Bella 49

"Mr. Morgan we have been waiting for you." The driver said as he held the door open for him and Abigail. They got in and sat in the limousine as it whisked them away from the curb as Abby turned and looked up at her dad.

Sam stood on water's edge and squished the sand between her toes it was cool and relaxing, as the baby moved inside of her, she stopped until the baby had settled once again, as she walked she thought about him, she hadn't given him much of a choice in the letter, and she hoped and prayed that all would go well. She hadn't had talked to him since the time she left Port Charles and she had no idea what to expect. When the news came that Lorenzo had heard from him and he would be on his way her heart leapt for joy and for once in a long while she had hope.

The sun was just about ready to set for the day when the car pulled up into the beach house drive way and parked. The driver got out and opened the door and as the both of them exited. Right as Jason was getting out he glanced up and saw Brenda coming through the sliding doors making her way over to him.

"What are you doing here?" He inquired.

"Well, I couldn't miss the wedding of the century silly." She said in her happy-go-lucky self the one that annoyed the crap out of him all the time. "Aren't you happy to see me?"

"Do you want and honest answer?"

"Yeah."

"That would be no." Jason looked at her then started walking toward the house when he was greeted by his mom and dad, Gemma, Anthony, Lorenzo, and Emily.

"Where is she? I want to talk with her." Jason said to his mom.

"She went down to the beach for a walk, that was about an hour ago, she said to make sure you came down there, she wants to see you." Monica said giving him a hug.

Jason was a little overwhelmed to say the least, he had never imagined that all these people would be here to welcome him. As they took Abigail he turned and walked over to the deck that overlooked the sand below, the sun had dropped low and daylight was being lost fast. Sitting down he took off his boots and socks and hiked up his jeans then made his way down the stairs to her.

Sam was walking along the beach when she felt his presence so strongly, as she turned she saw him barely making him out in the fading light as a tear slid down both their cheeks, he made his way toward her and stood in front of her, She looked beautiful here in the light from the moon that was reflecting off the glassy water, his angel, his one and only.

She stepped close to him as she reached out her hand to touch him he pulled away from her, not allowing her to touch him, it hurt and killed him to do that to her, to see the fear in her eyes, before she glanced away then back to him.

"Jason, I." she said looking up at him.

"No Sam, don't say another word." He said as he walked around her and stood on the opposite side of her with his back to her.

"Just hear me out." She said.

"I can't Sam. Every time something happens you get afraid and run, you leave me hanging for months on end, without a word from you, and then you slip back into my life as if nothing ever happened and expect to pick up where we left off. I can't do that anymore, my trust in you has been broken because I never know if I will ever see you again ever again."

"I love you Jason, so much." She said as she watched the waves crash against the shore, it mirrored the pain in her heart.

"Sometimes love just isn't enough Sam." He said looking out at the opposite side of the ocean, towards where the sun had just set not ten minutes before, as tears slid down his cheeks, he closed his eyes and wiped his cheek.

"I thought you of all people would understand know how I felt, unless of course you found it pleasurable to kill people for a living and never have a second thought about it."

"Sam you have no idea how I felt, when I was Sonny's right hand man."

"Yeah Jason I did, that's just it. I felt ashamed and less than the dirt under your feet, which I was deserving of nothing Jason." She said as the tears slid down her cheeks." He turned and looked at her with tear stained eyes as she stood a few feet from him, as the wind blew her hair around, as he went around her and looked down at her. "I don't know if I can forgive you this time, and go on Samantha."

"Then I am sorry for wasting your time Jason, I guess we have nothing left to say." She looked at him for a second before he turned and walked away from her leaving her standing there alone for once to let her know exactly how he felt all those times without her. "Goodbye Jason" she whispered as she stood there she broke down as she cried hysterically his heart broke in two to do that to her. "I love you Jason, and I need you."

He heard her say as the scene between them was so tense as emotions were flying high

Standing there in the cool air he stopped and turned back around and walked towards her and taking her arm gently he turned her around, and reached out with his hand and brought her to him, then lightly he caressed the side of her face as he leaned close to her and kissed her tears away, as she moved close to him in an embrace that he would never forget, not for as long as he lived. "I love you Sam." He said as he lifted her dress off of her and ran his hands over her body particularly the baby as he took her hands in his and lowered them both down to the sand he leaned close to her and kissed her stomach, her fingers running through his hair as she closed her eyes and wanted this moment in time to never end.