Thx yall!Especially the following whom were the first to review!Ilove the song by LeeAnn Rhymes.I love it soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo(Gasp, gasp)ooooooooooooooo much, that infact while im writing this, Im listening to it right now.I love it so much, it described the story so well.Thx to these people and here we go.

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With all due respect, Moony

Chapter two

"Start shooting the music video?"I said blankly, with surprise."But its not all that good anyway..I-"

"Nonsense Kai!We love it!Well start the music video soon, we just need to plan it.Waddaya say about..uh..lunch, this Tuesday?"

"I told you not to call me-"

"Yes yes i know, Im sorry!Waddaya say to Tuesday, at 12?"

"Sure."I sighed.I didnt care really weather or not I got to be famous.All I had was lost.He was my life.Sure Im going on and on, but if I dont i think Id be carless and thats just whats making me sad.A continuos loop of sadness, that just tends to loom.

I packed up my bag thinking of a new song when I heard something.I turned to see him, standing right behind, kinda like my song.

"Your as beutiful as you sing.I think your great, much better than me.But you dont see that.Why cant you see that..?"He stepped toward me and I flinched.

"Dont.."I whispered thinking about how it was before.Painful memories flooded back to her.

(BTW the squglly lines mean flashs or flash backs I tell u which)(o they are flashes)

Hallow Bastion

She hugged the little heartless and saved him.He became Sora from her memoeries.He said "Thank you my angel.You saved me."

"Sora, I-"

"I love you Kai.Im sorry I couldnt protect you from everything."

I felt a wet warm spot on my sholder where I think he was crying.He never cryed!And why would he?For me!No one ever payed any attention to me.There was nothing special about me anyway.I dont think I was ever a princess.They must have been wrong.

End

"No!Stop!"I cried trying to make the memeries stop."Please!I dont want to remember!"Tears fell from my face on to the carpeted floor.I griped my hands to the side of my head asking for it to stop when I remembered...

flash

Secret Cave

"Its so beautiful."

"What?"His voice echoed off the walls.

"The mural.Its mystical but lovly."

"Like you."

"What?"I looked at him and shook my head.

"Im sorry, Priness."He bowed to me in apoligy."thtas wasnt my pla-"

"No!"I made him stand up and look me square in the eyes."No!Treat me like the Kairi you've known all our lifes!Not like the princess you just figured me out to be!"At this point tears were falling from my face.I didnt like to shout at him.

"Kai.."He stood close to me and embraced me with a warm hug.One hand had its fingers in my hair and the other was on the small of my back holding me very close."Its my job to protect you.And when Im around others, they expect me to act...professionaly."He lifted my head up by my chin."And I shouldnt have said that I loved you around those two.Im forced to go against the council and have my fate decided.You see, your basically royalty and Im just the keyblade master.I save worlds from darkness, and the darkness corupts me."

"It what?"I cried tearly.I loved him back but this wasnt fair."Corupts you?ITS EATING YOU AWAY ON THE INSIDE?"I screeched in fear for him.

"Shhh..no.no...no...calm down..its what I have to do.And if I die, I accept it.."

"I WONT!Now I was just shaking incontrolably."I cant accept this!I wont let the coucil do this to you!And I wont let you die!I jaut wo-"

"Kai..please dont.."He said smiling weakly."I want to love you, but I cant."

"Then love me when you have the chance!" I couldnt believe I had siad that.What was I saying?He even told me he was going to die.But the next thing I knew I was passoinetly kissing him.

end

" No no no no no.." She shook her head and backed away, her back at the wall."Your dead, I dont wanna remember! I dont want to feel it anymore!"

flash

Kingdom Hearts

Why did I follow him here?I found myself standing on lrage area of sand now and just black.But he was there.Closing a humongus door.There was a large bright light and a locking sound.And he was suddenly running toward me.I wanted to run, when I felt tears well up in my eyes.

end

"NO!"

"Kai?Whats the matter?"

I opened my eyes to find the sora I was looking at wasnt there, but my producer coming to check on me.

