"Why I'm Me Is Cause Of You"
Chapter.o12 – "Find Me"
Disclaimer: Damn the great CCS characters aren't mine. But you know what, this story is! Yeah! You can't take this story away from me! He'heh. I even have my own lawyer! Points to a dog dressed in a very badly torn suit HAHA! Nothing can stop me now, MUAHAHA!
A/N: Hi everybody! Welcome back! Wow, that was one of the quickest updates! I guess I was very eager to update for you guys and yeah. So yeah, enjoy!
Finally, asking for one last time his mouth moved to form the word, "Sakura?"
He opened his eyes to reveal to him the fate of Sakura, but what he saw he dared not speak.
The red rose in his hand dropped to the cold still floor, making the petals spread away from the stem and making it look dead and old, "Sakura-"
Syaoran stood there dead frozen. Tomoyo looking at Syaoran from the hallway felt the reaction on his face was not one she expected to see, so out of curiosity she leaned forward and asked in a voice that was as small as a whisper, "What's wrong."
But when Syaoran didn't reply she went in for a closer look and after a few several steps she too stopped, her body also frozen stiff, "It's empty."
The room was indeed empty, nothing but the bed and sheets and a few chairs.
Syaoran finally moved and looked around, "But-How?"
Tomoyo fell to her knees, "Damn Sakura-I-" She broke down crying and wept out, "Sakura!"
Everyone in the hallway ran in and Eriol immediately went to Tomoyo's aid and embraced her into his chest, "Shh, don't cry."
Hiko looked around too and spotted a piece of paper on the cleared out desk, "Hey look."
He removed it from its spot and held it in his hands, "It's-It's from Sakura."
Everybody suddenly surrounded him peeking towards his hands.
"Well, someone read it." Kouga urged.
Everyone looked at each other; clearly no one wanted to read bad news.
Syaoran grabbed the papers out of Hiko's hands and cleared his throat.
Hi everyone. You guys are probably reading this when I'm long gone. And I'm sorry this may be a little sudden to you guys, but I decided to end my life. I've only caused hatred and fights for you guys. And I know you all mean well, but I think it's for the best. I'm sorry I had to run off like the way I did, but it was the only way. If I'd told you what I was going to do, you'd all want to stop me. And I know what I have to do. So please take care everyone. You guys may be the only people out there in the world that I love so much. And I'm sorry that I caused so much pain. And so I guess this is goodbye. –Sakura
"Stupid!" Tomoyo yelled out tears bursting out again, "Why does she have to be so fucken dramatic!"
No one could do or say anything; they all just looked down and frowned.
Syaoran crumpled up the paper in his hand and threw it on the ground, "Well? Are we just going to stand here and wait until we hear about Sakura's suicide on the news, or are we going to do something about it and stop her from doing something so fucken crazy?" He yelled and looked at everyone straight in the eye.
"But, she said she didn't want us to interfere." Yuu-Hii argued.
"That doesn't matter! We have to stop her no matter what!" Syaoran yelled banging his fist on the desk, making the wall shake.
"Syaoran's right! We need to stop her!" Eriol exclaimed.
Kouga shook his head, "But we don't even know where to start looking."
Syaoran turned his head and stared at the open window. The crimson velvet curtain was swaying in the late autumn breeze, the wind found its path to his face and like tiny hands; it rubbed its chillness over his face. He opened his eyes and turned to face everyone again, a grin stretched across his face. It was as if the elements were helping him, guiding him towards that angel he swore would make her smile no matter what, "I think I have a hunch as to where we can find her."
A/N: Hey there, again! How was it, too short? He'hehe, I knew you'd say that. I'm sorry I couldn't have made it longer, but you know how I am. Too lazy for my own good, he'hehe. So until next time! Keep reading okay? And review! Thanks! Byex3
