"Why I'm Me Is Cause Of You"

Chapter.o13 – "Whirling Wind"

Disclaimer: Damn the great CCS characters aren't mine. But you know what, this story is! Yeah! You can't take this story away from me! He'heh. I even have my own lawyer! Points to a dog dressed in a very badly torn suit HAHA! Nothing can stop me now, MUAHAHA!

A/N: Hi everyone! I'm keeping my promise and updating again! Hooray! So I'm still keeping my end of the promise, but are you? You guys still sending me those reviews? Good, you better! Anyways, sorry about that last short chapter, I guess didn't have a lot of time on my hands, but hopefully this one will be a little bit better. So yeah, better get writing and reading! Enjoy!

"I think I have a hunch as to where we can find her."

Tomoyo looked at Syaoran with curiosity and sniffed, "Where?"

Syaoran's grin grew to a smile, "Follow the wind."

Everyone looked at each other trying to make sense of what he was talking about, but before they could conclude anything Syaoran was out the door heading downstairs and out the hideout.

Tomoyo smiled as she followed him with quick pace and soon everyone was leaving, getting into their cars and motorbikes, determination on all their faces, somehow they knew Syaoran knew exactly where Sakura had gone and that they would be there in time to save her.

Meanwhile, on the roof of the high school building Sakura looked below, leaning her stomach over the rail and felt the wind gusting through her hair. She had been on that roof all night, watching the stars and thought about all that's happened to her. She thought about Tomoyo and wondered how she would react to the note she had left, she had wished they were never friends, that way saying goodbye wouldn't be so hard on the both of them.

She tilted her head up slightly and looked at the sin overhead and wondered what she was going to do now, but decided she didn't want to think about that and tilted her head back forward and looked down to the ground again. She raised her elbow and rested it on top of the rail and cupped her chin with her left hand. And that's when she remembered the day she had met Syaoran. He had come up and touched her on the bruise Julin had planted on her cheek the day they broke up. His touch on her cheek was so tender and gentle; she had never had anyone care about her that much before.

She rubbed her hand gentle against that same spot on her cheek and smiled a sad smile, "Too bad I'll never see him again."

Suddenly the door to the roof slammed open and the sound echoed through Sakura's ears, sending a chill up and down her spine. She shakily turned her head in the direction of the door.

Questions raced through her mind, 'How could there be anyone here today on a Sunday? What happens if someone found her up here? Would they kick her out? Send her to jail for trespassing?'

But when Sakura turned her head around all the way all the questions disappeared.

There standing in the frame of the door was Shia, the one person she dreaded most.

"What-What are you doing here?" Sakura asked her voice shaky and scarred.

Shia had her arms cross and pushed against her thin waist, "I had a feeling you'd be here."

Sakura stood there mouth opened wide, 'Is she stalking me?'

Shia laughed a cocky laugh and took long slow steps towards the rail where Sakura stood.

"I've been looking for you." She said as she came to a stop.

"Wha-What?" Was all Sakura could mange to say.

"Do you know what you've done to me? You destroyed my whole life you fucken whore! I've hated you since the beginning!" She had a look in her eye that seemed familiar to Sakura, a look she saw somewhere before.

"I-I don't know what your talking about." Sakura said shaking her head.

"Damn you are one sucky ass liar, you know that? Well, have it your way. I'll tell you what you did to me. Before you were with Julin do you know who was his girlfriend?"

Sakura thought for a moment and shook her head.

"It was me, yes that's right me. I had fucken everything, since he was the gang leader and all, but that all ended when you came along. After he went out with you he told me he had someone else, someone better. I was angry and wanted revenge, so I used to only tool I could. I blackmailed him, using the knowledge I had of him. I knew everything about him so it wasn't that damn hard. I told him to rape you, make sure you were pregnant and then dump you for me again, and he agreed."

Sakura couldn't believe what she was hearing; she had thought everything was an accident.

"But then he was shot by the gang members of the gang he wanted to take control of. That ruined everything! And it was because of you! You bitch, you didn't even love him!"

A tear ran down Shia's face, but she continued without hesitation, "But my revenge wasn't over yet. When you transferred here it was time for my new plan. I knew you were pregnant so me and my home girls jumped you and killed your fucken baby."

Now Shia started laughing hysterically, "It was so damn funny."

Sakura bit her lip and tried to push back the anger trying to spill out of her.

"But, that wasn't enough for me. No, I wanted to make your life miserable! So, I seduced Shipa, who was a friend of Julin, into raping you again."

Sakura could barley stand the pressure rising in her; she tightened her fist to kill it down a bit.