"Nothing."I said in my black voice."I fine.Im gonna go home."I walked toward the door."And I told you not to call me that."I turned and walked out the door.

The next day

"And here we go again.."I gave him a warning glance and he changed what he was going to say."Kairi..heh..just do what you did the other day.And remember, this is live from the radio."

"Alright."I sighed and he started the tape.

Its like your a drug

Its like your a demon I cant face down

its like Im stuck

Its like im running from you all the time

It did feel like I was running from him. And the rest of my life.

And I know I let you have all the power

Its like the only company I seek

Is misery all around

Its like your a leech

Sucking the life from me

Its like I cant breath

Without you inside of me

That was sorrta a lie.But that was still a reason I missed him so much.It wasnt fair.WHy did he have to go?I cant believe Im singing for him like this.

And I know I let you have all the power

And I relize Im never gonna quit you over time

I began to sing the chorus with a fire burning in my chest wanting to escape like the other song.I just let it burn intot the song and melt with the words.

Its like I cant breath

Its like I cant see anything

Nothing but you

Im addicted to you

I guess you could say that.Addicted seems the right word.And I dont feel ashamed to say.Iloved him and he died.He even said he was dying.And I wouldnt belive him.I wouldnt let him die.I shouldnt keep promises that are just gonna break anyway.

Its like I cant think

Without you interupting me

In my thoughts

In my dreams

Youve taken over me

Its like Im not me

Its like Im not me

And im right.Im not my self anymore. And I never will be agian.

Its like Im lost

Its like Im giving up slowly

Its like your a ghost thats hauting me

Leave me alone

He did haunt me.Its something I cant get out of my head.I want him to leave me, but he comes back and makes me scream for the sins which I wont atone for.I made him go against the coucil like I know what that is, and the coucil killed him.Jst because he loves somelike me.Ive been called a wrech, a looser, and several other things, and I didnt care.But he did.He would protect me from those people and keep them away.But I never thought he would ever love me.But now that he's dead, he's keeping me company, even if I dont want it.

ANd I know these voices in my head

Are mine alone

And I know Ill never change my ways

If I dont give you enough

Its like I cant breath

Its like I cant see anything

Nothing but you

Im addicted to you

It like I cant think

Without you interupting me

In my thoughta

In my dreams

Your taking over me

Its like Im not me

Its like Im not me

Im hooked on you

I need a fix

I cant take it

Just one more hit

I promaise I can deal with it

Ill handle it, quit it

Just one more time

Than thats it

Just a little bit more to get me through this

Im hooked on you

I need a fix

I cant take it

Just one more time

Than thats it

Just one more hit

I promise I can deal with it

I ll handle it, quit it

Just one more time

Than thats it

Just a little bit more to get me through this

Its like I cant breath

Its like I cant see anything

Nothing but you

Im addicted to you

Its like I cant think

Without you inside of me

In my thoughts

In my dreams

Youve taken over me

Its like Im not me

Its like Im not me

I looked up and sighed as I looked at the light coming from the incandesant bulb.Im pathetic.

"Kairi, that lunch was acidentally sheduled for today and we cant get it anyother day til 3 months from now.So waddaya say?"

"Thats cool."I smiled for once sinse I dont know when.I relized that Sora wouldnt have wanted me not to act like this.He wouldnt know what to say, and I would end up crying again.I cry to much, to latly anyway.

Later that day I found myself sitting across from Yunalesca, the famous pop singer.I really couldnt believe my ears as I heard myself say, "I would love to do a song with you."

For the first time in a long time, I was happy.

Through the dark, Sora stumbled along.His eyes penetrated eveything around him, he saw the light.But how, how to get to it, he didnt know.

A/n:BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!Cliff hanger!I know you are all going to scream at me for another chappie!Well, I can only type when my parnets arnt home, not fridays, and not on weekends...so..keep urself busy and read some of my other stuff.Im coming up with some Rave Master stuff and PeaceMaker stuff!I hope u all read some of my stuff and think bout it and give tips, no flames, and tell me if u like it or not.

With all due respect, Moony

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