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Fruity Tootie

Phase Two: Regret

Author's Note: Uhm, well I read this book, and lost it and well I liked it, so now I wanted to type it up under my current anime series Gundam Seed Destiny, so all you people who haven't read this can read this. And if you haven't read this book, remember this is for the deprived. By the way, if it's not perfect I'm sorry. It's my first fan fiction so yeah… . ;

Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Seed Destiny, or Gundam Seed. Or the book I'm thinking about, I forgot the name and author, all I know is I lost the book. And it was awesome. Please do not complain about how I copied the book, it isn't word for word, and I forgot a lot of it, as I do not have it for reference, so I make stuff up and if it comes up in someone else's story don't say I copied theirs because I didn't. It's just great minds think alike. And the book thing, don't complain about it being different… I lost it. T.T

Athrun's warmth radiated off his body, flushing me to no end. I felt as if someone was trying to strangle me in a good sort of way, if there is a good way to strangle someone.

"Come back to me, Cagalli, I need you I really do," Athrun whispered softly so only I could hear. His breath sent a tingling sensation down my body, the good kind not the kind a perverted bastard sent through your body.

"You didn't let me explain, I-I, the mother of the child is dead, I don't care whether you won't come back to me because you hate me, or you feel I hate you, or-or I'm cheating on you, I don't care, just come back," He whispered. His eyes showed no tears, but I could see the pain leaking out from the inside.

I looked away. The rain stopped, but I felt so cold on the outside. Athrun made me warm on the inside, but what about me, can he truly expect me to forgive him for such a sin. In my eyes, it was the only sin that truly caused the most pain, a child born with only a comforting love. The mother is dead, because of Athrun.

"Thank you for taking care of them, Yzak," Athrun nodded politely, still holding me by the waist.

"ZAFT awaits your return," Yzak stated plainly, any sane person could tell he was quite serious. Shiho's eyes quickly changed into a serious, dangerous glint, a kind of glare only a killer possesses, and they both walked inside. They seemed like a nice couple. Right, and cherries can fly.

But why did they react so seriously to Athrun? I shrugged it off, and noticed Athrun beckoning Lacus to go to the boat. Once we were on the boat, Athrun stepped towards his summer lounge. He smiled at me, the smile I learned to appreciate.

His arm stayed around my waist, as I tugged at his hair. I always wondered, why couldn't these times just last, why did something always come in the way.

Time seemed to pass by so quickly, and the next thing I knew, Kira was holding Lacus while he pecked my forehead. They sped off, causing water to splash on me. I didn't mind, everything was so new. It just seemed so fascinating.

Athrun's fingers intertwined with mine, as we walked inside his summer lounge. Just then I realized how hard it was for him to walk, he could barely walk without pressing all his weight into my hand. He kissed my cheek and led me upstairs. "Take a shower Cagalli you're probably uncomfortable as it is."

I nodded, and found that the bath had already been prepared. I smiled, and stripped myself of my clothes and relaxed in the warm water. I hadn't felt this good in ages, although I was still debating whether is was Athrun or the bath, until Athrun knocked on the door. "Cagalli, are you alright, it's been an hour already," Athrun frowned.

"Yes, I'll be right out," I called out.

"Don't rush yourself, I just wanted to make sure you were alright," Athrun said.

I heard him walking downstairs quite slow on the contrary, and held my breath. I didn't know why, just knowing he was doing something sent a tingle down my spine. I climbed out of the water, and grabbed a towel, and hurried downstairs.

"Athrun?" I called out.

He came up from behind and led me to another room, our room the room we shared. I saw him wince has he sat down resting his leg and arm for a moment. Then he started taking off his shirt, and headed for the shower.

"Athrun?" I whispered softly.

He smiled and said, "There are some clothes laid out for you in your private room. I'll be out soon."

I quickly changed and tied my hair into yet another messy ponytail, and slid under the covers.

Why couldn't life be this simple?

Athrun came out, with a towel around this waist. He had a hard time moving without wincing every minute or so. He grabbed some clothes and headed back for the bathroom. When he came back out I found myself in a drowsy trance.

"Cagalli, be ready to talk tomorrow, I want this settled," With that said Athrun kissed me on the forehead and stepped out, heading for another endless hallway. I couldn't stand it much longer, and finally realized the smart thing was to let myself fall asleep. Unless Athrun was some perverted rapist. Lucky he wasn't, huh?

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"Cagalli, why did you leave?" Athrun asked the hurt in his eyes clearly showing.

"The baby, your baby, I don't want your baby to suffer, but it's too late now," I whispered softly, as Athrun stared at me.

"You left, because you thought if you left, Mia Campbell and the baby would have me there?" Athrun asked, his eyes wide in shock and his mouth hanging open. I looked away and thought about how it sounded. It seemed as if I was using it as an excuse to get away from him.

His eyes narrowed, and he growled. He turned around to face a door, and walked out slamming the door shut in my face.

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"Kira, Cagalli, she oh god, Kira, I can't stand to see her face anymore. No matter what I do, she doesn't know I love her, I spoil her to death, and she still thinks I would be happier with Mia," Athrun sobbed, with his head in between his knees.

"Athrun, you know how Cagalli grew up, she doesn't see everyone's point of view, just her own, you might call that self-absorbed, but everything she does, is because she believes a greater good will be there," Kira offered kindly.

