" Huang shouted as he pushed both of them back a little.

"Don't stick your nose in this Huang!" Stabler shouted.

"You can't tell him what to do!" Benson shouted.

"I'm sorry am I hurting your boyfriend's feelings?" he shouted back.

"Stop it or you both will be handcuffed!" Huang shouted. The two quieted down as he spoke- but still glared at each other- as everyone still watched.

"What's going on between you two? You both have been shouting and arguing for the last week. What the hell is going on?" Huang asked.

"You want to know what's going on!" Benson shouted at Stablor as Huang backed away a little, but stayed close just in case.

"No not really! But I have a feeling your going to tell me anyway!" he shouted.

"Fine I won't tell you!" she shouted back.

"Just tell me dammit!" he yelled.

"I'm pregnant okay!" she shouted as she turned around. His frowning face started to leave, as his eyebrows lifted.

"What?" he asked as everyone was astonished too. He came up behind her frowning again.

"It's yours", she said quieter as she turned around. He started to smile.

"It's mine?" he asked.

"Yeah it's yours". She said looking down as everyone knew that wasn't a good thing.

"We're going to have a kid?" he asked as he put his hand on her chin and lifted her head up.

"I can't" she said.

"What?" he asked frowning again.

"I can't ha--- I can't have a kid" she said as he frowned.

"What do you mean?"

"I'm not ready. Your married- you have four kids and a wife. I can't take you away from them." She said turning and moving away as he followed, everyone listening intently.

"I'm getting an abortion". She said biting her lower lip.

"No Olivia- don't. You want a kid- I'll be there. I promise", he said as he removed a tear from her face with his thumb.

"Me and Kathy have been talking about getting a divorce"

"No. I couldn't make you explain to your kids why they have a half brother or sister. I couldn't. I'm sorry", she said as she started to walk to Cragen. He frowned as she came up. She took off her badge.

"I've…" she paused as she gulped down her feelings.

"I've been honored to work under you… I'm resigning from the police force", she said as he put her badge in Cragen's hand. She turned around, got her coat, and walked out the door.


i'm not sure if i want to continue this or leave it as it is. suggestions are needed. thank you as always, -VJ