Just a one shot on Rinoa's feeling towards Squall and Seifer.
Disclaimer: If I owned Final Fantasy Squall and Seifer would be male strippers and they would live in my closet. Needless to say, I don't own Final Fantasy.
In Her Heart
Oh I wish I had known this would happen. If I had there might've been a way to stop it all from happening. But then I wouldn't have had him. I wouldn't have had either of them. True, I lost one of them. I often wonder what would've happened if I had never met them. Or if I had just met one. But I suppose what happened is done with and it can't be changed.
I met Seifer first. He seemed to be an arrogant bastard. But he changed as I grew to know him more. We got close and, well I'll just leave it at we got close. I suppose I never would've met Squall if I hadn't met Seifer. And meeting Squall has changed my life. I have never loved anyone the way I love that man. No matter how callous he may seem I know the real Squall. The insecure little boy that hides underneath the war leader everyone knows so well. I would be lost without him. I suppose I owe it to Seifer that I met him. I guess I never would've fallen in love with Squall if I hadn't fallen in love with Seifer first. I'm scared though. I've heard you never get over your first love. I don't know what I'll do if Seifer ever comes back. I don't think I could hurt him, but I know I will never hurt Squall. And I guess that's what counts. It's time I let go of the what-ifs, and live in the now. Because that's all that's worth living for. No matter what, both those boys are in my heart. And nothing can change that.