"You dirty ugly whore!" Shia screamed out at the top of her lungs, "I hate your mother fucking ass!"

Sakura tried to hold it in but she couldn't, tears ran down her cheeks, hot and wet.

Shia walked up to Sakura and slapped her face with an open palm, "Die!"

Sakura looked up with hatred in her eyes, "Are you done yet?"

"Wha-What?" Shia asked.

Sakura gripped both of Shia's wrists and twisted them, enjoying the sounds of the cracking bones and Shia's scream of pain, "I'm tired of little dick suckers like you. Thinking you're the only one in the world who went through pain. You don't know what I've been through. And your complaining about your fucken life, how self-centered can you fucking be? And if you think I'm just going to let you do all that to me and just walk away like nothing happened, your wrong. I'm going to take my revenge too."

Sakura let go of Shia's wrist and let her fall to the floor, but she got back up.

"I hate spoiled brats like you," And she gripped her hands around Shia's neck and started choking her, "You're calling me a whore? You're the one who sleeps with guys just to have your way. Seducing them to do your bidding, have you no god damn pride?"

Shia quivered as Sakura's grip around her neck tightened every second. Shia could only think of one way to free her from choking and that was to throw a fist, which she did.

The fist went fast through Sakura's face, which loosed her grip on Shia's neck, setting her free.

Sakura used the palm of her hand to rub her face and tightened her fist, "Your dead ass wipe."

Sakura ran towards Shia and threw punches all over her face, and so did Shia. They punched and kick and screamed at the top of their lungs, the fight wouldn't end until one of them was dead. Sakura punched Shia's shin with her right hand and one in her lower stomach with the left that sent Shia flying backwards and onto the floor. Sakura used the opportunity to grab an empty bear bottle lying on the floor and smashed it on the rail, scattering the bottom leaving only the top part and a sharp edge.

Sakura walked towards Shia as she tried to get up, but her leg was severely wounded so she shuddered back on the floor. Sakura walked until she was directly above Shia with the broken bottle in hand. Shia watched as she raised the bottle, and in a moment the bottle had plunged itself into her chest.

"Die, bitch." Sakura turned her face away from Shia and walked back towards the rail.

Shia was gasping for breath, touching the blood that squirted out of her chest with her hand, and in a moment she blinked her last.

Sakura looked over the city again, hands on the rail. She now understood everything that seemed so unclear to her before. Like an old dusty mirror now cleaned and was clear now. She cupped her blooded hand on her chin and felt the spot where Syaoran had touched her so gently, and she remembered his face. His deep amber eyes and his pearly white teeth that shined whenever he smiled. How he had cared for her when she went to the doctors. And how he had asked her with concern in his voice and eyes, "Does it still hurt?"

Her heart raced as she thought of him and her chest became tight.

She smiled, now determined to go back for him. To go back for Tomoyo and the other gang members that had helped her in her time of need. The people in the world who actually love her and care for her.

So she stooped down and got her duffle bag, but before she could turn around and walk back to the door she heard a voice that echoed in her ears, mind, and heart.

"SAKURA!"

Sakura slowly turned her head and tears were about to burst when she saw him, it was Syaoran.

Syaoran ran faster, but then stopped suddenly when he was close enough to see the dead body of a girl in a puddle of blood, bottle stabbed into her chest and Sakura standing by the rail with blood splattered all over her cami-top, skit, legs and hands.

He stood for a second as a gust of wind blew through his dark brown hair, guiding him towards Sakura. He took small steps and the wind blew through Sakura's face, sending her long honey brown hair flying back and away from her face. When he finally reached her he looked into her majestic emerald eyes and whispered, "Sakura…"

He couldn't hold in the urge anymore and so he let it free, free into the breeze. He took his arms and wrapped them around her and smiled as she dug her face into his chest to hide her sobbing tears, "I found you."

A/N: Hi everyone! This one was extremely long! Took me long enough to write it too! I hoped you guys liked it! I might update again real soon, so be on the look out for that! And please review for me! Tell me what you guys think, okay? I'll update the next chapter soon! Oh, and I've added a special preview of my new fanfic below! Read it and if you like it catch it and read it when it comes soon! Byex3

Preview of New Fanfic: "If You Come Softly"

Sakura's a 15 year old pregnant high school drop put, traveling across the country to California with her boyfriend Rei, but when he abandons her in an unknown town somewhere in North Carolina with absolutely no money and no relatives to call for help, an angel from heaven named Syaoran appears and offers her a new life to happiness.

Coming Soon!