Song fic based on Rocky Horror's Janet Weiss and the song "It's all coming back to me now" By Celine Dion
Okay, this is my first fic ever published! Please R & R! From Janet's POV
DISCLAIMER – I own NONE of this. The character belongs to Rocky GOD Richard O' Brien and the song to Celine Dion. Please don't sue!
There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed if I just listened to it right outside the window
Like when the castle took off that night…
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust and I just knew my eyes were drying up forever
The morning after…how I cried…
I finished cryin' in the instant that you left
Oh Brad, it's my fault you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made
Where did we go so
wrong? If only we hadn't made that journey…
When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
You were so strong and protective
I just have to admit that it's all coming back to me
Oh how I've tried to forget…
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
How I wish we could have had the chance to be together…
It's so hard to believe, but it's all coming back to me
I'd forgotten how you used to make me feel so safe…
It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now
There were moments of gold and there were flashes of light
The light we used to share…
There were things I'd never do again, but then they'd always seemed right
I should have stayed true to you…
There were nights of endless pleasure
Frank was my first…how I wish it could have been you
It was more than any laws allow
If Denton found out, we'd be the laughing-stalks of the town
Baby Baby
If I kiss you like this
How I enjoyed your sweet kisses
And if you whisper like that
We used to tell each other everything…
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's been years, but it feels like yesterday…
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
How we needed each other after that night…
It was dead long ago
But our love died with Frank…
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
How I need your love once more…
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back
But you vowed never to come back…
There were those empty threats and hollow lies
You promised after that night you'd never leave me…
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I'd just hurt you even worse and so much deeper
I couldn't control my emotions when I saw you and Frank together…
There were hours that just went on for days
It was like time meant nothing that night…
When alone, at last, we'd count up all the chances that were lost to us forever…
We lost our love…
But you were history with the slamming of the door
I lost you…
And I made myself so strong again somehow
I just can't move on…
And I've never wasted any of my time on you since then
If only that were true…I think about you everyday…
But if I touch you like this
If I only had the chance…
And if you kiss me like that
How I remember when we kissed our last kiss
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
Just seeing a picture of you makes me cry
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
Kissing you goodbye was the hardest thing I've ever had to do…
It was gone with the wind
Far from it…
But it's all coming back to me
It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now
There were moments of gold
Like when I took advantage of Rocky…
And there were flashes of light
That laser took he and Frank down quickly
There were things we'd never do again
You swore you were straight…
But then they'd always seemed right
So why did I push you away?
There were nights of endless pleasure
Absolute pleasure…not anymore…
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby
How I loved it when you would call me baby…
When you touch me like this
If only you'd been the one to toucha toucha, toucha, touch me…
And when you hold me like that
If only I could be in your arms once more…
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
If only we could have ended happily ever after…
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
The floorshow changed everything for us…
Then we see what we want to see
I saw you differently…
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
Those sins of the flesh…
All coming back to me
How I wish I could repent
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now
Brad, darling, once you were mine and I let you slip away
If only I had the chance to see you again…
If you forgive me all this
How you wanted to forgive me…
And I forgive you all that
But I couldn't get past that night…
We forgive and forget
Why was I so blind…
And it's all coming back to me
I didn't see how much you still loved me
When you see me like this
You saw the woman you loved…
And when I see you like that
I saw the shell of what you once were…
We see just what we want to see
If only I could have seen the man I loved…
All coming back to me
But now you're gone…
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
Flesh and fantasy was why you left…
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me…now
Now, I'm here all alone…
And when you kiss me like this…
Alone and afraid…
And when I touch you like that…
Afraid I'll never see you again…
And if you do it like this…
Although I know I never can…
And if we…
I lost you when I lost…me