"I can't take it anymore, maybe I should have signed those divorce papers, it would have better," Athrun said, biting his lip to stop himself from crying. "She makes me feel like I can't take of her, like I can't keep her happy, like I don't love her!"

"I try my best, but she, Kira, oh god I don't want to see her again. I can't face her again," Athrun closed his eyes, and buried himself in his knees.

"Athrun, why don't we go on a trip so you can think more about this, without anyone pressuring you," Kira said.

He nodded, still with his head buried in his knees.

Kira pulled out his phone, and explained the situation to Cagalli, and Cagalli reluctantly agreed, with one request first. Athrun had to check up with the doctor before he could go.

And of course Kira agreed, to her absurd request.

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"Cagalli, he can't go mountain climbing, at least not without you. I'm sorry, but his arm is still broken, and his leg isn't fully healed, if I know Athrun well enough, his condition it worse than before. I'll trust you to take care of him," Lacus frowned.

"I also want to say, if he is not properly taken care of his injuries may not heal," Lacus added. "They are quite severe, and they let him out only on request."

I nodded impatiently, as I fiddled with my fingers behind my back.

Athrun was still upstairs, and I was seeing Lacus off.

As soon as she left, I raced upstairs to find the door locked. I frowned, and my heart sunk, he locked the door on me. I looked down. He was ignoring me, he hadn't even said a single word to me since he slammed the door in my face.

I slowly slid downstairs and decided to make something to eat for Athrun, maybe if I made some food he would open the door. And if he didn't eat I needed to. I was constantly hungry.

RING RING (the DOOR BELL)

"Cagalli! I've been worried sick about you, it's been three days," Miriallia shouted.

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(Athrun's POV)

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I'm such a dumb ass. I locked her out, it looks like I'm trying to avoid her. I should apologize, Cagalli's probably furious.

I limped towards the door and hear a young girl shouting. I would recognize Cagalli's voice, and this wasn't even close to Cagalli's voice.

I slowly walked downstairs to find the source of the voice, and waited for them to continue their conversation.

"A turn of events has me ended up locked out of Athrun's room," Cagalli sighed. "Can't blame him, he was so angry, I don't know, was it the divorce papers?"

"Well he isn't very grateful, I mean if you were still here after he locked you out and ignored you, then shouldn't he be grateful?" Miriallia laughed.

"Athrun isn't that kind of person, he must have some kind of reason," Cagalli said while slicing up cucumbers.

"Why do you even love him, he's worthless, I swear I would have left him to die," Miriallia snickered.

"Don't say that, he may not be perfect but I'm not willing to forget him," Cagalli frowned. "I'm not willing to leave until he fully recovers from his injuries. Lacus said there might be a chance he won't heal if it gets worse. If-if he truly wants me to leave, then I will, but not until I know he'll be okay."

"Cagalli, you could have anyone you want and you wanted that piece of junk?" Miriallia asked hopefully, trying to clear Cagalli's senses.

"Yes, I want him, and besides I-I think I'm p-pregnant," Cagalli stammered.

My eyes widened and my jaw dropped.

I felt better that I wasn't the only one feeling that way, because the young brunette's face was priceless.

"WHAT?" Milly cried. "After two days together, he fucked you so many times you're pregnant already? That's monstrous!"

I would never fuck Cagalli, or at least I wouldn't say it that way.

"Shut up, he hasn't fucked me, and he doesn't know. I may be wrong I'm going to the doctor's today. And don't tell him," Cagalli ushered pushing Miriallia outside.

Once they were outside, I couldn't hear them unless I got behind the door, and that would ignore the whole point of hiding, in the first place. I slowly panted upstairs and when I reached my room I stared at the pictures of Cagalli and me together. I didn't want to be the only one happy in those pictures, but it just seemed like Cagalli wanted a reason to get away.

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(Cagalli's POV)

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"I don't want him to know, because if he does, I don't want him to stay because of the child, but because he loves me," I said biting my lower lip.

"It goes against what you said about Mia," Miriallia explained worriedly.

"I know, I know, but he's just so mad, I'm not going to tell him, to force him to stay," I sighed sinking down in to the ground.

"I see, well good luck then. Hope that bastard kills himself," Miriallia waved happily.

I closed the door, and continued with Athrun's salad. I put half in his bowl and half in mine, with two glasses of ice lemonade on an exquisite tray. I walked up the stairs and knocked twice.

"Cagalli," Athrun mumbled.

I took that as a cue to walk in, and I set the tray down on his beside table, and turned on the lights.

"Athrun, please eat, you haven't eaten since yesterday morning," I begged.

He didn't say anything, so I took a spoonful of salad and gently pushed it into his mouth. I heard him chew and swallow. He stared at me, and I smiled.

I fed him another spoonful, and noticed that he ate slow as if expecting something else to come. I kissed him on the forehead, offered the glass of lemonade to drink. I watched him for a second, and headed downstairs.

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"No," I yelled firmly. "You're just going to come home with another broken leg!"

"You have no say in my life," Athrun coldly glared. "You are no longer part of it."

Author's Note: Sniffle Sorry, sorry, Athrun's being so heartless it just works out better for me. Look he was nice to Lacus, and look what happened to her, she got with Kira. And if Cagalli got with Kira, well let's just say that's not agreed by everyone. Personally, I don't mind, but this is an Athrun x Cagalli fan fiction not a Kira x Cagalli. T.T