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Ok so here we are at chapter 5… I had a great response to chapters 3 and 4 thank you so much to all people who reviewed, I am so happy people like this story.
The Lyrics in this chapter are not by Linkin Park. They are 'TAKING OVER ME' BY EVANESCENCE.
In answer to all those people who have asked about what is happening with Ron and Hermione, some light will be shed on the matter in this chappie.
I hope you like this chapter
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Hermione got out of her father's car at kings cross-station. She was anxious. She fiddled with the hem of her shirt.
"Relax honey, it's ok" her father assured her. Hermione took the trolley from her father's hand. She stood tall.
"Goodbye sweetheart" her father smiled, kissing her on the forehead. Hermione smiled and walked off into the crowd.
She walked to platform 9. 'Almost there' she thought. She turned the trolley and walked onto platform 9 ¾. She looked around. She saw a mop of red hair in the crowd and turned away.
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FLASHBACKHermione sat in front of the roaring fire. He walked down the stairs.
"Hey" he smiled, sitting next to her.
"Hey" she said cuddling up to him.
They had been dating for 2 months now she was so happy. He understood her decision. At first he didn't like it but he grew to respect it. Her head rested on his shoulder. He slid his hand down so it was around her waist. She didn't think anything of it at first.
He kissed her forehead.
"I love you" he said wistfully. She looked up at him, confused. He kissed her on the lips and lay her down on the couch.
"I said I love you" he repeated. She smiled and tried to wriggle free.
"Don't you love me?" he asked, hurt.
"I do love you Ron, but I thought you said we would wait" Hermione said struggling.
"I'm sick of waiting" he smirked.
END FLASHBACK
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She looked back to where she had seen the red hair and saw Harry. He saw her and waved her over. She pretended not to see him and got on the train.
You don't remember me but i remember you
I lie awake and try so hard
not to think of you
But who can decide what
they dream?
And dream i do...
Hermione had dreamt of Harry over the holidays. If Ron had told him what happened. She walked into heads compartment and lay on the seats. She looked at her hand. The band-aid she had placed over the cut to hide wasn't doing a terribly good job. She peeled the band-aid back and winced as the fresh air rushed to her wound. She heard voices outside the door and quickly covered her wound and sat up.
"Mudblood, what are doing here?" Malfoy laughed, as if it was a joke.
"I'm head girl, what are you doing here?" she spat, holding her ground.
"What do you think?" he asked stupidly.
"If I knew would I have asked?" she snapped rudely.
"That's no way to speak to your superior" Malfoy smirked.
"My superior? Where?" Hermione teased. Malfoy scowled and sat on the other couch and closed his eyes. Hermione opened her trunk and pulled out a book. Her trunk slammed shut.
"Fuck Granger what the hell are you doing?" Malfoy snarled.
"You never did tell me why you were here" Hermione stated shrugging off Malfoy's comment.
"I'm head boy why else would I be here?" he snapped at her.
"I dunno, to beg me not to turn you into a ferret?" she said, inwardly smiling at her own lame joke. The compartment door opened and in walked Harry.
"I'll leave you to it" Malfoy smirked. Harry sat down next to Hermione.
"I waved to you before didn't you see me?" Harry asked. Hermione moved uncomfortably in her seat.
"No I didn't sorry" Hermione said, her voice shaking.
"You sound scared are you ok? Did Malfoy do something to you?" Harry asked. Hermione shook her head.
"What's wrong Mione?" Harry asked.
"Nothing I'm just nervous that's all, I'm head girl" Hermione lied, acting cheerful.
"Yer that's great, I'm so glad your head girl you deserve it" Harry smiled. "Oh if you wanna come and see Ron and Ginny you can, we are in out normal compartment" Harry added before standing up.
"Thanks Harry" Hermione smiled.
"If there is something you wanna tell me I suggest you do because secrets don't keep well at Hogwarts, You know that" Harry said and left. Hermione stuck her head out of the compartment door and watched Harry walk down the train.
