A/N: Sorry for not updating sooner… I've been really busy with work and all so here you go…
Oh and this chapter is set at the burrow… during the time after Hermione replies to Harry's letter
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THE LYRICS IN THIS CHAPPIE ARE IN BOLD AS ARE LAST CHAPTERS COZ MY COMPUTERS GONE AWOL:'( LYRICS ON THIS CHAPTER ARE
' From the inside' by Linkin park (in case u didn't realise I have an obsession)
Harry sat at Ron's desk. He was at the Weaslys again as he was almost every holidays. He looked at the piece of parchment, which he had crumpled in his hand. Ron entered the room his mouth full of food. He smiled goofily, all the food almost falling out of his mouth. Harry screwed up his nose.
"wdatfoupro" Ron said, spitting bread everywhere.
Harry shielded himself from the bread using his arm.
"What was that?" Harry teased.
Ron swallowed.
"What you up to?" Ron repeated clearly.
"Just got this letter from Hermione" harry sighed.
Ron raised his eyebrows.
"What's it say?" Ron asked.
"Harry,
I can't believe you would take his side!
You haven't given me a chance to defend myself
I'm not being selfish,
Ron always asks me for help and I never said 'no Ron I won't help you'
Then when I asked him to help me he always wanted something in return,
He is in his 7th year, I'm sure he is capable of doing something out of the pureness of his heart,
I have done everything you and Ron have asked me to do over the years,
I've almost been expelled helping you two,
I was turned into a cat to prove your innocence,
I'm sorry that you think I'm in the wrong,
But you Harry Potter are the most selfish human being in the world,
You think the world revolves around you,
Just because you survived some stupid thing that most people don't care about anymore,
Does not give you the right to call me selfish!
And you are definitely not my mother so don't say what I can and cannot write to you
If you are going to take his side don't bother replying to this letter.
Hermione" Harry read.
"Me?" Ron asked offended.
"Yer after you told me she snapped you head off I had to ask her what was wrong, I told her she was a fucking drama queen and unless there was a real problem she should get over it" harry explained.
"And?" Ron asked.
"She replied saying fuck this, fuck that, you're an asshole, that sorta stuff then I wrote back saying some thing like 'you shouldn't be so self centred' and shit like that and this is her reply" harry said holding up the piece of paper.
Ron snatched the paper.
"You sure she did say anything else?" Ron asked, worried.
"Yeah" Harry nodded.
"You're acting really odd. Is there something you want to tell me?" harry asked.
"No" Ron answered quickly.
"Ok" Harry said suspiciously.
I don't know who to trust no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy
thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I'm so tired
of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get
back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how
trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)
"Oh, dinners ready" Ron added thoughtfully.
"I'll be down in a minute" harry sighed.
"Maybe I should reply" he thought out loud.
Ron stood on the other side of the door.
"No, no, no, no please don't" he whispered harshly to himself.
Harry got up from the desk. Ron hurried down the stairs. Harry walked down the stairs slowly.
"Your dinner's getting cold" Mrs Weasly called to him.
Harry quickened his pace down the stairs.
"You excited bout tomorrow?" Ginny asked.
"Excited about what?" Harry asked.
"It's the start of your last year at Hogwarts" Ginny reminded him.
"Oh yeah, I'm really excited" harry lied.
' She is so naïve' harry thought to himself.
"I bet Hermione got head girl" she squealed excitedly.
"Yeah good for her" Ron sulked, sarcastically.
"Just because she shot you down" Ginny teased.
"She didn't shoot me down" Ron snapped.
Ron stood you and slammed his fists on the table.
"You don't have a bloody well fricken clue so don't act like you do, you stupid little brat" Ron snapped.
He stormed upstairs. Harry went to follow him.
"Best let him cool off for a while" Mrs Weasly suggested, kindly.
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won't
trust myself with you
Harry sighed.
"Eat up" Mrs Weasly encouraged.
Harry pushed the food around on his plate.
"What's wrong dear?" Mrs Weasly asked.
"Nothing, its just Ron and Hermione are fighting and I hate to see it" Harry smiled.
"Yes it is hard to see your best friends fighting" Mrs Weasly smiled warmly rubbing his back.
"Do you think it's safe to go upstairs yet?" Harry asked.
"No when he gets like this…. You don't wanna get in his way" Fred laughed.
" I'm sure his fine now dear, don't listen to those two" Mrs Weasly said glaring at her twin boys.
"Thank you" Harry said, standing up from the table.
Ron sat on his bed, so angry he began to cry. He had held everything in. had what he'd done been so bad? He sighed and wiped the tears away. Harry opened the door slowly.
"Sup?"
"Harry I wanna tell you something"
"Sure go ahead"
"I… I… I, um, I think you will get head boy"
'Stupid Ron stupid, stupid, stupid' he scolded himself. Maybe it was that bad.
"That would be nice" harry smiled
"Harry… do you trust me?"
"Sure, you're my best mate"
Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of
me
(Trying not to break but I'm so tired
of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get
back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you
just takes so much out of me)
"Your acting really odd is their something wrong?" harry asked
"No I'm fine" Ron said confidently.
"If you say so" harry sighed.
"I gotta go brush my teeth, I'll be right back, k?" harry said heading towards the door.
"Yep ok"
The door closed. Ron picked up a book off the shelf. He screamed and threw it at the ground. Harry rushed in.
"What happened?" he asked, concerned.
"Nothing… the book fell off the shelf it scared me that's all" Ron lied
"Ok are you sure that's all?" Harry asked.
"YES!" Ron snapped.
"Ron do you trust me?" harry asked.
"Yes"
"No you don't, your scared I'm gonna tell Hermione everything you say don't you? Well if you think that way it's your loss" harry snapped.
"I don't think you will tell her everything" Ron teased.
"Ron its not funny, you don't trust me" harry groaned.
"Well I do, but I'm not gonna tell you everything"
"That makes me think you don't trust me"
"It's just there is something I cant tell you, like there is something you cant tell me"
Harry groaned.
"I have told you everything you need to know about me! What are you hiding from me? It's obviously something you wanna tell me"
"Its nothing harry really can we just drop it?"
"No we cant just tell me!"
"YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOW"
Mrs. Weasly came bursting in.
"THAT IS ENOUGH! RONALD YOU COME DOWN STAIRS NOW!"
Ron glowered at his mother.
"Why don't you talk to harry? Obviously he cant do anything wrong"
"GET DOWN STAIRS NOW RONALD ARTHUR WEASLY"
Ron stomped down the stairs mumbling under his breath. Mrs. Weasly smiled apologetically.
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won't
trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You
I'll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won't
trust myself with you
Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won't
trust myself with you
You
You
Chapter done now…
Not A Monkey breathing down my neck
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You remember that!
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