Konnichi wa minna. If you hadn't figured it out yet then here is the deal. I have written another YusukexKurama fan fiction. It's not as good as this one but still I would like you all to check out and see what you think.
I would also like people who love these types of pairings to join my community. Anyway as promised I shall make longer chapters that should be 2000 words each.
My chapters will get longer each time I get ten more reviews. So that means when my reviews hit 40 then I will make the chapters even longer. Suggestions for all my fan fictions are still welcome.
Well in two days it will be my birthday so I will try to update all my fan fictions by then okay. Well I guess that is all I have to say except please read and review. Ja ne
Yusuke's P.O.V.
'I guess I passed out,' I thought as I finally woke up a couple of minutes after I had fainted. Suddenly everything came back to me. I-I'm going to be a mom or a dad or I don't know someone I guess.
I know that a lot of crazy shit happens to me but this must be the most ridiculous thing that has ever happened to me. I mean guys don't get pregnant, that's the women's job. I don't even know how to take care of a kid.
I looked at Kurama for some sort of support. For him to just burst out laughing and tell me that it was all a joke. But he didn't.
"But Raizen didn't get pregnant with any kids," I said trying to sound reasonable.
"That's probably because Raizen was never in a sexual relationship with another male Yusuke," Koenma pointed out.
"Oh yeah," I said, embarrassed.
"B-but I don't know how to take care of a kid or anything like that," I muttered.
"Well you could always have an abortion…right," said Kuwabara.
"Don't say that you baka", Koenma hissed. I was barely listening to their conversation. Kuwabara is right; I could have an abortion but… I looked at Kurama but he had his back towards me.
Do I really just want to get rid of this child I mean; the child is mine and everything. I smiled at that for the first time that day. Yeah the child was mine. I might just have the family I always wanted. With that thought I laid back down against the doctors bed and went back to sleep.
When I woke up again I was back in my own apartment. I looked around me but I couldn't see anyone. I then sat up.
"Hey anyone here" I asked out loud for no real reason what so ever.
"I'm coming Yusuke, could you please wait a moment," said Kurama's voice from outside my room.
"Sure," I said back. I laid back down and closed my eyes for a minute before they then snapped open. Shit, why didn't I think about this before I thought? What if Kurama doesn't want to have the baby with me since he is the father of it? What if he doesn't love me enough to want to help take care of it?
Now that I think about it; not once did Kurama say he loved me. For once in my life I wanted to cry. No, Kurama is not like that, h-he wouldn't just leave me…would he. I couldn't help but choke a sob at these thoughts.
I had heard tales from Hiei that Youko Kurama was a well known player back in Makai. That he had tons of women and men in his bed and never really gave a damn about any of them.
Maybe it's the same way for me. Maybe I am just his little play toy like all the rest. I couldn't stand where these thoughts were going. Okay maybe having this kid is starting to get me a little over emotional but still I couldn't stand the thought of Kurama just using me for fun and then throwing me away like yesterday's clothes.
Then my thoughts turned haywire. I had to get away from here, from Kurama. At least until I get my thoughts sorted out. So I guess I was being a little rash and all but hey everyone has those times…right.
So I got up and grabbed my wallet and my shoes before running out the door before Kurama could notice. I saw him in the kitchen most likely making me a meal. I quietly shut the door then I ran like a bat out of hell out of the apartment complex without bothering to put my shoes on.
I don't know how long I ran but it must have been pretty long because my feet were starting to hurt. I stopped finally at the park. Funny, I don't remember this park. Must mean I've never been here before I thought as I sat down at a bench and began brushing off all the rocks and dirt off my feet before putting on a pair of shoes.
I looked around me. This place was pretty peaceful. There were wonderful smelling flowers and there was also fresh air. It's really rare to find a place free of polluted air. Maybe I should go to the park more often, I thought as I lay down on the bench. For a few hours I just sat there.
Thinking about Kurama and my current predicament. Soon though it became dark. I got up but then did an anime drop.
"Damn it I don't know where the hell I am," I yelled. I sat back down. Well it wouldn't help if I just kept wandering around, I thought rationally. So there I sat in the dead of the night.
And wouldn't you know it that soon it started to rain. And then it got windy and cold and here little ole me had nothing but jeans and a light t-shirt on. God my life sucked.
I looked for some shelter but the best I could find was under a big tree. I sat under it wondering if life could get any worse. Wait don't answer that, of course it will, I thought bitterly to myself as I began shivering.
GREAT JUST GREAT, I thought to myself. Right when I find out that I somehow got pregnant I have to be stuck in the middle of a rain storm where I might just get sick and kill the baby and possibly myself…again.
"What the hell did I do to deserve this," I yelled only to have it drowned out by a roar of thunder.
I curled up into a ball and started rocking myself back and forth. Why did I have to runaway? Right now I could be cuddled up in Kurama's arms or my warm blanket but noooooooooooo I just had to go run away like a little kid who didn't get his way.
Great just great. I stayed there for a couple of hours and soon I was so cold that I couldn't even feel my toes.
Tears began to make themselves down my face. I wanted to go home. I wanted Kurama to tell me that he loved me and that he would always be with me no matter what but I guess neither of those things were going to happen anytime soon. Call me crazy but I think I could hear somebody calling my name.
I guess I was starting to hear things. But if I was hearing things then why was the voice that was calling my name getting louder. And how come there was more then one voice. Those voices…they sounded familiar. "YUSUKE" somebody yelled.
They sounded only a couple yards away. I tried to yell but my voice hurt from yelling and my lips felt too cold to move. H-help, I said hoarsely. I kept saying that over and over until I finally was able to yell it. "I think I heard him," somebody that sounded strangely like Kuwabara said. The voice was closer than before.
Suddenly shadows came towards me until they were right in front of me and the last thing I heard before I passed out was someone yelling "Yusuke." Everything was dark after that.
So what did you guys think of that. Sorry I couldn't make it as long as I said because I wanted to make a little cliffy for everyone. I really wanted to write something angsty this time so can you please bear with it.
Don't worry though because I am so not going to let Kurama and Yusuke break up because I love this couple way too much. As I said before could you please check out my new fanfiction.
I think people will be able to find my name on the search engine now. Well anyway thank you for all the wonderful reviews. So far I think everyone wants Yusuke's children to be girls. I have a lot of plans with this fanfiction so don't think I am going to give up on it anytime soon. Well ja ne