I believe in you
I'll give up everything
just to find you
I have to be with you to
live to breathe
You're taking over me
Hermione rushed to catch up with him.
"That was quick" harry smiled. Hermione smiled up at him. She had to pretend everything was ok, for his sake.
"Ron said you and he broke up what's with that?" Harry asked. Hermione forced a laugh.
"It's true what they say, never to date a friend" Hermione smiled. Harry laughed.
"Here we are" Harry stated. Hermione smiled and entered the compartment.
"Mione!" Ginny squealed. Hermione laughed.
"How are you? Are you head girl?" Ginny asked.
"I'm great" Hermione lied and put her hand in her pocket. She pulled out her head girl badge.
"Wow! It's really cool" Ginny gushed.
"So why did you and Ron break up?" Ginny asked.
"It doesn't matter" Ron snapped.
"Well I wanna know" Ginny snapped at Ron.
"It doesn't matter, we are still friends and that is all that matters" Ron smiled.
"Yeah friends" Hermione lied, forcing yet another smile.
"Listen I gotta go, head girl duties" Hermione lied.
"Ok I'll walk you back to your compartment" Ron offered.
"Uh ok" Hermione said hesitantly. They left the compartment and began to walk in an uncomfortable silence until Ron started to talk.
"Maybe we should forget we dated and just move on" Ron suggested thoughtfully. Hermione glared at him. "Or not" he added.
"We can't just forget what happened, the only reason I'm being nice to you is for Harry because he is my friend and I don't want to hurt him" Hermione whispered harshly.
"Well what are we gonna do?" Ron asked.
"We are going to pretend we like each other, for Harry's sake" Hermione snapped.
"I did love you" Ron said quietly
"Well obviously not enough" Hermione yelled and stormed off.
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FLASHBACKHe lay next to her on the couch breathing heavily. She was so frightened she could hardly move. He reached out to her hand and ran his finger tips over the back of her hand.
"I do love you, you know" Ron smiled.
Hermione ran up to her dorm room and began to cry
END FLASH BACK
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Have you forgotten all i know?
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love
for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
"You don't love me now" she screamed back at him. Heads poked out from the compartments. Ron stood there dumbfounded. He turned and went back to his compartment Hermione ran until she reached the head compartment she walked in and slammed the door shut.
"What wrong mudblood?" Malfoy asked, obviously pleased by her crying. She ignored him and sat staring out the window. Malfoy stood up and left.
"Stupid prat" she mumbled. Hermione began to sob louder. Her thoughts rushed through her head. She suddenly stopped crying. She sat and straightened her shoulders. She wiped her eyes. She left the compartment her eyes still red from her crying. She walked to the compartment where Harry, Ron and Ginny were sitting. She slowly opened the door.
"Ron can I talk to you?" she asked, sniffing.
"Mione what's wrong?" Ginny said running up to her.
"Not now Ginny I have to talk to you brother now" she said pushing Ginny away. Ginny looked hurt but didn't argue with Hermione. Hermione walked outside and Ron followed.
" I need to know something" Hermione started to say.
"What do you know need to know?" Ron asked
" I need to know why" Hermione said with tears in her eyes.
"I don't know" Ron said truthfully.
"You don't know?" she yelled.
"It just happened" he replied.
"Yer of course it 'just happened'"
"It did I had been drinking"
"Just because you were stupid you had to ruin my life"
Ron didn't say anything. He looked down at his feet then back into her eyes.
"I don't know what else I'm meant to say but I'm sorry," he said.
"You don't mean it" she snapped and turned on her heel and walked away.
Ron stood in the middle of the corridor, yet again lost for words. He started to go after but then decided against it and went back to his compartment.
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
Hermione went back into her compartment to find Malfoy sitting there. She walked over to her trunk and grabbed her uniform. And left again not a word exchange between them, Malfoy didn't even look up from his book. She walked to the heads personal bathroom on the train and closed the door. She changed into her uniform and stood in front of the mirror. She began to sob. She removed the band-aid again and ran her wound under the cold water. She dried it off and ran her finger over her cut. She looked into the mirror and then down at the basin. She let the cold water run again, she cupped her hands under the tap then splashed the cold water on her face. She looked back up into the mirror and was convinced she saw Ron's face beside her own. She splashed more water on her face and looked up into the mirror, his face still beside hers. She turned around to face away from the mirror but she could still see his face. She slammed her fist against the mirror and screamed as loud as she could. She left the bathroom quietly, leaving the shattered mirror all over the ground.
I look in the mirror and see your face
If i look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like
you are taking over
She walked back into her compartment to see Malfoy sitting where he was when she left. He looked up at her then back down at his book. He looked confused for a while as if he was contemplating something. He sighed, closed his book and lent towards her. Hermione looked over at him.
"What's wrong with your hand?" he asked.
"Why do you care" she snapped drawing her hand closer to her chest.
"Just asking" he said shrugging his shoulders and moving back into his seat.
He picked up his book again. He began to hum whilst reading. Hermione gritted her teeth, she hated humming it always sounded so happy.
"STOP IT" she yelled. He jumped at her sudden out burst. She calmed down and went to her trunk. She retrieved a book and sat on the couch and began to read it. He looked her up and down then stood up and left the compartment. Hermione sighed and put her book down she looked at her hand. She sat silently until she felt like she was being watched. She stood up and looked up and down the corridor of the train. She saw Malfoy leave the bathroom and ducked back into the compartment and picked up her book.
"Care to explain what happened in there?" he asked sitting down. she didn't look up at him. He sighed and snatched the book from her hands. She bit the inside of her cheek and looked at him. She cocked her head to the side.
"I'm not taking the blame for that" Malfoy hissed waving his hand in the direction of the bathroom. Hermione opened her mouth to reply but the compartment door opened and Professor McGonagall (sp?) stood in the middle of the doorway.
"I hope you two will be able to get along this year" she began "Professor Dumbledore has asked me to congratulate you both on being appointed head girl and head boy, now your common room…" she was cut off.
"I thought heads didn't share a common room" Hermione snapped.
"Professor Dumbledore has decided to grant the heads their own common room and figured that if you two can live in the same common room the head student in future will be able to… now where was I?.. Oh, yes your common room is behind the painting of Helga Hufflepuff which is located in the 4th floor corridor, your password is 'phoenix' no one is allowed to enter your common room apart from yourselves, and finally professor Dumbledore would like both of you to report to his office after the feast" she finished.
"Thank-you professor" Hermione said politely. The professor turned to leave the compartment.
"Oh and if either of you need help with anything just talk to your myself or another teacher whom may be able to help you" she said and finished leaving the compartment.
i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me
i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me
"Wasn't that just thrilling, who the hell does she think she is telling me to be nice to you!" Malfoy chuckled.
"Well its not like I would want you to be nice to me" Hermione replied. She picked up her book again. She could feel Malfoys eyes bore into her skin. She sighed and turned the page of her book.
"Listen Granger if you're trying to kill yourself at least do it properly" he hissed. She put her book down and stared at him, mouth open.
"Well that's what you're doing isn't it?" he said pointing at her hand. She sighed heavily.
"So what if it is? Why would you care? My friends don't even care! Especially Ron FUCKING Weasly " she snapped. Draco looked a little taken back. He took a while to compose himself.
"I never said I cared Granger, but if you're going to do it make sure you do it properly to solve al my problems" he hissed slyly. He stood up and left the compartment
Taking over me
Your Taking Over Me
Taking over me
Taking over me
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So Yer! There you go chapter 5! It took forever to write because I'm lazy! And my computer went spaz at me and wouldn't let me go on fanfiction - but its done know! Did I shed enough light on wat happened with mione and ron? Well anyway plz review!